*The cold times have appeared,is it winter already?
The cold air was flying through the room and the sound of carolling children it's loud.*
*As any other day I recall the fact that I'm in my third year,I should be more mature, right?*
*The incident was like a flushing event 6 months have passed since my only true friend passed away. The memory of her will always be buried in my head. The memory of the other incident didn't fade away,but at least I should be happy that he isn't in my life anymore.*
"AKIO!"
Yes mom! I'm coming wait a second!
"We need to pack all of those things,they will arrive any second from now."
I know that they will,I don't think they will be upset only because you didn't finish packing they are our relatives after all.
"Why are you saying that! You are going on the trip with them! I need to pack so many things for you! I won't let you because I know you'll put useless things in there."
Itsuki: Hey auntie,Kyoko Sorry for slamming the door so sudden but I got too excited to get my cousin!
Kyoko: It's no big deal,after all you're my nephew. And I finished,I packed some things for him so now you two can go!
Akio: Ok,bye mom!
*Going to the car,the silence was loud,not even Itsuki the most talkative person that I know didn't make a sound.*
*Going to the car I notice something,aunt Reiko wasn't in there.*
Itsuki: I was thinking that you'll be confused,but let me make this clear for you,mom said that we shou ld spend the time as young adults by ourselves so she didn't want to come with us instead she let me invite some of my friends over at the chalet she bought for us.
Akio: I guess that's nice...very nice actually. But who are the ones that will stay with us in the chalet?
Itsuki: It's a surprise, I won't tell you now. Just be a good boy and wait.
Akio: Ok,I guess I can do that.
But,I have a question? How is Ryu feeling.
Itsuki: He's good he's just studying a lot since he majored in biology,he has a lot to study he wants to be a biologist.
Akio: Talking about majoring,I never got to ask you, what have you majored in?
Itsuki: Well,I majored in Chemistry, you?
Akio: Literature.
Itsuki: I knew it,you always liked books and you also liked to write. Mom has bought an entire series of books some years ago.
Akio: I know she gave it to me,I was very happy.
*After an hour we arrived at the chalet. I walked in, nobody was here yet,I guess they haven't come before us. I should go and explore it I enter one of the rooms and I saw him. The bastard that fucked me some months ago.*
Itsuki: It seems like you two have meet so let's make a quick introduction.
Haruto,this is Akio
Akio,this is Haruto
Haruto: I already know him, we're the same major so I surely know him.
Itsuki: I didn't know that but by your look I can say that you two are friends,right?
Haruto: Right!
*Itsuki leaves the room while I remain standing in front of that alpha without saying a word I try to leave. "Where do you think you're going?" *He dragged me on the bed,he was standing on top of me,moving his hands on my body, trying to make a slight eye contact.* What the hell do you want from me? "What do I want? You're surely stupid,you really don't know? I want to do it with you again."
Why? Why here and why are you telling me this now? What're you trying to prove...?
"I'm not trying to prove anything I just want to tease you and see how it goes,will you get along with the teasing or will you just start complaining like a baby, you're kind of a big baby yourself."
I'm not a baby, I'm not a big baby,I know how to do some things,I pay my bills,my bills are paid,I do chores when I need to I'm planning to move out,none of these are things a baby would do or things that a baby can do so quit calling me a baby I don't like the nickname.
"The fact that you pay bills even though your parents are paying them the most since you are still staying with them."
Where do you know? Are you an undercover spy? If you aren't shut the fuck up.
"I think the only one that can say that word right now it's me because I'm horny as fuck."
You can masturbate if you want nobody stopped you.
"Will you lend me a hand or can you lend me your entire body, I'll take care of it and when I'm finished I'll give it back to you."
You are so sick! A sick bastard,a filthy rat!
"Some months ago you were craving my touch,my sight and my existence and now you're acting like those thoughts never existed in your mind. You really are weird! I don't even feel like knowing more about you because you already seem weird and naive."
Who are you calling naive? Watch your mouth,you weak omega! *He pushed me in the door with an extraordinary force, which caused someones reaction.*
"What happened?? Who's there?"
*It was him,the boy I bet on,Ryu was finally close to me even though the door was closed,I push the alpha,opening the door without thinking,I hug him.*
*Moments of silence approach us until Ryu decides to finally let out a few words*
Go away....GO THE FUCK AWAY!"
What do you mean..?
"You're really asking me what I mean? Aren't you ashamed of yourself? I would be ashamed. First of,you dealt on me and I was almost raped because of your stupidity and now you're asking me what I mean?"
Ryu, I know that what I did was wrong but can you please forgive me?
"Forgive you? Don't make me laugh...how the hell are you expecting me to forgive you. Why are you here? Who invited you here?"
'I did.'
"Itsuki? You did,but why?"
'Well, he's my cousin and I needed to invite him.'
"Cousin...that means that you two are related...did you know what he did?"
'Yes,I knew that he dealt on you but I think you should get over what happened you can't stay with hatred forever.'
"What the hell is happening right now? Are you serious? Are you fucking serious?
*Looking at Itsuki, I could feel that he was nervous about the situation,he takes Ryu into the other room leaving me there with the Alpha.*
"Deal? I didn't know you were that kind of guy? To deal on people? It seems unbelievable, coming from you this fact seems impossible."
Quit joking around,I need to remake my friendship.
"Honestly saying. Who the hell do you think will enjoy being your friend after you sell them. I know you didn't sell but dealing can be actually classified as selling."
Just shut up!
"What if I don't want to? It seemed serious if he said he was almost raped. Did you sell him to some sex traffickers of something?"
No,they were a group of Alphas that loved to play with omegas so I had to deal on someone because they threatened me with death if I don't deal.
"Were you really that dumb to actually believe that they'll kill you only if you didn't deal,listen to me you could have just not deal and you would still be his friend to this day."
I know,you don't need to remind me.
"You know what I can help you be friends again. But you know what to give in exchange."
I already gave you my virginity,what do I have to give you?
"Yes you have something to give me other than your virginity. Your hand in marriage."
Huh? You're joking right,who do you think is that exagerated to do this only to fix their friendship with someone?
"I knew that you're gonna say this but listen here, I'm not making this deal only for this but because I have other things I can threaten you with."
Like what?
"You see this photo."
W-what?? *A photo with Ayumi was brought to my face.*
Why do you have a photo with my sister?
"It just happened to see her and your niece at the market. But you know what will happen if you don't do as I say."
Why do you want to marry me in the first place?
"You're beautiful and your bratty attitude makes me want to put you in your place. Your body is amazing,too. Everything I sense about you reflects your amazing being. You're my goddess."
You're sick! I don't love you or something! I can't even imaginate myself being in a relationship with you,I can't imagine being married to you either.
"Well,I can. So if you don't do it...you know what awaits you,do you really want your niece to live without a mother?"
Ok, I'll do it... just don't touch my sister.
"We should start planning the wedding."
Already? At least give me some time!
*Waking to the room Ryu was in,I knock.
Can I enter?
"Yes."
Ok, I'm coming in.
"I let you enter only to ask you about someone."
Ask me about whoever you want.
"Well, how's Mary? Is she okay?"
Well,I don't know how to tell you...
"Tell me what?"
Mary died.
"How?"
Well,she was almost raped by my brother so she decided to kill herself,she cut her veins...6 months ago.
"She died and I didn't even know,the fact that I was friends with her and I didn't even go to her funeral is making me think I'm a filthy human being..." *He quickly starts to cry,tears are falling down his face.
Hey, listen here,you don't have to cry. It's not your fault.
"It's easy for you to say something like this,since you didn't stay away from your friends and family for years."
What do you mean by I didn't stay? I stayed away from you only because I felt guilty. I cried almost every night. I thought you were dead or trafficked!
"I wasn't trafficked. But I did what a sex trafficked person does."
What do you mean?
"I had lots of sex."
With who?
"Itsuki,I started to have sex with him since I was 18."
So that means, you're his boyfriend.
"Yeah,it kinda means that. I'm his boyfriend we've been dating since my 18 birthday."
How's your college life?
"It's perfect, I'm studying biology and have a lot to study since I'm in the third year."
I also have a lot of things to do.
"What did you major in?"
Literature.
"Interesting, I've seen that you were quite passionated with literature in the past. You were always reading books and you always liked to make fake scenarios in your head even though you knew they're not true you still laughed about it."
I remember I used to talk to you about my fake scenarios almost everyday. We were laughing so hard at some of them.
"Just so you know, don't think I forgave you because I didn't the things is, we're laughing together right now because of good old memories but don't even think we're friends again. I can't trust you anymore."
I understood already.
"That's good."
Since I've already received a punishment,I don't mind another one.
"Punishment?"
Well I was almost burned alive by my family and even though Mary was the one that told them,she saved me, otherwise I wouldn't be there now.
"B-burned alive?"
Yeah,you heard that right,my family was always quite crazy,this is how they treat the ones that disobey the rules. Even though I'm their child I never considered this kind of punishment good but it somehow doesn't disturb me,when is used on me,I just don't want it to be used on children.
"I never knew this...your family didn't seem like the kind of family that will put their children to danger."
*I laugh* I suspected the fact that you didn't know since they showed you only the kind side of the family."
"I just didn't think they were capable of doing something like this."
At least,now you know they are.