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Bai Xi's Pov:
His stance oozed ferocity as he looked at me with anger brimming in his eyes.
I gulped seeing the look of pure rage on his face but didn't back down as I know if I didn't do anything now then this would continue into something which will expose my identity and my uncle may come to know find out about me and to prevent all that, this is the only way to get out of this.
I have to stop him from proceeding with the divorce, because if by any means our divorce happens then I am done for as my life depends on it. And I also know that our divorce is inevitable if we continue with this. Because for some reason he hates his wife, that is me and if he knew that we are the same and still proceeded with divorce, then I am doomed.
Until now, I didn't knew that he has a way of getting out of this marriage but now that I do, I don't want to take any chances with it. Because my life depends on him for survival. As long as I am his wife, my uncle can't do anything about it, but if I am not under the protection of this name, then I am as good as screwed.
I braced myself for the next set of words that I am going to say, they are important to be said. "Yes it is. First of all what we are doing is morally wrong and knowing this I still did what I did, I am ashamed of that." I said in a berating tone, condemning myself along with it.
His hold onto me got tighter as he stared down at me, "Oh and now you are realising all of this. Now you are aware of the fact that I am married which I for one has almost forgotten about, which you knew from the start and you didn't realised it until now that what you have been doing is wrong. You really have a fantastic way of running from the reality. You amaze me, actually you really made me a fool out of myself."
He removed his hands from my shoulders depreciatively as he turned around and took hold of the hand railing,his hands running through his hair, his frustration and anger stark on his face.
"Why would you think what we did and were doing was a mistake? That we were a mistake? What I felt with you was more than what I felt my whole life. It wasn't anything I have ever felt before and it has possessed me so completely that I can't think about anything without you in it. So please don't leave me. I beg you. Stay. Please." He pleaded and I bit my tongue to stop myself from crying or saying anything which I may regret.
My heart softened at his words and I almost gave up this charade, but I hardened my heart and asked him, "What about if she doesn't want to divorce you or by anyway stops you from doing that."
"What do u mean she doesn't want to?" He asked as if the question is absurd in itself.
"I mean what I said, what if she doesn't want to? What will you do then?"
"It is not her choice. she will have to. There is no option other than this for her. I will drag her to the court if I have to but she will sign the papers and i will make sure of that."he said with a surety that shook me up and helped me in steeling my resolve.
"I want to leave."I told him as a way to end the discussion but his face contorted to confusion before resolution took over.
He took two long strides to reach me from the end of the deck where he was standing and berated in an angry tone, "what the hell What do you mean that you are leaving? he asked whilst gripping my hand tightly.
"Let go",I tried to make him leave it but his hands weren't budging from his position not an inch.
I shouted at the captain to rear the boat back at the shore, he looked at me contemplatively but didn't move so I glared at him and he finally did after Si Yihan nodded at him.
"Bloody sucker" i murmmed at the back of the captain as he went back to the deck.
The boat turned back towards the shore and I released a small sigh but the man behind me didn't as a few short breaths left him, still glaring at my back making my back tingle with his intense glare.
I guess he finally ran out of patience as powerful strides sounded from behind me before I was forcefully turned around and brown eyes bored down at me with ferocity.
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