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YAMX- You are my Xanax

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Katsumi is a cynical, ruthless, heartless guy, in short an iceberg in comparison may look like a fire, this is what all the people who meet him think. Katsumi doesn't do anything not to look like that, in fact he thinks that cynicism , anaffectivity is the right way to stop suffering from the harm that others can cause him; he prefers to take a little pill and as if by magic all those emotions that hurt him so much disappear...and this seems to work until he meets the empathic Shou who seems to undo the effect of the little magic pill
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Chapter 1 - CHAPTER 1 "THE HAPPINESS PILL"

• WHAT IS XANAX AND WHAT IS IT USED FOR?

Xanax contains an active ingredient ALPRAZOLAM. Alprazolam belongs to a group of medicines called BENZODIAZEPINES and works by reducing the activity of the central nervous system ...

Xanax is used to treat the following conditions when they are severe enough to cause discomfort in normal daily life:

o Associated panic attacks etc ...

o Anxiety / tension somatic or psychosomatic manifestations associated with anxiety syndrome

o AGORAFOBIA feeling of fear or severe discomfort that is felt when a person is in unfamiliar environments or in any case in open or crowded spaces, fearing that he will not be able to control the situation

…. in conclusion…

It would seem the "HAPPINESS PILL" for people like me who would like so much to believe even a little in humanity, who have now lost all hope, but have to live with it forced by necessity.

It would be so nice to keep everything under control ...

... And by everything I really mean everything ...

Work

Social life

Love life

Feelings, those damned ones, are the only thing I can't control!

I'm like a warrior thrown into the fray of a fucking fierce battle with only a miserable wooden spoon as a weapon to defend myself.

A miserable wooden spoon against deadly machine guns that shoot hundreds of thousands of lethal bullets at you 24 hrs!!!

Yes, I know ... There are old wives' tale. for stress ...

Believe me, I have really really really tried them all!

Relaxing massages of all kinds and origins, from Lomi Lomi massage to go from Ayurvedic to Thai.

Acupuncture, you never know that even some type of alternative medicine could have an effect.

All kinds of concoctions: from the classic chamomile to valerian through decoctions made with herbs of which I don't know if even the herbalist on duty really knew something

… in conclusion…

I tried everything before moving on to chemistry, but what could I do!?

As they say "All's fair in love and war" ...

… And this is A WAR!!!

I think that feelings are a real trout, they are a hindrance to life in fact they create problems for example in social life, the closer you are to someone the more disappointment, because a disappointment will certainly be, will be great; not to mention the work….

They slow down human evolution, indeed they feed its degeneration ... they are things without any logical sense ... they are useless things!

Melancholy, need, anxiety, anguish, bitterness, boredom, sadness, revenge and abandonment ... negative emotions at least serve as a stimulus to obtain results

I'll give you an example…

Sadness, bitterness and boredom can stimulate the creative process much more than positive emotions, that is, when, as they say, you are in a "normal" condition

Another example…

Abandonment and revenge can stimulate people to be or to become better, because in this way they can be redeemed from those who had abandoned them because they considered them useless, or had somehow betrayed them ...

…BUT…

Can you tell me what joy, peace, serenity and happiness are for!?

What are the so-called POSITIVE emotions for!?

One above all: "WHAT IS LOVE FOR !?"

I'll tell you what it's for: "NOTHING!"

Love is useless, it's emotion, no, indeed it's the most deleterious FEELING in the world!

Everyone is looking for it, everyone wants it, it's the MOST SCOPE OBJECTIVE, but no one can ever find it ... and in the meantime the human race, stupidly, pines for love, and in the name of love it does all kinds of wickedness that you can't even imagine ...

…. Forgive me….

... I'm just rude ...

I'm Yamada Katsumi, I deal with social media marketing, mainly in the publishing branch, but not only ... everyone says that I'm a real talent, in fact, despite being 25 years old, I'm one of the youngest CEO of one of the most important web marketing agencies & entertainment from all over Japan ... I live in Tokyo, one of the most populated cities in the world, with almost 14 million inhabitants ...

... Almost 14 million beings to avoid ...

... At least that's what I thought until recently ...