I feel like everything is uncertain now i mean i know how i want all of this going to go but i don't know from his side and i don't even know now how to living it in the correct way and i just hope everything is went well because i am really love him and i really not ready to lose him because i am tired of losing a person i really like the most.
Some of my friends say "If they need space, give it to them. If you don't, you'll get closer to them, and they'll grow away from you." but how if what happens is opposite from that? it's hurting you know when you know someone you know slowly lost interest on you and seems like he grows away from you.
But whatever i know he can read this and i just hope that he can understand what I've been feel this couple few days i mean i tried always to remind him to tell me whatever he feels or he have in mind don't hide it or even makes an excuses for it because i say to him that he can tell me everything he feel because i know it's going to hurts me but its more hurts me more when i know from someone else or suddenly i found out about it.