Nathan
As I watched him walk away, a bit of guilt slithered into my heart for missing his damn events. I did not believe those things were necessary and making it compulsory took the fun out of it for me. Perhaps, if I had not met Tee, Max's event would serve as a saviour for me; his events would be the highlight of my December. Because, I probably would still be smarting from the pain of Nancy marrying. However, I had met Tee and she had changed my world perspective. Being with Tee has made me doubt what I had felt for Nancy - it could not be compared with what I felt for Tee now. It seems paltry even thinking of our times together in the US, like it had been child's play, while the thing with Tee is full adulthood - 22 plus range.
