I haven't told her about my feelings. She doesn't even know if I exist for real, then why can't I accept that she got married to someone else ? She won't be mine ever now...
But I can't give up on her like this. Not just yet. Not without even trying till the last breath.
" Thinking about her again ? "
Daniel broke the chain of my thoughts.
" Huh ? Yeah, who else ? When did you came ? I didn't heard the door open or close ! "
I said still thinking about her.
" That's because, you were lost too deep in her thoughts. "
Daniel said sitting beside me.
" What should I do, Dani ? I can't accept that she belongs to someone else now. I just can't. And I don't even want to accept that. "
I said feeling hopeless and helpless.
" Then don't ! You know your brother, Rick. He is not gonna love her and you know that. She won't accept him either ! "
Daniel said stating the truth.
" Yes you are right. But what if he'll change and starts loving her ? "
I said thinking negative for myself.
" No, he won't. Don't think about it too much. Ok listen, you still haven't told me how does she looks ? I mean, if I came across her someday I should know she is my future Luna ! Tell me about her. "
Daniel said getting excited to know about her. Her thought brought a warm and bright smile on my face.
" She is so beautiful, Dani. I have never seen her in clean clothes ever, because she was always covered in mud and dust on her way for the wood. Her face muddy and sweaty. Her hair always tied in a bun and many twigs and dried leaves twined in them as she crossed the dense forest.
But one day she came in the forest and bathed in the warm water pond beside the mountain and coincidentally, I was hunting in the mountain that day.
When she was entering the water she was brown colored, her brown hair upto her shoulder, her black eyes covered with the dust. And when she came out of the water, she was a completely different person !
She is very fair. Her eyes olive coloured; I've never seen that colour of anyone's eyes ! Her honey gold curly hair free from the bun, reaching her thighs ! Her pink lips complementing her fair tone.
Her body showing each of her curves perfectly. She isn't too skinny, but she is definitely underfed. When she walks, her hips sways in a very sexy way that, I couldn't take my eyes off her beauty ! "
I was mesmerized at the memories of her appearance, when I saw her a few months ago.
" If you are describing her with this passion, she must be that beautiful. "
Daniel said happily.
" Yes, she is ! Let it be. What about your Katharine ? I mean we grew up with her. But now we see every girl in our pack as female, as a potential mate. I've never seen her that way. But I am guessing, someone is falling for her ! "
I said teasing him.
" Shut up ! I am not falling for her. We are just friends. "
Daniel said avoiding looin my eyes.
" Every love story stars with friendship. "
I said winking.
" No, nothing's like that. We are just good friends. We like spend time together. We understand eachothers and our thinking matches ! That's why we spend time together. You don't have to be jealous about it ! "
Daniel said trying to tease me.
" I am not jealous ! Why would I be ? "
I asked confused.
" I mean she approached you first... "
Daniel said hesitating.
" Dani ! You know I love Jennifer. I can't think about anyone else at her place, no matter what happens. "
I told him firmly. Well, I was getting mad at him. How could he even think like that ?
" Well, that reminds me of the venom she spat out for Jenifer. "
Daniel said remembering something.
" What ? Katharine spat about Jenifer ? What venom ? "
I asked confused. How could she even know about her ? The one who knows about her are me and Dani !
" Well, Katharine isn't just interested in your beasty physique; she wants to be your mate. She knows everything about Jenifer. Where does she live ? Why does she come to forest ? Who helps her in collecting that ?
She even know that Jenifer thanked you for your help and she isn't sure if you exist for real. And last but not the least, she got married !
Katharine heard her confession to you before she got married. She knows that you can't have her ever and when, I reminded her that she even said, she loves you and would have got married to you if you were a man ! And to that my friend, she slammed the door at my face ! "
Daniel said everything he got to know from her. Well, she shouldn't have known this much. But, I can't restrict my pack members from any place from hunting. She might have come for hunting and heard her.
" And the point is ? "
I said casually.
" The point is, Katharine thinks, now that Jenifer got married, you would see her as your potential mate. And when you'll act to get back Jenifer, she might ruine everything ! So, I am warning you to be aware of her about it. "
Daniel said warning me about what she can do.
" Yes, you are right. Ok tell me something, do you like her ? "
I have got an idea now !
" Shut up man. "
Daniel said almost blushing.
" No, Dani. I am dead serious. Seriously tell me, do you like her ? I mean, now that you two are spending time together, you might have discovered her as a person and not some bitch everyone thinks she is. What about her ? How is she ? "
I asked genuinely. Before I do anything, I must know the basic things.
" Well, except for having venom for Jenifer; not literally, obviously, she is a very nice person. I mean she isn't the bitch. I apologised her for the presumptions I had about her even before talking to her and she told me that she is used to those thoughts. And I didn't believed her just because she told me, I've noticed it myself.
The males in our pack want her body to satisfy their physical desires and nothing else. And because all males want only her and no one else, the females hate her for being everyone's desire.
And one more thing, every female wants a luxurious life and a mate who would protect her and her pups and have a personality that scares the hell out of other males. "
Daniel said something alien I couldn't understand where was he going ?
" What exactly are you trying to say ? "
I asked my confusion.
" What I am trying to say is, every female wants to be the mate of the Alpha ! And you my friend, are exceptionally fierce ! There's no one who isn't afraid of you.
Everyone in our pack is fucking beautiful but Katharine is a bit more than the others and that makes the others insecure about having any chance to be your mate ! So, everyone hates her here. "
Daniel said finally coming to the point.
" Is that so ? I didn't know that. Well it's wrong to hate our own pack member ! She must be feeling lonely here then ! "
I said genuinely.
I don't anyone to feel lonely in the pack of 200 wolves ! And that too why ? Because they are exceptionally beautiful and that makes others insecure !
" Well, yes and no. She does feel hurt not having a single friend or anyone she could trust a bit, but then, she thinks that have made her strong and self-dependent. She doesn't need anyone to do anything for her. She can do everything. "
Daniel said almost being proud of her.
" Well, on a serious note, be her friend Dani. Give her the happiness she deserves. Give her the warmth and safety she needs, but don't say it. Everyone in this world needs love and care. I would have done that myself but... She is finding a friend in you. Don't let her down. "
I said.
I was not thinking about any plan now. She was actually finding a friend in him and he seems to genuinely like her. And I do want everyone in my pack to be happy.
" I know. I won't. Ever. Even I need someone who would be by my side. I'll make sure she won't lack anything. But I am afraid, she might consider my warmth as a sympathy as, no one is with her and that's why I am doing a favour to her by doing all this ! "
Daniel said getting afraid of being judged by her for his real feelings.
" That surely can happen. Make sure to talk to her about everything you want to do for her before you actually do it. And make sure to tell about your intentions behind it. "
I told him.
" Yes, you are right. I don't know why but, I am feeling responsible for her now. And I am feeling she shouldn't be left out alone in the pack of 200 wolves ! "
Daniel said the exact thing I felt !
" Absolutely right ! "
I said. I am guessing, I don't have to do anything. Even before me planning anything, they have developed feelings for eachothers. Well, I can't say that about her, but Dani ? He is definitely falling for her.
And once she accepts that, I am not at all interested in her and Dani actually likes her with his whole heart, she will accept his love and both of them will be happy together !
Well, it's a start of a new love story then ! I will do everything to help him in each and every way possible.