Ella was in full rage now, she had lost her temper and so had her mother," We are forcing you? do you really think like that? All we wanted was your happiness but look at this temper of yours. you don`t have any manners and respect for your parents now. we only doing all this for your sake.!" her mother said aggressively in order to suppress her.
"Oh.. really? if you really want my happiness then please just leave me be and don`t interfere in my personal matters. I am not a child anymore who would need your supervision at every decision of mine." Ella said forcedly.
"Shut up Ella, how dare you talk back to me like that. do you have no manners left to talk to your parents. is this what we had taught you so far that you speak back to us like this? and on the other hand, we are your parents so, we have full right to make decision of your life for your own good." her mother shouted back at her.
"So does that mean that I do not have any right on my life, mom.??" Ella shouted back. meanwhile her father came out too after hearing the noise, he also became angry at Ella`s rude behavior.
"Shut up, Ella. how can you be so rude to your mother? and how dare you talk out in front of your parents. do I need to discipline you now?" he said fiercely. at this Ella got more angry, she had, had enough of them , it had been always like this . they had always suppressed her like this and had done what they wanted her to. but not anymore. she could not take all this anymore. so she finally said she had always wanted to say to them,
"Oh, please. why don`t you guys mind your own business and leave me be. just why don`t you let me do what I want for once. So far, I have always done that you guys told me to. I told you that I wanted to major in Arts and designing but you did not let me do it and instead forced me to be a doctor. i told you that I wanted to study abroad but you did not let me it too. In fact, to accomplish your wishes I have done all that you told me to since my childhood but not now, now I can`t let you guys decide this matter which is related to my whole life. I can`t just let you do whatever you want, and just why don`t you guys let me live my life my own way. just why don`t you stop meddling in my life. just....".
"SLAP!!". Ella`s mother slapped her hard at this. "Shut your mouth at once, Ella or I will forget that you are my daughter." her mother said almost shaking with anger. there was a moment of silence there. Jayson who had been watching all the scene from behind came forward now to stop Ella`s mother. he firstly remained uninvolved as he thought that it was their family matter but now it had gone too far.
"Humph!" Ella grinned while her eyes got filled with tears which she could not stop anymore. then she finally broke the silence. "this was all you could do at last anyway." she said in very low but shaking voice. one could guess that she was about to cry any moment now." like always to make me stop and shut my mouth you have always done this , always." she hold her self up and continued while wiping her tears." but not any more, cause things have changed now. and I am no longer a child who will give in at these threats of yours. who you could always make do what ever you wanted just by beating around a little. I have grown up now and I have learnt to defend myself so I will never listen to you anymore.' she then turned towards Jayson and said, " I am really sorry for all this today, sir Jayson. I didn`t meant you to witness this disgusting side of me. but things could not be helped anymore. ....Hah!... I will take my leave now. hope not to see any of you ever again....".
At this she turned and started to walk outside. Jayson was in a daze for all what had happened just now. he could not bring himself to say anything. her mother yelled back. "Ella!!" she shouted, "Stop right there. Ella. where do you think you are going after creating such a mess. I am warning you to come back right now."
she kept yelling and shouting after her but Ella seemed like not to listen anything anymore. she didn`t turned her feet and reacted as if she could not hear her mother`s loud screams. ignoring everyone around she kept walking and walking like a dead on the side road. she herself didn`t know what to do now or where to go. she just kept walking like a lost wanderer. her mind had went blank. she could not think anything at all after all that had happened at her parent`s house.
Then suddenly, it started to rain. it was like, as if god also didn`t wanted others to see her tears falling over her cheeks. she got drenched in rain and tears kept falling as if they had a competition with rain to show see who will win. she could not get what was going on with her. why was she crying like that? where she was going? or what was happening to her.? she just kept walking like dead. maybe she had finally gone crazy maybe she had finally become a psychopath or a maniac. though life had been always tough like that for her but she was never this hurt. she had felt many larger problems before but unexpectedly this time it was way too painful than she had ever felt.
she never had a good relationship with her parents anyway, she had always thought and been opposite to them. they had never agreed upon a single thing ever and it was her parents who had always won against her. so they do have many conflicts with each other. Other than her, her other siblings had a better relationship with their parents or maybe that was just what she thought so.
Yeah, she was always like that. thinking negatively, overthinking everything yet acting crazily like a fool. but no one ever paid any attention to her. though it was her own mental problems but no one around her ever bothered to check whether she was really ok or not. whether she was alright or not. maybe even if she had died like that no one would have paid their mind to know the reason why she actually died. people will probably shed some tears only and then ultimately forget her forever, like she had never existed. this was all she was worth of. this was all she meant for this world. nothing more nothing less...