Warning: R18 Scene
I wake up in a cold sweat with my head pounding. Merlin is snoring on his bed a few feet away from mine. I'm glad he didn't try to wake me up. Although I had a nightmare, so maybe he should have.
My throat feels dry, and the back of my neck is sweaty. I should take a shower. I grab a pair of fresh underwear and clean pair of shorts. I search for a clean T-shirt, but things are still a mess because Merlin put my things away instead of me. I quickly give up on my search and grab a random one from the floor. I doubt it's even mine, but I don't care.
My feet drag against the cheap carpet until they hit the cold tile of the bathroom. My toes curl from the coldness. I throw the clothes on top of the lid of the toilet bowl and twist around to turn on the shower. I turn it to the cold side of the faucet. I pull the sweaty clothes off me and hop in. The cold droplets of water feel refreshing against my overheated body.
I look down at my body. My head fills with the memories of that day. I stop myself quickly. This shower is meant to be relaxing, yet it doesn't the complete opposite.
Maybe I should let some of my pent-up stress out. My eyes look down at my body once again. My dick is half erect already, most likely from the shock of the cold. I gently grab it and begin to move my hand against it up and down. It feels nice, but it's not enough. I extend my fingers to the back half of my body. My back naturally arches on its own. I place my fingers at the base of the hole, massaging it lightly until I eventually stick two fingers in.
I let out a small moan but cover it quickly with my hand. I doubt it was enough to wake up Merlin, so I continue going.
I wish I had something bigger. The fingers aren't enough, and it's already hard as it is to try to use my own fingers. Then, out of nowhere, I imagine Jiro. I feel my face turn red. However, I don't stop myself from imagining him more.
I can only think about his tall body hovering over me in the shower, holding onto my hips as he uses one hand to stretch me out. He goes slowly and methodically. I can feel the cold water dripping from his hair and onto my back. Eventually, he has enough and goes all the way in. He's rough but still makes sure that it doesn't hurt too much.
My body shutters, and a large stream comes flowing out. My legs go weak, and my body falls to the base of the shower. I'm disgusting. No wonder Jiro doesn't want to talk to me. If he knew about the way that I think of him.
I turn off the showerhead and sit in the cold air for a few seconds before finally getting out and wrapping myself in a towel. Even after a cold shower, I feel drained. Usually, I would sit in the bathroom for a while and enjoy my time alone, but I rush to put on my clothes and go back to bed.
I quietly open the door to the bathroom, only to be greeted by Merlin's loud snores. I'm glad that he didn't hear what I did in the bathroom.
I hop into my bed and sink into the sheets, falling back asleep while trying not to remember what happened today.