*JAY*
Never have I once thought of leaving Paris, away from my pack, until Stephanie became a very part of life that cannot be undone. All through my journey down to Colorado all I thought of was how to win Stephanie's heart.
On getting to the airport in Colorado, I placed a call to Gabriella, I put the phone on hands free and waited for it to ring but I however couldn't bring myself to talk her, it's been over five years Gabriella and I had a meaningful conversation.
" jay you don't have the right to seek help from her" I soliloquized
Before she left for Colorado she begged me weeping her hearts out, she desperately wished I uttered the words she wanted to hear. She wished I would utter the words "PLEASE STAY BACK" .but I couldn't say it, I couldn't take care of her.
"Do you not see how much I need you too jay? Mum is gone! And it more reason I need you Jay, Jay look at me too, I need you Jay" she lamented weeping profusely.
