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Chapter 2 - Chapter 2 "What's your favourite colour?"

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ICEBERG

PAPER HANDKERCHIEF

TOILET PAPER

WHITE LILY

"What's your favourite colour?"

Dumb question, right?

When someone asked me this question, from an early age, I answered immediately, without any hesitation

"It's WHITE"

I answered with enthusiasm, because I was proud of the choice I had made, because it was not for everyone to choose that answer, many of my schoolmates answered

"LIGHT BLUE"

…or…

"PINK"

that's because I was happy not to be like all the other sheep in the flock

I was really proud of myself

…PRIDE…

…ENTHUSIASM…

…DIVERSITY…

Here are the first things that they killed of me!

WHITE is not the right answer to give!

If you are a boy you have to say "BLUE"

... but I don't like blue ...

Why should I say blue?

Perhaps to be like the others ... one sheep among many ...

Yes, I shouldn't have distinguished myself.

…APPROVAL…

In fact… I have adapted

…PERHAPS…

White is the lightest colour and is achromatic, because it reflects and scatters all visible wavelengths of light; that's why it's commonly said that white is given by the "combination of all colours". Is the colour of perfection, goodness, honesty, cleanliness, beginning, newness, neutrality and exactness.

I live in a loft in Shinjuku, not far from the office.

I chose this apartment for this too.

The closer I'm to the office, the fewer people I will meet along the way, both in the morning when I go to work, and in the evening, when I return, on foot as on the subway.

The fewer people I meet, the less panic attacks I have, the better I feel.

Another reason why I chose it's that it's on the top floor and it's the only apartment on that floor, which is to say that I don't have to deal with annoying and nagging neighbours.

I chose it because it's bright, in fact large windows illuminate both floors.

I chose it because it's white ... ICE WHITE ... my favourite

The house is not even that big, but all in all functional to my needs, and there are not a few.

... above all it satisfies the most important of all:

SPACE.

Space is as vital to me, as the air I breathe and the water that purifies me, because I need MY only space where TO BE

... MY OWN SPACE…

…ONLY MINE ...

The first floor is a large open space where the living room is one with the kitchen, perfectly equipped, close to the windows, so in the morning when I sip my coffee, I can watch the sun rise over the city, and in the evening when I cook dinner, sipping a good wine, I can look at the dazzling lights of the city, that never sleeps, at my feet

... and it's not that bad ...

After all, there is a bathroom and a large library, not the only one, which separates the rest of the house from my small study. Between the bookcase and the bathroom there is a staircase which leads up to the bedroom, the walk-in closet and another small bathroom.

The style of the furniture is minimal and total white

The only colourful note is a small white and blue box on the bedside table.

…inside…

The happiness pill.

This is my tiny world where, after playing for a few hours a part written for me on a script by a unknown director, I can finally be MYSELF

...I HAVE CHOSEN IT FOR THIS!