[mpreg-heartbreak loss sucide}
everything seemed to go well but fate had other plans and Macciato felt a jolt of pain and Calix knew what was happening and he called an ambulance
they rushed him to the hospital and he was put in the urgent care
he was going to give birth he felt worried he knew that something wasn't right
Calix was happy that they were going to have a child and he was happy too
but he knew that he wouldn't make it he wouldn't get to spend the rest of his life with him as he had hoped
"I love you Macci"
"Macci? wasn't it caito that you called me?"
"I like Macci better-" Calix replied
"I like it better too so should I call you Cal again?" he replied
"No I like Lix better-" Calix replied
"So do I so I was thinking of what to name our son" he replied
"what is it?" Calix replied
"Lixieon" he replied
"Lixieon? I like the sound of it- so are you going to tell me what your name was?" Calix replied
"Lucilio-" He replied
"Lucilio?" Calix replied
"Yes but that isn't who I am anymore I'm Macciato" he replied
"and you will always be my Macciato-" Calix replied
"and you always be my Lix" he replied
and those were those words he said before he felt a jolt of pain and was rushed to the hospital he felt his heart racing and he was losing consciousness
he didn't want it to be all over he couldn't leave him but no matter how hard Macciato fought in the end he lost the battle he had smiled up at calix
"You're not going anywhere you have to stay with me-" Calix replied
"I'm not going anywhere I'm staying with you I'll be there-" he replied
and those were the last words he had said to him
the heart moderator beeped and that was the end of it and Calix broke into tears
"No! Macci you are supposed to stay! don't leave me like this!" Calix shouted
"I'm sorry but your wife has passed away" The doctor replied
"No He can't be dead he said he stay it can't end like this! Not after everything!" he shouted
"I know times like this can be tough-" the doctor replied
"You don't understand I ignored him for 10 years! and I finally paid attention to him and took care of him and now --- he's gone!- I had him for a week and 3 days-" He replied
"and then you married him?" The doctor asked
"yes I kept asking him over and over again and he always refused but he ended up changing his mind and agreed and I was so happy and before that, I had found out that he was pregnant- speaking of which did my son make it?" he replied
"yes he is doing well he is in the nursery would you like to see him?" the doctor replied
"Yes I want to see him" he replied
so the doctor took him to the window of the nurse and pointed to which one was his
"My lixieon I'm so sorry your mother didn't make it but it isn't your fault and I promised that I would treat you just my fathers did and take care of you but I can't-" he replied
he ran away and ran into a room and jumped out the window
"I'm so sorry Macci I broke our promise but I can't live on without by my side-" he replied
and everything ended it was the greatest lost if only he had paid better attetion to him and didn't always make him overwork he wouldn't have died he was always exhausted and he drank a bunch of coffee and he had a weak body
but he couldn't help but feel that it was his fault and he had his first heat at a very late time it would have been when he was 16 but it never happened and he didn't know why and he had his first rut when he was 18 and another thing that was abnormal was his amnesia and it also seemed like he a split personality
and he was close to an age where most pregnancies stop but since this was his first heat that would mean that it would happen at a later age and it wasn't unusual for an omega to die after giving birth and it was more common with males
it was his uncle who had educated him about all this their species had gone extinct and were hunted but there were some survivors and his uncle was one and he protected him and his cousin
and Macciato mother was an omega like him and isn't ironic he died just like he did?
and yes Macciato's mother was male and he hated being responsible for Macciato's death
why did I listen to him? he was in a heat and I took advantage of it-
no I didn't I tried my best not to and he had asked me to do it but--
the first time I refused to do it and I ended up sucking his cock
ha f*ck that was the funniest sh*t -he fell for me after that
but he wanted to knot him and I did it and I even marked him
but this is the way things ended huh? It's what I deserved huh?
I wish I had paid attention to you sooner I knew that you existed
but all I did was make you work more because you were willing to
What was wrong with me?
If I had known that it was you all along I would have realized sooner
what a jerk I was
I really didn't deserve you and I wish I could just start over
you will still be my wife in the end but I'll make sure that things don't end up the way they did
because I love you Macciato and I promise that I will again in my next life