It's been one year now, but am still in dismay. I couldn't believe Richie break up with me because of my efforts and commitment to see him succeed and my parents disowned me because I couldn't get married to him. I miss them so much, especially my mom. I miss her very much.
I want to go back home If only I could renounce my romance with the CEO and reconcile with him, but even if I do, he will never accept me back. I wish I never go back for more sex with the CEO that made him break up with me. But it wasn't my fault because he never wanted to have sex with me until our honeymoon, and after I lost my virginity to the CEO. I couldn't control myself from the excitement, which lead me to have multiple romances with the CEO.
I miss everyone in my life. I miss my dancing crew including Richie's mom. I know my parents won't disown me if she were alive today. I was inside my Lamborghini watching her funeral. No one noticed my presence as I was inside my car.
I saw my mom and my dad for the first time after many months of separation and Lucas was with Amelia. I feel a little sad, but not for Richie. He deserves everything that's happening to him.
I was surprised when I saw nurse Elena with Richie standing in front of the priest speaking about something, but I couldn't hear them, and the only thing I can feel is pain and more pain and nothing else.
I carried all the wrongs and misfortune that I had suffered in my heart, including Amelia's betrayal to criticize my decision to have a one-night stand with the CEO.
My family friends and relatives disown me, and the way I was been abused and insulted every day before my parents threw me out of the house to nowhere. I suffered all this just to be strong so that I could get my revenge on him.
I felt lonely and depressed since that ingrate break up with me. Ever since then, I lost my dancing crew. Because of that, everyone who showed me love turn their back on me. Now, who will love me and care for me? This time I felt lonelier than before.
Pulling my thoughts back to reality, I strive in outrage towards him.
But, am gonna do everything within me to make sure he goes down completely. He is an ingrate, and he doesn't deserve to be happy. Even if he tenders a public apology, wish I know it gonna be difficult for him. But still, I won't stop fighting him until my parents accept me back. Because all the people I love, left me one by one and I had to leave here alone without any one of my relatives or friends, loving me or caring for me since that bastard called Richie, break up with me.
Though, I have everything that makes me happy. I leaves in my own house, well furnished with Italian Mabel and well duplicated with all types of expensive fabrics and designs.
My sugar daddy, the CEO is my destiny, am so pleased to have him all the time. It's like we're destined to be together because he's always there for me. He's so caring, and the best thing I had ever come across. His undying love and care for me are irreplaceable. That's all I need to be happy.
Pulling myself back to reality. I drove downtown to free myself from excess worries and trauma and I saw my friend Jessie.
"Hello, Jessie." Jessie was standing beside the roadside.
"Oh my God. Kendi. I know it's you. Am most happy to see you." She replied with a smile on her face.
Jessie is my friend whom I love hanging out with. We club and hang out together.
We met at a nightclub in New Jersey, after my stay in the hospital with Richie's mom. Ever since then we became best of friends staying in the same city. She's my bestie, always ready to do the unthinkable.
She knows all my secrets and plans. She knows about my affairs with the CEO, as the reason behind the break-up and my parents disowning me but she never criticized or humiliate me the way my friends and relatives does.
She's young and too demanding with her many boyfriends, but I like her as we always talk and share our secrets.
"What are you doing here alone Jessie?" I ask. But first I gesture for her to come in then we drove.
"I was waiting for a taxi. My mom sends me to get some fruits at the grocery. But am happy to see you. In fact, am always happy when am with you Kendi." She retorted with so much excitement.
"I need you to come over to the house later today." I asked, and she wink at me.
"Yeah, of course, I will, but am afraid of your companion." She announced with a smirk on her innocent face.
"Don't bother yourself about him, we ain't staying together. Besides, I told him a lot about you and he's happy about our friendship." I said abruptly with a smile on my face.
"Alright, if you say so." She replied without wasting time with plenty of butterflies on her innocent face.
"Whenever am inside your Lamborghini, am always happy and excited. I hope you gonna drive me back home?" She asks excitedly.
I was flabbergasted, lost for words. She's funny, always making me smile.
I knew she love my Lamborghini, especially when I took her for a ride downtown. That's one of the things she likes most. Me driving her downtown
"Yes, of course, I will drive you back home darling. Am not that busy today, that's why I asked you to come over to the house." I replied solely.
And she gave me her best smile, and I drove her down to the grocery.
"Aren't you coming with me or are you gonna wait in the car?"
"No dear, I will be with you shortly let me make some call." I retorted, and she walk straight inside.
A few minutes later, she appear with all the stuff she bought. I was still inside my Lamborghini conversating with my sugar daddy, the CEO informing him of my motive to storm Richie's party.
His words are so soothing to hand up the phone, so sweet to my hearing that I forgot to catch up with Jessie.
"Wow, so quick?." I asked in surprise.
"Yes, Kendi. What do you expect?"
"Sorry, I was on the phone with my CEO. My ex Richie is having a party tonight on his Cruise boat. You coming with me tonight. I wanna confront him again. My man is in support of my actions towards him." I announced.