Macciato who was now known as Mis Americano
he was known as a golddigger because how else could he pay for coffee and cake every day? he also apparently slept with the baristas the male ones
since everyone thought he was female because of the name
the baristas told everyone that Mis Americano was a valued customer and never specified his gender so everyone assumed it was a woman
which he wasn't but he didn't care what people thought about him or his persona
they could think whatever they wanted
and suddenly one day at work one of his coworkers told him a rumor about the boss
everyone called him the heartbreak prince and no one told him the reason
but there was a rumor about him going around
he had gotten married and his wife died of childbirth
he couldn't believe it he felt heartbroken hearing that
you loved me, didn't you? what happened? why did you stop?
because you knew I couldn't love you back and you were scared
so you gave up but I still don't understand how you could just give up like that
you told me that you would wait for me so why did you betray me like this?
I still waited for you hoping you would change your mind and try but you never did
and I tried to talk to you but you wouldn't let me
I hoped that overworking would get you to pay attention to me
and you would show me that you cared- but it never happened
do you hate me? because I can't love you because you believe that?
I couldn't even wrap my head around how to feel about you but I wanted you to love me and I wanted to love you but could you ever love me again?
Calix- I miss you I miss you every day and how you said my name
I wished over and over for someone to say it the way you did but that never happened no one could and it ended up being this ridiculous name
and you told me that we had a past life together and I always wondered what it was like since you never told me the full story
he went to the coffee shop he always did before work
he ordered his coffee and cake and he sat down
when his order was ready he grabbed his coffee
and turned around to leave and suddenly he bumped into someone
spilling his coffee
"oops sorry"
he looked up and saw that it was Calix
"Don't worry Macciato I can just buy you another"
"that isn't what I'm worried about what about your shirt?" he replied
"Don't worry about it I don't want it to wash out anyway-" Calix replied
"why not? and I um- can- see through it-" he replied
"so you like what you see?" Calix replied
"calix-don't tease me!" he shouted
"why not? didn't you say that you didn't feel anything for me so why does it bother you?" calix replied
"You ignored me for 3 years you were supposed to use that time to get me to like you and now suddenly here you are and you should be mourning your wife" he replied
"There is no need for mourning when the one my heart wants is right in front of me" Calix replied
"You're saying that you still love me or are you just using me to get over her?" he replied
"I would never use you Macciato I truly love you-I know I ended up making the same mistake again but I'm not going to give you up not again-" Calix replied
"you won't even if I can't love you?" he replied
"I will stay by your side no matter how long it takes and we never have to be more than friends-" calix replied
"Calix- I'm thankful but you really don't have to do this to yourself please stop holding back I want you to show me how much you love me-" he replied
"I will I promise but I can't now" Calix replied
"why not?" he replied
"you're playing with the devil you know-and you are so tempting-and I want to feast on you-" Calix replied
he was holding back so much why did he have to be a monster that craved sex?!
"feast on?" he replied
his face turned bright red and Calix let out a laugh
"you're really cute right now-"
and he moved in closer
"if you're not careful I might just f*ck you here and now-" he whispered in his ear
he felt his heart beating so much and he was almost tempted to let him have his way with him but he didn't deserve it why should I just give myself to him?
and when he looked at where Calix was he was gone
he still felt hot it was the heat- but macciato knew nothing about them since he never experienced one despite being an omega and he was 27 now
in his last life, it was when he was 34 and that was too late and he ended up dieing
he wasn't able to survive the pregnancy of course he didn't know any of this
he didn't know that he was the wife and there was no woman
Calix had to run off since he felt his rut and he didn't want to hurt him
and if he started his heat things would be worse
and he couldn't be there when he was
"F*ck why must things be like this Macciato?"
he felt bad for leaving him but he was already having trouble
macciato didn't understand how he could just leave him like that
he felt so hot and he wanted him so much
"f*ck why must you do this to me?"
he told him he loved him and then had no contact until three years later
and he teases him and makes him want it - and just leaves again-
you said you say by my side and you didn't I don't understand how you can be so cruel to me was it just an act? I trusted you I believed you and now your gone again