As I was about to leave the room, someone opens it.
"Surprise,Ryu!"
Akira?
"Akio, what are you doing here? Wait a damn minute! You two fucked!"
We didn't.
"Ok so now you're telling me you haven't been touched since that night with Haruto,did he mark you or something?"
He didn't mark me! He's a filthy human being...
"Did he do something to you, without your consent?"
No, nothing like this, he's just not how he seems.
"So that means he did. When? I haven't seen him doing something like this before,he did sleep with many omegas but with you he has something more interesting."
Well,I don't want to have anything with him.
Ryu P.O.V:
*Sex, marking,consent, isn't how he seems, filthy human being? What is he talking about, was he raped by Haruto? Or at least did he sleep with him?It is surprising since I remember Akios type as kind boys and virgins. Or could it be that he marked him? I better not push myself into the situation because it's not my problem. Since he didn't care about me,why should I? Why do I always end up being the one that feels guilty?
Not so long after he goes to another room leaving me in the room I'm going to stay in until the chalet vacation will be over.*
*I take some books from my baggage and I start reading,I liked to read about the human body. The human biology was always my favourite,all the things in the human body are so complex. I sometimes wonder how fragile we actually are.
Seeing the degree in biology that I obtained from the biology Olympic made me feel great about myself.*
"Hey do you mind if I study with you,even though we're on a chalet vacation I would still like to recap some things."
*Even though Haruto was in my room I couldn't bring myself to ask him about what he did to Akio,so in response I said yes.*
"Thanks."
What major are you in?
"Well, I'm in the same major as Akio."
*Studying with him wasn't that big of a problem,it didn't feel like something that could bother me more than the thought of the discussion between Akio and Akira. He suddenly touches my book and says with an amazed look:
"Isn't it hard to learn all of this?"
It sometimes is but I always keep my head up and learn. Isn't it hard for you to study what you need to?
"If i would say it isn't hard I wouldn't even believe myself. It is, having to read books everyday and even write 150 pages of book content for a final grade is quite frustrating. But i guess I can manage to finish it,I heard Akio had this assignment at the end of the 2nd year. He wrote an amazing book. He likes to write some books,he wrote one about a broken friendship where they both die at the end,his book was published and it was popular all over the college,we all talked about it. "A beautiful lie,a beautiful smile. I thought I was admiring my own art,but it all was just a shadow behind his paintings,his delicate fingers touching the paint brush, using it to decorate the canvas. The only thing that I admired wasn't the canvas,it was him,the one I broke with my lack of trust." What a beautiful verse! I know I should've study but I just wanted to read his book."
It's beautiful*I said while holding in my tears,they were real. Did he really wrote a book just because of the incident?* What is the name of the book?
"The name of it is "A broken bond"
Interesting name. I think I'll buy it.
"If you want I could give you one of the copies I have,I have 3 in total but I don't really need three so I can just give you the one I showed you minutes ago. Take it."
Thanks. *He seems sweet I can't imagine him doing things like this to someone. Or maybe he's hiding behind a mask and tries to fool me,to win my sympathy,is he trying to use some kind of foolish technique on me?*
Hey,are you by any chance trying to get me on your side,you know even though I might not be friends with Akio anymore that doesn't mean that I'm going to be on your side.
"But I didn't do anything. I was just trying to chat with you, I don't understand what I did wrong at least tell me what I did."
Well, I'm not sure but I heard some things from Akira about what you did to Akio and I think I understood something wrong if you say you didn't do anything.
"Ryu...you shouldn't believe what Akira tells you. Me and Akio are going to get married soon. We already planned."
Marriage? Isn't Akio too young?
"He's 21,trust me,he knows what a marriage is,he knows what people are supposed to do, he's not 5 he knows those things better than I do. I'll try my best to be the best husband in the world and I would like to invite you and Itsuki at the wedding."
We'll come when you plan it,but seriously don't you think it's too soon. I didn't know that Akio was the type to want to have a wedding that soon.
"You maybe didn't know but I did that's why I asked him if he wants to be my wife and he said yes."
Wife?
"Yeah wife."
But why wife?
"Why not?"
You've got a point.
"I know."
*Wife? Marriage? Wedding? Proposal? But Akio seemed very uninterested in him,he was actually disgusting in his point of view. He stole his first time and other things. What even I'm hearing and witnessing?*
*I'll surely need to go and ask him what happened,Akio will surely tell me without hesitating. But not now I should just continue studying until I'm in a good moment that is suitable for the situation,me asking him those things will obviously make him wonder what has gotten into me.*
𝗔𝗸𝗶𝗼 𝗣.𝗢.𝗩
I destroyed my own life and now I'm standing here like nothing happened, isn't this, forced marriage? I don't actually want it but I'm kind of forced to.
What should I do? Should I go along with his plan? Does Ryu know? If he knows what is he thinking of me? Damn it! It's only his fault if only I didn't help him find that fucker months ago I wouldn't be in this situation...
But who could understand a worthless person like me that can't even think for himself before agreeing on something. If i were to not do what he says my sister would be dead meat today.
"Aki,come outside with us we want to introduce you to someone."
Ok,but who is it?
"There is no time for talking! Let's go and see for ourselves."
*An attractive, tall alpha was standing in front of me,his glance matching the smile on his face,his eyes being a dark grey and his brown wavy hair matching perfectly with his handsome looks. A jacket and a pair of jeans was enough to make him steal hearts.*
"I'm Kazuko,nice to meet you!"
I-i'm Akio!
"Okay pretty boy and who is the drunk good looking guy next to you?"
It's Akira,Akira say hi-
Akira: Well,well mister handsome how about you give me a hand,make the hand in your name useful. Make me the happiest boy ever.
Akio: Don't mind him he doesn't know what he's saying!
Kazuko: It's okay,I met guys more excited than him so it's fine, I'm glad that he didn't jump on me like others did.
Akira: Jump on you? If I were to jump on you, you'll be devoured by my lust.
Kazuko: I'll surely be,but not now pretty boy because now it's not the right time to do it. Wait until we have some privacy.
Akira: Offf,you really are tough! You're boring,when will my first dick arrive?
Akio: It'll surely arrive soon how about I get you in your room?
Akira: But I want in Itsukis room!
Akio: Ryu is there,you can't.
Akira: I can! Me and Ryu are best friends I can do whatever I want.
Itsuki: You two aren't but do as you please.
Akio: Itsuki!!
Itsuki: What? Just let him be, he'll surely recover from the drunk state in like a few hours you can just wait.
Akio: Ok.
Ryu P.O.V
As I stopped studying with a nice break I notice the door slamming,it was Akira.
Oh hey Akira! What's up?
"Ryu have you ever wondered about the pp that fits you? I can't seem to find a pp that will satisfy me, do you know something that I can use? Like a
toy or something."
*He's drunk.* Well you can try and find your soulmate,he will probably have a big thing.
"I want 20 inches!"
*That's suicide.* Well I think you should try and reduce it,I only say this for your safety.
"Safety? You want me to die alone and unhappy. I'll just stick to one night stands!"
What if you get pregnant?
"It's not a big deal. How about you and Itsuki, don't you want a child with him?"
*A child? I never put it like this,me and Itsuki to have a child? If I stay to think of it I want one even if it's out of the wedlock.*
I would like to but I don't know if Itsuki is ready for this or if he wants to.
"Ask him! You're gonna finish college soon you should just ask him,I guarantee you that he'll say yes and you two will have a beautiful baby or babies."
Some days have passed since we got to the chalet. The days flew by faster than I could ever expect,the cold breeze started to get warmer and the rainy and snowy days started to go away.
Ryu was hanging out with Akira more and Itsuki and Haruto started to have some kind of friend relationship. I was getting closer with Kazuko,but the thought of me getting married didn't allow me to even dream about a life with him. Since the chalet vacation will be over in 3 weeks,the omegas started to come up with suggestions but the Alphas had other plans.
How about we get another person in the chalet?
"That's a great idea,how about a girl?"
Sounds great but wait, don't you say that you want a girl there only because you have perverted minds?
"No! We're saying this because we really want a girl there."
You already have Ryu and Akira, what's the need of bringing another girl over?
"They're not girls! Besides,you look a lot girlier than Akira,but you don't see me calling you a girl. We want a girl."
What girl do you want?
"How about...Hiroko?"
Are y'all crazy? You didn't even tell Itsuki about it and the fact that he's not here makes it seven times weirder!
"Chill, you're her cousin you can know and he doesn't need to know as long as you do,you being her cousin kind of makes it easier for us to say things when only you are here."
Ok,I get it. But,I have a question,where is Itsuki?
"He has some business with his boyfriend."
𝗥𝘆𝘂:
I have to get myself prepared for this,no matter how much it'll run into my mind,I have to get the words out. In my life and study I've always believed that an omegas womb is something that requires care and courage, bringing a child into the world is a good idea,as a path with many rules that disobeyed can only lead to a tragedy, looking in the mirror I can see my eyes sparkling as I only think about the time I'll tell Itsuki about the thing I really want. Ever since that conversation with Akira,the only thing I could think about was: I am even ready to bear his child? Growing up, learning to express myself even more finding out about the world with more things to learn,I didn't get to even questions myself about it until now.
Slamming the door I could feel his heavy breathing while having a worried expression that could be read even by a cat. His hands touching mine with a fast touch,his worried and agitated comportment,i expected him to have a mischievous look on his face since I scared him for nothing. My guilty look could only meet his look,both making a love-hate relationship.
"What's the matter? Did something happen?"
His worried voice and look only made me feel like I was thrown into a thousand nettles and a stinging sensation slowly came.
I wanted to tell you something or to ask you something, it's really important and I don't really think that you'll agree with it,at least not now.
"You can tell me anything we're in everything together, don't forget this. Whatever upsets you,upsets me too,ok maybe not snakes but you got the idea."
I was recently thinking about the fact that we're full grown, I'm 21, you're 25 and I think it's time to seriously think about having a baby. I know we're not even married, but the thought of bearing your child didn't disappear it only grew bigger with time,as a child I didn't have a conception on this topic, but now I have a developed conception on this.
"Ryu... aren't you too young for this? You're 21 you're supposed to live your life. If you really wish for it then I think we can try for a baby,but please be sure of the things you want."
I'm sure, I'm more than sure actually. I'd simply love to bear your child.
"Okay If you say so..."
Pushing me into the bed made me have an instant reaction.
Hey! When I told you about the thing I wanted,it didn't mean I want it to happen now,it could be after some days,weeks,months,not right after.
"You said you'd love to bear my child so why not work on it now? I didn't even get to touch you while being in this chalet, because we feared that they'll hear us but now they're outside,we can have fun now."
Ok if you say so,but i don't guarantee you that I'll get pregnant so fast it might require a lot of times.
"I don't mind doing it more than one time."
Getting caught in thoughts gave me less time to realise that I was being teased by him.
His tongue searching my chest,my pink nipples were already aroused,his tongue finding them could only result in a teasing show. Suddenly a weird felling can be read on my face,my nipples were sucked and stimulated passionately while my soft moans were coming out without my control.
Was he always this rough?
"Are you ready?"
Yes, I'm.
Not even hesitating,he places it inside me, moving faster than I expected he would, he did not wear a condom since it is the time we're trying to conceive. Pleasure was already placing into my body. It grew bigger inside me??
𝗔𝗸𝗶𝗿𝗮:
Thinking about the time I spent time with Kazuko back high school didn't allow me to show the others that I already know him, having a first crush in high school is kind of a shame...a shame that made me believe that once my heart was stolen,I could always be happy. Being his bride was my dream, bearing his children was my dream and seeing him grow old while holding my hand was more than what I actually wanted.
Holding the letter like a 5th grade child when trying to confess to their crush,a love letter.
"Akira what's up? Caught in thoughts again?"
You always knew what disturbed me,until you lost your memory.
Yeah,those days I'm caught in thoughts too much.
"Could it be that you have a crush?"
The only crush I have is you.
No, I don't I'm just thinking about college I still have a lot to learn.
A lie can sometimes be more comfortable than the truth.
"Ok,pretty boy,why don't you came with me to gossip? I would like to know more things about you."
You knew,if you were still to have your memory you would have known that I don't like to gossip.
Sorry but I can't...maybe later.
I think it's better to distance myself from him, it's not like he'll ever recover.
"Ok then,see ya later!"
See you..!
I think it's more than better to be distant.
It's not like I'll get you to love me.
Even if I try.
I can never be good enough for you.