4 January 11:45
click click click
dear diary
you know something is really off with me since this morning . I am not able to sleep properly since i saw that dazzling smile that still lingers in my mind from the moment i met him.
you know i am coffee person whose day starts with coffee and ends with the coffee and since my coffee was over and there was much pending work so i decided to head to coffee caffe nearby. By this work from home seems much more easier so I took my keys and drove off. In between i saw a bookstore and despite me having a full cupboard of books i took 'forty ways to love ' with me and started to read it
Just as i begin there was a light tap on my shoulder and there was a guy standing there . he pointed that it was his seat as he kept his diary over the chair . I apologize and was prepare to leavewhen he invites me to sit on other chair ."so what is your name ?"i asked , "myself Atrau ", "well i am miara "
and from their we talked and talked . By his talk seems that he is a photographer and had been to various places around the globe . "ah i forgot i was here for a cappuccino in the first place so i am going to order , do you want anything?", "ah i would like to have a moccha ." i frown "ok". our drinks arrived as i asked him "what's there in the moccha its so sugary how can you drink something like that ", "ah , madam every thing has its fun and taste ", we talked about nature and life , i almost forgot for what was i here for in the first place . Then he suddenly said " uh if you don't mind can i show you something "," hmm ok đ" and then my heart almost stopped as if it was struck by lighting as he suddenly showed me his one photograph in which there was a girl looking like me but a little smiling . I was dazed as i thought that can i also look so beautiful .
"i am sorry for clicking without permission ", " its ok, it is so beautiful ", he laughing said "its the type of photographs i personally like as people don't appreciate the beauty within them.
And at that time I realized that there is something different about him and unknowingly there was a tint of pink on my ears and cheeks .
i suddenly asked "can we date ?" , "no Maira we can't but yes we can always remember this meeting as a sweet memory in our hearts right" . That was the time when my heart pained as if it was squeezed by some unknown power but i steeled myself and said smiling " of course".
And from then to now i unknowingly shed tears for a guy that is known to for only a few hours .
you see diary its life in which people come and go just like wind but for me it was great to meet someone on my journey of life from whom i gave my heart but the saddening truth was rejection . but yes I am confident enough that i will meet my better half in the future .
bye diary .