(Eric POV)
I don't know how to start the conversation. and I do not think that was the right time to speak. even for a little bit if my words get dis-balance it may cause a big chaos. I don't have the ability to ask P'Sammy what she wants to eat. and also I can't decide what should I eat too.
so I maintain myself shut and ordered the food. we were just sitting at the corner of the restaurant. as for Freddie, I thought first to pack the whole thing up and we 3 can directly eat at the hospital. but I terminated the idea. there is less space, that was kinda messy and inconvenient for the patient, so I change my mind. and packed a balanced diet for Freddie only.
while we were waiting for our order. I sense,
beside me P'Sammy was sad she didn't express her emotions but her pale face explains everything. she looks so lost if I was in place of her I may be got broken till now. her expressionless face speaks her inner self how it feels of seeing her love one suffer. doesn't care what is going on within her radius,
doesn't have any interest at all to the surrounding. I get to know that she was lost in her own mind. she can maintain that position like this forever until I smack her to get her senses back.
"P, are you ok."
"Hmm."
she nodded her head lightly and slowly. but does not feel right at all. I didn't want any conversation at all with her. if I do she might cry for sure.
Rrrrrrr....r.r.r.r..r.r...rrr
suddenly out of nowhere, I sense multiple notification bell around me and people were looking at it with make weird faces and talking to each other. I looked around but didn't understand what the tweet is going on. kinda look like suspicious to me. while on the other hand, my pocket vibrates too. when I grab my phone and looked at it, I see, I get a notification too. despite the surrounding situation, before I thought to check what is going. I clicked at the notification.
"what?"
that shock gives many traces of my heart beating out of fear. like it was gone bust.
I didn't think of anything just grab P'Sammy's hand and ran with her to the hospital as fast as I can.
P'Sammy was asking me what is going on? but It occurred physically and mentally my actions was not responding. I just wanna to go back to P'Frank as soon as possible.
'Oh! God, why? why is this happening all of sudden?' it was the voice inside my head out of terror. I almost cried in my way to him. as soon as I appeared at the room of P'Frank. I cried out, P'Frank was missing from his ward. when I looked around I didn't find Freddie too in the ward. so I tried to call him but didn't find an answer from him. I quickly likely ran to call out doctor and nurses.
'Bang' I collide with Freddie at the ward's door.
"Where were you?"
I asked him him why a sad-mad mood.
"I was just got a call from my parents so I was talking with them. What happened?"
"P'Frank is missing."
"...."
"look at this."
a leak video of P'Frank apprehended the internet attention.
"I sensed P'Frank acknowledge it already."
"ask the staffs here for help. and Let's all get separate and find him.
when I asked everyone for search for him. I feels like he was somewhere gone to quite place. basically people with stable mind do not want anyone to be near to them at this time. they wanna spend time alone for a while. but I know what his condition was not make sense at this at all. so I asked everyone to go to different places specially to terrace of the hospital. I went down to reception to find him on the camera. when I get sure he went for the terrace I quickly ran and call Frank to search him there. I was praying to God. not let him take.... what I thought he was trying to do.
"oh! God no, no, please no don't do this.....what is he thinking? what he going to do..."
I cried out so hard that my tears fall over my face. I don't want him to end like this. not at all.
"Hang in there P I'm coming."
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the beginning of his ending comes so near.
shaking all his inner fear and sadness.
the one thinking of it that we can't bear,
he was suffering and his brain is now full of madness.
sad-mad type of situation for the individual was created on that day when it feels like some of them has lost their humanity completely and goes insane.
they commit a brutal crime.
destroys him into pieces. but still unsatisfied.
can't leave him alone
until making him dust.
I still think
what if that night never happened?
under the full sun at the terrace, Frank was standing at the edge of the cliff. as his grief multiples. he finally thought let all go. his sad-mad or I can say he has lost his material to that extent where if compare to a beggar, beggar might have more then him.
even if so that he extends his arms and his begging bowl to beg. ask for mercy to show by the God for his one last wish and
keeping speaking of his last words.
"how death feels like? I do not know."