Everyday watching that one guy in the class studying and in the parking lot, leaving the school is becoming my new habit. I don't know what is the reason behind of this behaviour of his, sometimes I thought may be he has any girlfriend or may be some other personal issues. though I more believed in girlfriend issue.
I don't know whether it was my curiosity or infatuation or any kind imprinting or mating pull, that I desperately wanted to know everything about him for that I could do anything and this is what I am doing from few months just stalking him. Though there is one small thing I noticed more often, he wear shades more often, as in class too.
I know after reading this some you may think that I have gone crazy. But sometimes someone do attract us to that point that we got pull over to them. This stalking continues till a month, one day we have a test in class, all students give it, even that guy too give it but as the bell goes over he again left the school.
A day later we receive our results and all papers were received by everyone of us, except one paper was left behind named Erik. That guy was also missing, so I just assumed he would be Erik most probably. As everyone leaving the class, professor asked me to give the paper to Erik and I excitedly took it. I choose to give him the paper, after my next class and silently wished of being present there.
As my class get over, me and Ani decided to go to the canteen. O yeah, I forget to mention that my this new stalking nature become a teasing topic for Ani. She just look for chance to tease me and sometimes she also called me mad, and what all I can do to protect myself, is to try being a defender.
However, I never complained back as I just liked it secretly. As we both are sitting and drinking our cold coffee, one of our classmate Zack came and told us that someone is at school gate waiting for Ani. I looked curiously at her and she just shrugged her shoulders, trio we move to their and as soon we reached their, we saw a hot strong muscled guy, with green eyes looking at Ani. There is this lopsided grin on his face, and here Ani excitedly rand towards him and jumped on him saying " ohhh, I missed you so much baby and I love you."
It shocked me to the core and later this shocked turned into, disappointment and anger. I thought we are best buddies but she never told me she has a boyfriend, and she also loved him. However, I changed my expressions before anyone could see it but Zack has already seen it, though without saying anything he take his leave. Ani and the boy created a decent distance between them, then she looked at me and wave a hand towards me to come and meet them. I put a faked smile on my face and meet them at the gate, though Ani has seen it in my eyes the reality as her eyes showed the guilt and confusion itself. Still we both pretended as nothing happened.
Ani introduce us, the guy name is Rey, and he is from our neighbouring school. He looks like a perfect body builder type guy, with eight packs and six five height. He is just like Ani in personality and nature, so I got adjusted and friendly with him. Though after our introduction meeting, I excused my self telling a half lie, that I have to meet someone and give some paper to them. Ani knows the truth but she doesn't stopped me.
With mixed emotions in my mind, especially the one with disappointment, anger, betrayed and in such situations what best calm me down is listening to music or reading books but at this moment I can't have my music with me. Lastly, the only option left with me is to go to library and as soon as I entered in the library, my soul mood changed into happy and cheerful one as my hot and handsome was sitting in the corner and reading the book.
I worked smoothly at the library's main desk, by completing the formality before settling. I finally settled my self in the library near my guy and politely said hey to him forwarded the paper to him. He raised his head from the book, removed his shades and looked me in the eyes. All I see was the beauty of those blue eyes and in the depth of them I can see the pain, sadness and hope. Those eyes were so captivated that, I just keep looking at him with full determination to be with him and erase those sadness and pain from his eyes and I just hoped may be my eyes showed my determination.
Suddenly, my gaze broke down from him when I felt a warm hand, full of care touched me. I look down toward that warmth feeling and see his hand on my wrist, it felt like I am completed now. I just smiled at him and remove my hand, seated comfortably in my chair. We just keep looking at each other continuously till the bell rang and time for next class come, so, we have to leave for that.
We smiled at each other again, with a silent promise with our eyes to meet again may be. When I was going for my class, I can feel someone staring at me from the back and when I look up I can see Erik with same mysterious, intimidating and dominated look with his shades on. I just thought what could be reason behind his, this behaviour suddenly as in the library everything was quit opposite, with this I am at square one again i.e. wish to know and understand him.