At one o'clock in the morning, Timmy hadn't come home yet. Li Xiao Ke was still staring at the ceiling of her room which was spinning, she couldn't sleep yet, feeling her body unwilling to compromise with her. Her body temperature started to rise, she had a fever. While her mind kept raging, thinking about her husband's sudden change in attitude, and hurting her. She kept wondering in her heart.
_What's wrong with Ko Timmy tonight? Had Anna instigated him? Or have I made a mistake?_
No matter how hard Li Xiao Ke thought, she still couldn't find an answer, and it made her head spin even more.
A few moments later the bedroom door opened, Timmy came home drunk. The tall man threw her coat into the corner of the room, his eyes barely able to open. His condition was also very messy, his hair was disheveled, as well as his shirt and tie which looked messy. With unsteady steps, Timmy started walking towards Li Xiao Ke. Before he had taken off his shoes, Timmy started to climb into bed. His face was right above Li Xiao Ke's face, as Timmy looked at Li Xiao Ke with narrow eyes, while his hands continued to support his body, so as not to fall on Li Xiao Ke.
Likewise with Li Xiao Ke, she also looked at her husband who looked disheveled. The strong smell of alcohol, immediately smelled by Li Xiao Ke, in every breath Timmy took, made Li Xiao Ke feel nauseous again, and wanted to throw up. Li Xiao Ke wanted to get out of bed, but Timmy stopped her. Timmy immediately kissed Li Xiao Ke's lips, as the little girl's head fell back on the pillow. The smell of the alcohol was really strong, Li Xiao Ke couldn't stand it, she really wanted to throw up. With all her might, Li Xiao Ke pushed Timmy's body. She got out of bed to run to the toilet, but Timmy pulled her hand back tightly.
"Ko Timmy, let go of my hand, I want to throw up."
Timmy immediately smiled fiercely hearing that, a smile that was not at all pleasing to the eye, and tended to be dismissive. Timmy immediately pulled Li Xiao Ke's body into his arms. Li Xiao Ke felt like passing out, smelled the smell of alcohol so piercing her nose, she covered her mouth with her hand, preventing anything from coming out of her mouth, she was really very nauseous.
"Are you disgusted with me now?" Timmy asked in a cold tone.
"It's not like that, I'm sick right now."
"Sick? What about me? I was also very sick when I saw you cuddling with other men?"
"What do you mean?" Li Xiao Ke didn't understand Timmy's words.
"I love you so much, I want you to always be happy, and let you do what you like. But it turns out I spoiled you too much, until you did things that made my patience disappear."
"What wrong have I done?" Li Xiao Ke still looked confused.
Timmy smiled fiercely again, his lips still reeking of alcohol. "Why did you do that? I was always proud of you, I always thought you were an innocent and pure girl, but in fact you fall into the arms of other men so easily, you are so disgusting, now what's the difference between you and Anna?"
Li Xiao Ke's eyes immediately widened, the nausea that had been so annoying, disappeared instantly. Her anger was immediately ignited by Timmy's words that were so condescending to her. Li Xiao Ke pushed Timmy's body hard again, until Timmy's body fell on the bed with his eyes closed.
"That's how you look at me? Then what about you? Do you think you're not disgusting, inviting your ex-girlfriend to dance and cuddle in public? Why are you so mean? What did I do wrong to you? I'm so stupid, want to go to a party where I'm publicly humiliated, I'm so sick, everyone looks at me like discarded trash. Why did you take me to a party with you, if only to embarrass me? You are so mean, I hate you!" Li Xiao Ke shouted out all the annoyance in her heart, but there was no response from Timmy, maybe he had fallen asleep because of the alcohol.
Li Xiao Ke's body slumped down onto the cold floor. She started hugging her knees. Tears welled up in her eyes, her heart ached so badly, she didn't expect Timmy to say such condescending words. Her tears continued to flow profusely, she sobbed pitifully.
*****
It had been days since Timmy and Li Xiao Ke didn't talk to each other, they just kept quiet about each other's selfishness. The laughter and joy, which were often present on Li Xiao Ke's face, had now disappeared, gone somewhere. A smile was also reluctant to drop on Li Xiao Ke's tiny lips. Now the cute girl's face, always looks sad.
Timmy slowly opened his eyes, he had no filming schedule today, so he woke up a bit late. He turned his head to the side, he didn't find Li Xiao Ke beside him anymore, this had been the case for the past few days. I don't know where Li Xiao Ke is every morning, LiXiao Ke was also always absent every time he had breakfast. Timmy began to miss his wife, he immediately got up from his sleep, rushed out of his room to the dining table.
"Morning Mr Jiang." Say hello Nana immediately prepares breakfast for Timmy.
"Morning, where is Xiao Ke?"
"Madam is near the lake, for some reason Madam has been going there very often lately." Nana glanced at Timmy who was feeding food into his mouth. "Mr. Jiang, sorry in advance, I really don't have the right to interfere in your business with the madam. But if there is any misunderstanding between you, please resolve it immediately. During my work with madam, I have never seen a madam this sad. Madam has always treated me as a mistress friends and family, I can't bear to see her always sad face these days."
"What did Li Xiao Ke tell you?"
"Nothing, madam just said that she really missed the lake in Indonesia."
Timmy's hands stopped spooning the food in front of him. Li Xiao Ke's words seemed to indicate that she wanted to return to Indonesia. Timmy started to think, has he gone too far lately?
Timmy had already showered and was sitting on the bed when he saw Li Xiao Ke return to his room. Li Xiao Ke did not greet Timmy, her face looked very pale.
"Xiao Ke, shouldn't we talk now?"
Li Xiao Ke stopped her steps towards the bathroom when Timmy started to talk.
"It's been a long time we haven't talked to each other, can't we stop defending our selfishness? I'm sorry if I have hurt you, I can't continue to be angry with you, our fight this time is torturing me..."
Timmy was still saying so many words, but Li Xiao Ke's brain couldn't catch it anymore, she was really sick right now, her head was very dizzy, and cold sweat continued to cover her whole body.
Brukk!!
Li Xiao Ke's body fell, and slumped limply on the floor, she fainted.