I was feeling like a shit when he wasnt with me because i love him so much and i dont want to be a part with him but i cant do anything about i because like people say:"Maintaining some distance in a relationship does not mean you are losing out on the emotional connection." so i think i will try to give him want he want because i dont want to lose him.
He is really can affected my life this hard because I've been trying all time to closed myself from other people in other to keep me away from get hurting but i guess he breakdown the wall i build for over years and i can't stop it because he really affected my life and he changes the way i was think and i dont know how its could happens.
Because there is no one before him can doing it because they always lost away to breakdown my walls, but he is the only one with easily makes my walls breakdown and i dont know what his trick is but he is a really good sweet and amazing men and i cant control myself when i was around him and i just feeling like wanna kiss him all the time.