I wanna cry I wanna cry my mind is full so they turn into pools beneath my eyes but instantly dry I can't but I wanna cry I lay awake at night with unshed tears in my eyes reviewing my life in my mind wondering why it played out the way it did and i. Only 16 I was touched a little too much by someone I was supposed to trust the broke my leg and got an uncurable disease that causes constant pain my brother was found dead in a closet so we had a sad Christmas instead it was all good until someone was killed more years then I hurt my knees that stopped me from walking crushing my dreams further than I got help had hoped the pandemic hit and turned that all to shit I lost my boyfriend, friends and slowly my mental health found out something's about myself that my parents wouldn't like the story of my life I left out the part about the constant arguing and the hurtful words must have used up all my tears because now that I want to cry I can't I wanna cry I wanna cry