Losing myself in reality what's wrong with me the books I read remind me of what I long to have but when theirs nothing to distract me I lose myself, in reality, wondering what's wrong with me my thoughts become so loud and my heart to go numb I want to come out of reality what's wrong with me her names in my head wanting to talk to her but I stay quiet instead and try to dull the ache of My reality what's wrong with me what medicine do I need to be the one that people need what's wrong with me my reality is messing with my mind my reality is slowly killing me my reality what's wrong with me my reality