4 January 11:45

click click click

dear diary

you know something is really off with me since this morning . I am not able to sleep properly since i saw that dazzling smile that still lingers in my mind from the moment i met him.

you know i am coffee person whose day starts with coffee and ends with the coffee and since my coffee was over and there was much pending work so i decided to head to coffee caffe nearby. By this work from home seems much more easier so I took my keys and drove off. In between i saw a bookstore and despite me having a full cupboard of books i took 'forty ways to love ' with me and started to read it

Just as i begin there was a light tap on my shoulder and there was a guy standing there . he pointed that it was his seat as he kept his diary over the chair . I apologize and was prepare to leavewhen he invites me to sit on other chair ."so what is your name ?"i asked , "myself Atrau ", "well i am miara "

and from their we talked and talked . By his talk seems that he is a photographer and had been to various places around the globe . "ah i forgot i was here for a cappuccino in the first place so i am going to order , do you want anything?", "ah i would like to have a moccha ." i frown "ok". our drinks arrived as i asked him "what's there in the moccha its so sugary how can you drink something like that ", "ah , madam every thing has its fun and taste ", we talked about nature and life , i almost forgot for what was i here for in the first place . Then he suddenly said " uh if you don't mind can i show you something "," hmm ok 👌" and then my heart almost stopped as if it was struck by lighting as he suddenly showed me his one photograph in which there was a girl looking like me but a little smiling . I was dazed as i thought that can i also look so beautiful .

"i am sorry for clicking without permission ", " its ok, it is so beautiful ", he laughing said "its the type of photographs i personally like as people don't appreciate the beauty within them.

And at that time I realized that there is something different about him and unknowingly there was a tint of pink on my ears and cheeks .

i suddenly asked "can we date ?" , "no Maira we can't but yes we can always remember this meeting as a sweet memory in our hearts right" . That was the time when my heart pained as if it was squeezed by some unknown power but i steeled myself and said smiling " of course".

And from then to now i unknowingly shed tears for a guy that is known to for only a few hours .

you see diary its life in which people come and go just like wind but for me it was great to meet someone on my journey of life from whom i gave my heart but the saddening truth was rejection . but yes I am confident enough that i will meet my better half in the future .

bye diary .