I wish he knows and can feel how bad is my past which makes me forgot to be alive like other people and i wish he knows that i am only ordinary boy who get hurt very badly but well i can't expected he to feel and knows how bad my past it was because everyone has their own past also but i mean if he can understand a lil small piece about i will be feel so glad.
I think i was the wrong one here because i put too much hope and i ,moving too fast and i guess it's really stupid of me to doing that but i can't say anything about it because i think i love him so much and i fall for him to fast and i am feeling like i was a stupid foolish guy who moving too fast and falling to fast for someone.