Kinara decided to just go ahead. It doesn't matter which possibility will happen. She must not be defeated by fear, even though painful wounds will immediately penetrate her heart. However, other possibilities in favor of her belief can still be expected. Yes, not necessarily what Tiara said was true.
Kinara attached the card to a device attached to the door of the hotel room. The increasingly irregular heart rhythm accompanied Kinara's hand movements. Not long after, the door opened. Kinara swallowed saliva, which tasted quite bitter and bitter. Her feet began to move, then she sank into the door that was already open.
Presidential rooms with all the high-end facilities began to greet. Kinara's eyes examined every detail of the place. Her steps were swinging again, from slow motion to fast. Kinara's eyes turned to the bed. The very surprising sight succeeded in making Kinara riveted in uncertainty.
Tiara is right! Abimana is having an affair. The man seemed to be sleeping while hugging a woman she didn't know. In broad daylight like this, what are they doing in the hotel in such an intimate condition, if they are not having an affair?
"Tiara... right." Kinara's voice came out, though her throat still felt choked.
The sight that shouldn't have happened became a dish that welcomed Kinara's arrival in Bali. The husband she always respected suddenly became the most hurtful traitor. The wound that was so painful in the end still pierced into the heart of a great woman—Kinara Dewi Pradipta. Kinara's belief had turned into very painful suffering.
"Abimana," said Kinara, still trying to be calm and elegant. She tries to be a woman who is not begging for love. She did not want to be seen suffering just because of Abimana's actions which had gone too far.
"Abimana Erlangga!" Kinara's voice turned firm and quite loud. She just wanted Abimana to wake up quickly and then give her an explanation.
Abimana heard Kinara's voice which he thought was just an illusion. However, even so, he still tried to open his eyes. The day is getting late. Since this morning he had only been in the room with his mistress. He should have returned to Jakarta today because his business affairs have been completed. The girlfriend's whimpers who wanted a full day with him, made him decide to stay.
"Abimana Erlangga! It's me. Kinara, your wife." Kinara spoke again because she saw Abimana still not fully aware.
Kinara's voice this time succeeded in making Abimana's eyes open wider. He swallowed, then checked towards the source of the sound. How surprised Abimana himself was to find his wife standing upright while carrying the tote bag he had given her.
"Ki-kinara...?" said Abimana with a rigid tongue. The next second, he rushed to get off the bed. "H-how come? H-how come you're here?"
"Mm... what's wrong, Mr. Abi?" The girlfriend was disturbed by Abimana's voice, then woke up without opening her eyes first.
"Mr. Abimana?" said the woman again when Abimana did not give her an answer. She opened his eyes and turned to Abimana. Just as Abimana felt, the woman was also shocked beyond measure. "I-I'm dead...." She mumbled very quietly.
Meanwhile, Abimana who was already very confused because he was caught with another woman immediately took a stand. He who doesn't want there to be a match and fight scene decides to take Kinara away from the whereabouts of his girlfriend.
Abimana stopped his steps, accompanied by the stop of Kinara's footsteps, in the corner of the room closest to the exit. Before saying an explanation, Abimana looked back to check if the mistress was safe.
"Explain to me what you are doing with that woman, Abimana," asked Kinara in a voice that sounded flat, as if there were no sad feelings contained in it.
Abimana looked back at Kinara. His eyes twitched, though his main focus was on his wife's beautiful face. "I can explain this, Kinara. That Bianca is just one of my relations. I hope you believe me."
"Relationships for very, very special matters you mean?" interrupted Kinara.
"No, Bianca and I don't have any relationship, Kinara. Really!" Abhimana still argued, even though he was caught red-handed.
Kinara smiled faintly. "Why are you having an affair, Abimana? Do you think I'm stupid? Do you think I would believe a lie that is not neatly arranged like that? Honestly, Abimana, since when did you commit this affair? With another woman who is not even prettier than me? Oh, how? Is she the son of a politician, a businessman, or just a night butterfly?"
Abimana swallowed saliva. His expression changed, from the previous panic to tending to be angrier. He just didn't know what to do. Because Kinara is not an ordinary wife, but a woman with a high position with brilliant brain abilities. In other words, Kinara was not someone to be fooled easily. The most appropriate way to deal with such women is to apply pressure. Abimana must dominate the situation.
Then, a cynical smile tugged at one corner of Abimana's lips. "You ... are indeed a woman who is difficult to deceive, yes. You are too smart, Kinara," he said sarcastically.
"Why are you having an affair, Abimana? I asked before, but you didn't answer at all. I think I'm prettier than him. I'm richer and have a good career. Even so, I still carry out my obligations as your wife. I prepare all your needs, prepare food for you, and I'm also still working. I really can't understand why you could do this cheating, Abimana. So please explain to me," said Kinara.
"Looks like there's no point in arguing anymore. Well, I admit I did have an affair, Kinara." Abimana smiled broadly. "You want to know the reason, don't you? Listen to me carefully, Kinara."
Kinara took a deep breath to free her chest a little from the tormenting tightness. "Tell me, Abimana."
"Your busyness makes me feel like a lonely widower, Kinara. Besides, you... can't give me children in one year of our marriage." Abimana revealed the reason behind his affair without the slightest hint of regret. "So, I think the affair that I did was a natural thing. You were the cause. You did prepare everything for me, but have you forgotten that I also need time alone with a wife? I want to be heard, to be joked with you, not just about work, Kinara. But, you're too rigid and it bores me to you. Besides, I want a child too."
The answer that Abimana gave was like a thunderbolt that immediately eroded all the happiness in Kinara's life. The explanation about the child that Kinara had not yet given was the most painful part that Kinara could no longer tolerate. She did not understand why Abimana had such evil words, given the reality that had happened so far.
Reality says that Kinara has a normal uterus. She is not barren. Shouldn't the question be about Abimana's health? In addition, not only Kinara but Abimana also has many agendas. Abimana often comes home late with the excuse that there is work to be done immediately.
However, why is only Kinara the most guilty party? If you are bored with the discussion about work and the company, can't Abimana be able to say it directly instead of having an affair? And if, already wants to have children, is it not that Abimana can invite Kinara to undergo a pregnancy program?
This time, the look on Kinara's face began to change. Her lips, which had looked fresh since this morning, suddenly turned pale as if there was no blood flow. Her eyes which had curly eyelashes gradually stared at the existence of the mistress who was only watching from the bed. The mistress of her husband is very annoying because she has become the third person in her marriage, but Abimana's side is the most guilty party for being unfaithful.
Kinara who is always strong decides to hold back her sadness. She would not let a single tear fall just to cry over Abimana's figure. Kinara's anguished cry will only make Abimana feel even more powerful. Therefore, Kinara promised never to moan or cry just for the sake of Abimana.
"Abimana," said Kinara then tried to cover her sweet smile. She looked at Abimana then said again, "Let's get a divorce. Mm ... no, but, I'm filing a divorce suit for you."
Abhimana choked. "Divorce? Come on, Kinara. This affair only happened this time, if you want to change, I promise never to do it again. Besides, won't our parents be very sad if we separate? I promise to be patient until you can give me a child, Kinara. Besides, how is the merger between our companies?"
"I'm sorry, but my parents would be sadder if I was still with a husband who can't be faithful," Kinara answered calmly and elegantly. "Merger? Tch... are you that shameless? You make a mistake and blamed me, and are still discussing the merger?"
"Kinara?"
"Abimana, I want a divorce! And I will cancel the merger between our companies!" Kinara said.
"What? No! Kinara, listen to me!"
Abimana panics. He thought the emphasis he gave would make Kinara feel guilty. However, no! Instead of feeling guilty, Kinara filed a divorce suit and annul the merger directly. To maintain the merger of his company with his wife's company, Abimana tried to seduce his wife again. Abimana worshiped and said a dozen words of love that were no longer useful to Kinara. Unfortunately, Abimana's efforts had to be destroyed, when Kinara decided to leave his hotel room.
Meanwhile, Kinara, who was holding back from crying, walked down the hotel's marble floor. She into the elevator and then sat limply.
"No. My tears are too expensive just to cry over a man like Abimana. I can't be weak. After a divorce, I make sure I will repay this pain by destroying his life!" said Kinara with panting breaths.
***