Na Hyun Joon cleaned the place after dinner. He prefers to complete every work as soon as he gets it rather than keep it with him for a long time. He knew his hyungs would help him clean everything in the morning, but it would start to stink, and the room would also smell for a long time.
To avoid the mess in the morning, he cleaned everything, including the dishes. He even threw the garbage away himself without wearing any mask as it was almost 3 am, and no one would be outside at this time.
After taking a shower, Na Hyun Joon opened his laptop. It was time to indulge in his secret life, which he would take to his grave. He was determined never to let anyone find out about it.
Suddenly, he realised he did not lock his room and made a dash to lock it. Then he turned off the light and grabbed his earphones from the bedside table. The phone was abandoned on the bedside table for the bliss the laptop would bring him.
Hyun Joon applied the face mask and flexed his fingers before tapping on the laptop furiously. Internet was a dark place but a blissful dark place that helped him feel all the happiness in the world. The portal keeps him in touch with the first person who gave him solace ever in his life.
Hyun Joon used his fake account to log into the page "Whan's little wife's." He found the page three months back while surfing about Lee Whan. The page reduced his effort to discover recent information about Lee Whan way too much and gave him time to look at the angelic face.
There were memes and thirst edit videos of Lee Whan's interview from the afternoon. There were so many zoomed-in posts of Lee Whan's features, including elegant fingers and smirking kissable lips on the page. Forcing himself not to look at any of it, he searched the video of the full interview Lee Whan did in the afternoon.
Hyun Joon smiled, thinking about how Lee Yong's fans do not get along with Lee Whan's fans. Both the fandom was constantly at war even though one was an idol while the other was a CEO of Lee corps.
The Lee crops have three lines of business under them - The Elegant (fashion clothing brand), Never Enough (jewel and accessories) and Mellow (perfume company). All of the companies were managed by Lee Whan.
No one knew Lee Yong's association with the Lee family. If both the fans knew their idols were siblings, they would go crazy. The amusing part was the Lee brothers have zero ideas that their fans hate their sibling. Lee Whan might not even know he has such passionate, loyal fans. Hyun Joon feels happy to be one of the very few people who knew about their relationship.
Finally found the complete interview video.
He checked his earphones twice before relaxing as he watched the interview. He did not want his band members to find out he was listening to their leader's brother's interview.
Lee Whan was speaking about the success of their last season release and the upcoming season dress, which would apparently render people speechless. He was strategically increasing everyone's curiosity by not revealing the theme.
The questions were about lots of The Elegant's upcoming projects, their clothing line and the fashion industry.
Hyun Joon did not listen to a word. He was busy looking at Lee Whan's face. Every small expression, every little reaction, including a scrunching nose and small smile dancing on the lips, he was trying the memorise it forever in his heart.
He was content at this moment watching Lee Whan. He felt that he could live all his life just admiring the love of his life, the light that gave him hope to pursue his dream when he wanted to give up.
Hyun Joon had met Lee Whan quite a few times before. Every time their band released an album, Lee Whan would take all of them out for celebration dinner. He treats all of them kindly and speaks to them politely.
No one would believe the kind-hearted Lee Whan was the cold prince Lee Yong's brother. Also, Lee Whan behaves more mature for the youngest son, while the firstborn is a perfectionist who gets ticked off quickly.
Hyun Joon hoped Lee Whan would take them out on dinner after his solo album release as well. He knew it was wishful thinking. He always imagined every dinner he had with Lee as a date, just with four other unnecessary spare wheels.
But this time, he knew Lee Whan wouldn't take them out for dinner. After all, till now, Lee Whan did it for his elder brother Lee Yong. This time, it was his solo album, and Lee Whan Hyung had no obligation to do so. Especially when Lee Whan Hyung have no idea the entire album was written for him.
Shaking the gloomy thoughts away, Hyun Joon paused the interview. He laid his head on the table and looked at the perfect man on the screen. The long thick eyelashes, reddish-pink perfect lips and the sharp look on the honey-brown eyes enchanted Hyun Joon.
He still could not believe the music he wrote exclusively for Lee Whan over the years was compiled together for his first solo album - 'Forever First Love.' He also wrote some lyrics for some of the tunes long back. So he hoped he could use it for the songs now. He already planned to take the lyrics to the next meeting.
Lee Whan was a perfect mixture of dignified beauty and a hot mess of handsomeness, even without any makeup. Hyun Joon could not help but clutch his heart and wonder how his 'crush' would look with makeup. Obviously way better than the elder brother Lee Yong.
Hyun Joon did not even realise it when he picked up his treasured guitar - a gift from his bandmembers and started to strum it. When he finished the short song, he searched for a paper and pencil. When he found the paper and pen, he tried to recreate the same music as he noted it down.
In real life, he would never confess. But he was determined to write this song as a confession for his first love, Lee Whan, who would never receive the confession from him.