Macciato thought about what Calix had told him and he had felt bad but he didn't know how to return those feelings he wanted to but he still couldn't understand it he trusted him and he felt happy that he cared about him and he could even say his name he really was the perfect one for him he was even willing to wait for him
10 years or even a thousand and he could tell he meant it he really loved him
he wondered what happen in their past life and it had taken 10 years and he waited
and Calix regretted not appreciating what he had until it was too late he did get to have him but it didn't last forever- he had lost him
I want to love you back but I want to know you better Calix-
and he went back to work but Calix didn't great him
Calix separated himself from him he was so scared
he's never going to love me and there's no point in trying I'm just going to fail-
Macciato knew that something was up so he decided to call him
"Calix come on out you know I don't bite so why are you so scared you know if you don't try nothing will happen and I'm willing to give you a chance so take it-"
"I-I-I am scared you're right-but what's the point in trying when it will never happen?" Calix replied
"you will never know if you don't try I was scared that you would hate me but instead it was the opposite even before you realized your mistakes and you are making them again- Calix I believe in you-make me fall for you-" he replied
"I-I-really missed you Macciato and You are right I shouldn't just give up not when I made a promise to you-" Calix replied
"then do it-" he replied
"will you-do you- would you like to go out for coffee?" Calix replied
"Of course" he replied
Calix felt his heartbeat Macciato still cared for him and that made him so happy
he knew that he still had to be patient but it was going to happen
they would be in love again everything would work out
he just had to wait he couldn't rush things
after work, the two of them went out for coffee
he wanted to tell him everything but he couldn't
he had broken his promise just so he could be with him again
he left poor Lixieon
he was supposed to take care of him but he couldn't
he couldn't without him there none of it was fair
he looked down at the current Macciato
he sacrificed his life to be with him again
but was that what Macciato wanted?
he would have wanted him to live on and raise his son
and treat him the way his fathers treated him
If things go well this time he would make a better life for him too
he wanted everything to work out
but it wouldn't be that simple
Calix was going to try his best to make Macciato's life better he would try to make a good relationship with him
he looked over at Macciato and saw his beautiful smile it was the best sight in the world
he really had missed it and everything about him
he knew he would get through this time they were going to be in love again and he smiled back and he realized that everything was going to be okay
but it wouldn't be happily ever just yet and still wanted to tell him
everything but he couldn't and It was better if he didn't know
they were happy in the end but it wasn't perfect and he wasn't the same
without macciato would he have changed?
originally he never planned to love Macciato he was just going to use him but
once he got to know him better he started to change
and he didn't want to hurt him again and if he had just left him he wouldn't have died it was his fault but he would be heart broken and couldn't leave him in that state and if things were different then it wouldn't hurt him as much
and they could be in love again and everything would be okay he didn't know what would have happened if Macciato would have lived though but he was there and that was all that mattered he wouldn't
do anything to hurt him if he could help it he loved him so much
he didn't want to be alone forever and if he would die then he would want to be with him and never leave his side and spend every moment with him
but he was the reason everything happened if he kept his distance he wouldn't get hurt but he remembered ingnoring what he had and he was making that mistake again but maybe it was for the better and Macciato never heard from calix again
everything seemed to go well but macciato knew that something was off
he tried to call him but he never picked up
what happened? why was he ignoring him? did he do something wrong?
was it because he never said that he loved him back? he was willing to wait
but could he really? he still couldn't understand his feelings and he wanted to love him but could he? and why was he giving up again? what happend in the past?
he had ignored him for ten years and he regretted it and he was making that same mistake again why? because he didn't want him to get hurt
he would still help him out but from a safe distance and he wouldn't know that it was him
3 years later-- the rumours started about the heart break prince and Mis americano
the rumour was that calix had gotten married and soon after she died after childbirth which was true but Macciato didn't know that it was actaully him
and that was in the past he felt bad for him but he was also heartbroken that he
didn't love him anymore why? he couldn't love him back but- he did and he wanted to be with him but would he let him in?