[Nanashi - Hahaha! Cope and seethe mfs. You all are pathetic. It's just a doujin, it's not like y'all are getting cucked irl. Most of you don't even get a girl.]
[➥Replying to Nanashi: LordDeus - I hope you die, you piece of sh*t. Because of guys like you, we never get any wholesome content. Your momma must have gotten a train run over her in front of you to turn out like this.]
[➥Replying to Nanashi: XoXo221 - I hope your b*tch gets railed in front of you and you are tied to a chair, while she moans like it's the best sex of her life.]
[➥Replying to Nanashi: NTRSlayer - I hope you get cucked, dude. People like you don't deserve happiness. Die PoS.]
Replies like this filled my screen in response to a comment I made to a recently released doujin of a popular family anime. Since the female lead was gorgeous, people were highly anticipating a high-quality wholesome doujin, but what they got was an NTR with an ugly bastard, the deadly duo dreaded by all.
What about me, you ask? I am a big fan of NTR if I am being honest. Those vanilla wholesome ones never appealed to me, with an exception of a few. It was this corruption, this thrill, this betrayal, the despair of a partner losing his sanity that excited me. And that's why I was a big NTR fan.
To be honest, I never really had anything against vanilla, but it's their fans that irritated me. Always spamming under a netorare doujin about how bad it is; like dude, if it is that bad, just ignore it. Do you see us commenting under vanilla about how bland that is? No, because we don't believe in kink-shaming unless it harms a person.
"Haha, these idiots don't know to differentiate between fiction and reality. Just jack off and move on. Why are you getting so overly attached to them?"
Pitying those poor people, I closed the browser window. I was done for today. Triggering sensitive people over trivial issues was one of my past-time activities. And there was nothing better than the 'NTR-Anti NTR' and 'Harem-No Harem' online arguments.
"Hmm, what should I do now?"
Summer break - an exciting time for normal people - was just like another day in my life. Although I had a few friends, I was mostly a reclusive person. Partying, trips and Karaoke seemed like useless stuff to me which I preferred to do once in a while, not like every now and then which seemed to be the trend nowadays.
"What's Sophie doing now?" I wondered.
Yeah, I forgot to tell you. I am not a Shut-In NEET Otaku that you must have thought about me. I am just closed off from the society of my own free will. And to prove that, I have a girlfriend, Sophie.
I took out my phone to ask her what she was doing - our routine conversation. Sophie and I have been together since middle school. And now I am in University. So, it is a fairly long relationship. Childhood friend turned lovers - a familiar cliche, but I loved it. Since we have already done everything, be it a kiss, sleep-over, or the next step, I was thinking of proposing to her for engagement once I get a job after University.
I sent her a text.
[Me: Wassup? Whatcha doin'? With friends? It's been some time since we had dinner together.]
"Hahh, what should I do now?"
I looked out of the window and it was still afternoon. The room felt really lonely, but alas, I chose this lifestyle myself.
Tutuu! Tutuu!
The phone in my hand vibrated. I checked to see if it was a reply from Sophia but it was just an app notification.
I was about to keep the phone when the content drew my attention.
['The Legend of A Hero' is getting a new content update, officially reaching midway]
My body was struck by a lightning bolt, flashed, and I instantly appeared in from of the computer screen. 'The Legend Of A Hero' was that good.
I was only in the beginning phase at the moment, because of waiting for a new update, but it had rave reviews.
And so I immersed myself into the game.
* * *
Night Sky. In an apartment building.
A boy, no, a man was frantically immersed in a game. The empty packets of snacks littering the room were proof of that.
Yawn!
"Finally."
I yawned as I stretched my body after long gameplay. The lightbulb was on, so it must have been night already.
'I really played for a long time,' I thought to myself. "Still, I caught up to the current update."
After playing for what looked like 10 or so hours, I finally caught up to the current storyline.
'The Legend Of A Hero' was an RPG-styled fantasy game with boasted expansive open-world gameplay. Although the theme of the story was the usual 'Good versus Evil', it became a quick success because of its well-developed characters and rich experience.
Leon, an orphan kid, after the death of his parents in a monster attack, would go on a journey for power. The story starts with him attending the Imperial Academy where he meets the first heroine and from then on, he would walk on the path of a Hero.
"Still, the story really ended on a cliffhanger. The wait for the new update will be unbearable."
Aamon Von Soren, the villain of the current arc was finally killed. A Duke, Professor at Imperial Academy - these titles decorated his character in the world of Elanor, the setting of the game.
Underneath that refined aristocratic appearance rested a monster. Forcefully engaging in sexual acts with one of the heroines, Adrienne, was the beginning of his doom. Hated by the commoner students, and hated by his fiancee - the princess, he met his hands at the hands of the protagonist while both the heroine stood, watching him die.
"Halfway into the story and we have two heroines already. How many heroines does the company plan to have?"
Now that I think about it, it was quite ironic. Adrienne, a character inspired by the cliche of noble women falling in love with a commoner, had feelings for Leon. But Aamon, enraptured by her beauty, forcibly took her in as his wife, even though she was his student.
Leon couldn't see Adrienne's suffering and swore to take revenge. But he was too weak. On his quest for strength, he encountered the princess who was angry at Aamon for taking another woman. Over the course of time, she developed feelings for the protagonist too, as dictated by the script.
In other words, the villain who forcibly snatched the protagonist's love lost his love to the protagonist.
"Hah, what a shitty thing to happen to someone. It's like your life kicking you down when you are already down."
But things like this made the game interesting. The rich character story was the strong point of this game.
"Now, now, what should I do?"
I checked my phone to see a text from Sophie.
"Oh, she replied already."
The text was already delivered a few hours ago, but I guess I didn't notice it because of the game.
[Sophie: Sorry :( Out with friends. Dinner won't be possible today. How about this weekend?]
[Me: sure, no problem. Enjoy, don't drink too much.]
I replied and put away the phone once again.
The empty room felt like it was coming to eat me.
Frustrated and bored, I switched on the screen again and went to the highly popular adult website.
"Hmmm, already seen this. Too fake. Doesn't look good."
Muttering to myself, I scrolled but couldn't find a decent video. Frustrated, I went to the 'amateur' section containing homemade videos of low camera quality.
As I was scrolling through the amateur section, a video caught my eye. It was highly popular with 96% approval ratings.
"Hohoho, looks like I hit the jackpot today. Definitely downloading this one for the future."
Everybody can relate to how I was feeling at this moment - when you find a good video after scrolling again and again.
"Hehehe, she looks good. Even if the lighting is dim, her figure looks delicious."
That's all I was thinking of, as I unzipped my pants. Today was gonna be a feast, I would definitely do double, no, triple round.
"Yessss, Yesssss, harderrrr ~"
"Huh?"
As I was in a trance, the sudden moans broke off the rhythm. They felt strangely familiar for some reason.
As the girl in the video kept moaning as if in a fervor, the sound of her moan felt familiar as if I knew her as if I have heard those before.
I stopped what I was doing and focused on the screen, trying to find out the identity of the person.
'Looks like auburn hair, the face….'
"Huh, i-i-it...why d-does it l-l-look like S-S-Sophie??? I-it d-doesn't make a-any sense."
My world felt like it came crashing down. That familiar face, that smile on her lips - and now that face was making expressions that even I hadn't seen before. Eyes rolled back, back arched as if she was pushing herself to the limits, toes curled tightly around this hugely built guy.
All of our time spent together flashed through my eyes as if it was all a lie. No, that must be it. Those faces she was making as if she was reveling in utmost pleasure. It must mean I never properly satisfied her, otherwise, why did she feel the need to go to someone else?
Or maybe our relationship was not true, to begin with? Maybe she was playing me around like a fiddle?
Knowingly or unknowingly, there was anger in my heart but only tears came out.
"Why…Why…Why???"
There was no answer. Only her loud moans rang in this otherwise silent room.
"Ah ~ Yessss ~ Ah"
*sob* *sob*
Maybe I was pathetic but I kept crying while she kept moaning.
"Do you like it?"
"Yesss~"
"Who do you like more? Me or your boyfriend?"
Hearing this, I felt a sting in my heart. My life had suddenly come to a point where a random dude was comparing who fucked my girlfriend better - me or him?
Still, there was hope in my heart. I hoped she would say, 'It's a one-time thing. One night stand and romantic sex is different.'
I hoped that this was a secretly made video where the dude might have drugged her. It was possible. Otherwise, why would she do this to me, right?
"Yours ~ Of course yours ~"
And once again, my hopes were shattered.
"Fuckkkk you!!! Fuck you'll!!!"
The monitor crashed into the wall as my screams spread through the room.
"Why - Why did you do this to me?"
That's all I could ask for.
In the dark room, the sound of sobbings could be heard as a man lay on the ground, a bottle rolling beside him on the floor.