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Chapter 8 - I want to cry so bad, but won't let me !

I was feeling very sad and hopeless and I needed to talk to Dani.

" Pardon my interruption Alpha, you called for me ? "

Daniel said politely.

" How many times I need to repeat myself, Dani? Don't act this formal when we are alone ! "

I said.

" I am sorry. I am afraid I shouldn't call you Rick infront of the others and that's why I... "

Daniel tried to justify his did.

" You won't and I know that ! I only have left you Dani, as my dear friend. I have no one whom I can call my friend. Everyone loves me and I love everyone, but they look at me as their Alpha; a father; a protector ! I need you Dani, don't steal my friend from me. I beg you ! "

I said helplessly.

" Hey, don't say that Rick ! You don't need to beg for anything, bro. I was, am and will always be your friend. Nothing's gonna change that, ever. Don't worry. Let it be. What did you wanted to talk about ? "

Daniel asked.

" I am feeling very alone, Dani. I don't know whom to blame it on. have I born with the worst fortune ? "

I said helplessly.

" Why are you saying such things ? What happened ? "

Daniel asked.

" My parents don't love me. My own brother... "

" Twin brother ! "

Daniel corrected me.

" Yeah yeah, twin brother. My twin brother hated me so much that he threw me in the woods to die. The person who turned me into a wolf and became my second father, died infront of my eyes because, I was weak to save him.

His own son is holding a rage against me for me being the Alpha instead of him. And as if all this wasn't enough, my mate is getting married to my TWIN BROTHER ! I hate my fortune, Dani. Could it get any worse ? "

I was about to cry.

" Don't be so hopeless, Rick. Something good is definitely waiting for you in the future. Don't loose hope like this ! You are our Alpha... "

Daniel tried to cheer me up.

" I never wanted to ! I told Alpha Stanley this almost everyday but he didn't gave up on his decision. He wanted it to be me. He just gave Robert so many chances because he knew, Rob would rebel against me he if think he didn't had the opportunity to prove himself strong for the place of Alpha ! "

I said.

" Why are you thinking about what already had happened in the past and you are unable to do anything to change it ? You need to think about present and future of the pack and not hold onto the past and blame yourself for what happened ! You can't sit hopeless like this. The pack needs it's Alpha ! "

Daniel said.

" I AM here for them. "

I said.

" And what about their Luna ? The pack needs a mother as well ! "

Daniel said.

" Dani just now I told you that she is getting married to Petric ! "

I was getting mad.

" Yes, but that doesn't justifies your negligence of the Luna for the pack ! "

Dani said.

" Are you drunk ? You are the original wolf right ? I am turned ! You know it better than me that when a wolf imprints on someone, it is impossible for him to accept anyone else as his mate ! I need her and can't give her place to anyone else. "

I said getting irritated.

" Yes I know. But you have to try to imprint on someone else. You can't have her, she is getting married ! "

Daniel said.

" How can I ? We can imprint just once... "

I tried to tell him the obvious.

" That is for the original wolves ! You are turned one for god's sake ! You can't use that excuse. "

Dani said telling the truth.

" Still. I can't, Dani. I just can't. Original or not, but I have not only imprinted on her as a wolf but, I have loved her as a human as well. So, it is next to impossible for me to look at anyone else.

You aren't oblivious about the females of our pack having crush on me. But I never paid attention towards them.

Aren't they beautiful ? They are gorgeous ! Like carved carefully and with love. Their one smile and not only humans but the wolves are ready to kill and get killed for them !

But neither of them succeeded to woo me ! I look at them and I don't feel anything. I don't know if it is the quality I gained as the Alpha, but I feel responsible for them as their father ! I can't see a mate in them.

Everyone is so beautiful. Haley is beautiful and so is Garcy. Synthiya is gorgeous and I know you have feelings for Rose. Everyone of them is ravishing. Catalina, Alena, Caroline, Bonnie, Rebecca each and everyone of them is marvelous.

Even the kids are showing that they are going to be ravishing adults. But I don't feel anything for anyone. She is not only my impression Dani, she is my love ! "

I told him.

" You forgot to mention Katherine ! She is the sexiest among all. "

Daniel said with a wink.

" Yes and the most desperate among all as well. "

I replied rolling my eyes.

" What ? What are you talking about ? Did she do something ? "

Daniel asked getting curious.

" Yeah, she came in my room few days ago. "

I told him.

" What in it makes her desperate ? Everyone comes to you ! "

Daniel said the truth.

" Yes, but no one comes naked with wet body at midnight ! "

I said.

" Wha... Lucky bastard ! Tell me, how does she look ? "

Daniel asked teasing me.

" Fucking asshole ! You love Rose ! Why do you care what does anyone else looks like ? "

I said.

" Who said anything about loving Rose ? And dude, we are talking about Katharine here ! She makes even the wisest man loose his mind and honour. "

Daniel said.

" She isn't some Greek Goddess. She is just like the others. "

I said.

" Your heart is dead for the others I know, but I didn't know your man is dead as well ! "

Daniel said teasing me and lookingat my crotch.

" Shut up ! "

I said.

" What did she do ? "

Daniel asked with eager in his voice.

" According to her, she was looking for a towel to dry herself and get some heat. "

I told him

" And you did what ? "

Daniel said with a tone as if he already knew what I did.

" I threw a bedsheet on her and pushed her out of my room. "

I told him

" As expected ! What kind of man you are ? You threw naked Katharine out of your room ? If I were you, I would have fucked her till she... "

Dani was crossing his limits now.

" I don't want to know what would you have done to her. "

I placed hands on my ears.

" What are you Rick ? How could you resist her rosey lips ? She have the most sexy figure in all packs I've came across. The way she walks and her honey eyes gives the sexy glances as she passes oh my god... "

Daniel was describing her and didn't wanted to listen.

" Would you want that kind of female as your mate who gives each male a sexy glance she passes by ? "

I asked him raising an eyebrow.

" Who said anything about having her as mate ? I am talking about just having some fun. I know no one would take her as a mate. But if she is ready to let you have some fun with her then, what's the problem in it ? "

Daniel said casually.

" Daniel, it doesn't concern us what she wants; but she is our pack member, we shouldn't be commenting mean words for her. And it's just her way of looking, she haven't let any male come close to her.

She had her many of her heat cycles and she have beard them all alone in pain but didn't mate with anyone. Her room is close to mine, I've heard her pained screams but she didn't let anyone take her pain away !

She have earned my respect for her act. We can't even imagine the pain the unmated females go through when they are in heat. She could have asked anyone and none would have denied to take her yet, she bears all alone everytime. "

I told him the truth.

" See that's why all the pack members respect you. You never judge anyone for anything and respect everyone. I am sorry. I shouldn't have said that. "

Daniel said realising his mistake.

" We should respect our females, only then the others will ! They aren't things we would use for our needs. They deserve respect as well. "

I said.

" Yes. You are right. I am sorry. I won't use such language for her ever again. But Rick, the main question remained unanswered. What about our Luna ? You have to do something about it ! "

Daniel said seriously this time.

" I don't want to talk about it now. Give me sometime. I just came to know that my love is going to be someone else's. Let it be, what about our pack's wellbeing ? "

I asked changing the topic.

" Everything is alright and under control. Everyone is loyal just can't say this, confidentially about Robert. "

Daniel said.

" I know. I only need the news from the others. I am keeping a keen watch on him myself. He was never trustworthy and now he have declared that no other pack is ready to accept him, that means he have approached them ! And it won't always happen. Someone would accept him someday. "

I said thinking about it.

" Yes, I'll watch for it. "

Daniel said.

" Good. Now, does our pack needs anything ? "

I asked

" Um... The female stuff ! We never knew about the things, before you introduced them to us . Now the expenses increased many times than earlier. "

Daniel told me.

" Let it be Dani. I don't care about the increased expenses, the pack must be hygienic and advanced always ! And always be provided with what they need. "

I told him.

" Yes but... "

Daniel was saying something.

" Nothing doing. Get whatever whoever wants. We'll increase the work and increase the income if our expenses are increasing. Reducing the expenses is not an option for our income is low ! I'll increase the pack's income you don't worry about it. Anything else ? "

I asked.

" No nothing. Send someone with me for the female stuff. They almost broke my arms last time, because I didn't brought the stuff with the same name as they asked for. And I am not gonna face it ever again ! "

Daniel said cringing from the memory of his beating by the Omegas.

" Ha ha ha. "

I couldn't help but laugh.

" That's not funny bro. You haven't faced the angry she wolves, that's why you are laughing ! They are unbelievably fierce. You won't say that the girls are the same sweet and gorgeous faces we see everyday !

They become something else. I am ready to take care of a whole pack but not our Omegas all alone ! "

Dani said crossing his heart, swearing of never doing that again.

" You are this afraid of them ? What would my image become if they came to know that my Beta, the fierce wolf who ripped off the heart of the super powerful Alpha Azrial, is afraid of the Omegas of his own pack ? "

I said amusingly.

" That's really not funny bro. You haven't seen them like that. "

Daniel said seriously.

" Ok, ok. Who gave you the shopping lists ? Take her with you, simple ! Who gave it to you ?"

I asked.

" Katharine ! "

Daniel said.

" Interesting. You are the Beta, make your decision. If you are ok, take her with you or you can ask anyone else among them. Choose yourself. "

I said letting him decide.

" I guess, I'll ask her to come and get it. And I'll apologise to her. I am actually feeling guilty for what I've said for her. What you told me has increased my respect for her as well ! "

Daniel said genuinely.

" Very well. I am proud of you Dani. "

I said. And he went to meet Katharine, the most sexy and seductive Omega of my pack.