I started to move along with the safest path where no one can hurt me, I kept myself safe before others. Was that selfish enough for the reason that I'm afraid to be hurt because it is hard to get back on my knees. The injustice between us is, I never wanted to learn the lesson they thought me of love.
I was a masterpiece, before they torn me all up, therefore. I was naive, and didn't have this heavy heart and cruelness.
I have a smile that shines, I had the sweetest personality, countless of apologize that come's from they're mouth but I just said, " it's fine.. " again, and again, again, again and now your telling me.
I'm a bitch?
I was a bitch huh.
I don't know, I locked my heart hid the key and throw it into fire where water didn't exist. Didn't open it until then.
I wanted to go back to December
I hate October and May.
The day I was begging for your love until I got drained, I waited til may for your love to come back but all I got was, " let's end this. ", It was my fault so I'd rather stay away from you and keep the last string to keep me alive, that last red string and I'm giving up, gave up already, too far ahead of future.
December where the last day of it, you held me in your arms so tight and didn't let go, the warmth didn't fade as well your smile. The cold didn't even bother us, we continuesly to embrace each other.
Until then, I cannot forget the warmth you gave me before, I do not wanna feel it again