Natasha could not believe what was happening right now. Reaper took the initiative to kiss her. She did not know what to make of it, their relationship was shifting from what it was to something else and she didn't know if that was okay or even possible.
He was an entity on his own, the kind that the word 'love' had never been related to or put together in the same sentence to mean the way it was starting to mean to her.
She should feel bad about what she was doing, still being legally married to another man but she did not. He no longer deserves her attention and care, her love and affection. All of that was in the past and she was not going to give face to him anymore because a piece of paper states they were still tied to each other when there was no feeling of attraction or affection between them. The one-sided love no longer exists.