Its really tough day i was need to adjust everything again because i was think like i was lost control of myself again and i really need to care of it again, well you know i am only human so i can do a mistake also same like other human i just hope that i can adjust and take care of it as soon as possible because i dont want to be in this situation to long its feel like wreck me up every single time.
I was feel all my feeling inside me mix together so i dont know which one i should follow because i dont know which one good or bad at the moment so i only hope that i can adjust everything as soon as possible and i want all this stupid feelings is gone and i just wanna live my life with all the good vibes and i will try my best and do my best for it :)