31 December 2000 ,12:35 PM
dear diary
you know despite being a guy sometimes i think that being a girl is better . we want to be pampered , cared and loved . But then I think about my wife (ha ha) . You know she changed my perspective of that girls are more pampered and given choices to choose as they wished . Ah by the way how can i forget the overwhelming encounter with her on a train.
There i was sitting on my seat and then she came . Her shiny black hair tied back in a bun , her fierce but at the same time deep eyes , her calm face . This was it , my heart was beating loudly , i don't know why but i was feeling butterflies all over my gut . She was talking to someone on a call .
"yaa yaa , i came , hmm yes yes i will call you on when i reach the station " with a irritated expression but with patient voice she answered while staring at me . I was deliberately was turning my face towards the window to avoid any misunderstanding. She cut her call and sighed heavily.
Then facing she said "hi , myself Samayra and you?" , "i am Raghav, you seem to be irritated ,sorry if am crossing my line "
"its ok bro , its not like that but only my fiancee was calling and checking on me " , ouch my heart suddenly felt heavy and my love life instead of starting ended as soon as it begin.
"ohh ", i said nonchalantly . Not even a minute is passed and there her phone rings : buzz buzz :
"yes , hello how are you , ah yes i will , i am still on the train , ok i will tell you bye " , "your fiance ?"
"ahh yes "said her embarrassingly . And then she would turn her face towards the window and stare outside and i still remember that by doing so she intended to hide her tears that were still glistening her eyes .
From time to time her phone would ring seeming to irritate her more and more and i was watching her the whole time feeling a little pain in my heart about her .
Then i said "you should stop this you know if i was you then i would tell him to stop disturbing me like this , even if he is concerned he should not disturb you this much . She remained silent staring at me the whole time. i continued " you should tell your parents about it if you don't like him "
"i told them but they say he is perfect for me and i should spend some more time with him "
I was angered and said "you should have guts to say its your right to oppose to some thing you don't like "
She remained silent and turned towards the window and here i was giving someone the advise as parent to its child . I didn't knew her but there was something , a feeling in me that gave me strength . I still was knowing that what was that magic that made me care about a girl whom i did ' n t even knew a few hours ago. I was facing her back all the time as she stared through the window . And then when i looked intently to find her staring at me probably judging my facial reactions.
I turned back to my seat and then the train stopping horn buzzed and it was the time to say goodbye to her . I was feeling sad and reluctance but despite that i said all the best to her and decided to accompany her to her taxi .
She said goodbye and boarded the taxi . I was in a state of crying but unexpectedly the taxi stopped a meter from me. I ran to it asking if anything happened but she silently offboarded the taxi as the taxi drove off from there . As there was only silence between us she suddenly said to me "Even you don't have guts to say that you love me huh, you are literally crying now you know " and then i realized my eyes are wet . Even i was surprised and then said "so like to spend your life with me " She smiled and said " of course my king " And that is how i met my queen and my better half'
2 years later from the time i met her we got married after the long persuasion period with her parents and we are happy
bye diary .