Should I answer? It's most likely that it's him,but if it isn't him then who is it.
*Answering with a prepared voice ready to sustain an argument*
"Akio! We haven't seen eachother in 5 years,how have you been?"
Itsuki! I'm so happy that you phoned me!
"Your voice doesn't really make you seem happy it makes you seem like you just had a bad day,tell me,what happened?"
Well it's complicated and wouldn't it be weird if I tell you? You're an alpha after all...
"It's alright you can tell me,I always help my omega friends and I also give them advices,so you can say what you have on your mind."
Ok so I made a huge mistake last night...I slept with an alpha and it's because I was in heat,I didn't use protection and he came two times,I also can't get rid of the child if I will discover that I'm pregnant because my dad it's very strict when it comes to his children and grandchildren. I acted like a slut in front of that boy and he just got along with it. He left me some money and I found them the morning after the incident,he called the money child support and he thinks he's the only one that deserves me now...
"Is that boy crazy? taking advantage of an omega in heat? Who does he even think he is? It's not your fault,you just acted how an omega usually reacts during heat."
It is my fault only if I wasn't that disperate...I just didn't know that heat can make me do things I didn't even thought I can do,now my future it's going to be ruined only because of a mistake I did during heat...
"Well I did a mistake too, while I was in my rut I approached a Beta. She looked confused and asked if I was alright,obviously I noticed she was a Beta and I got kinda aggressive. I scratched her shoulder and she started to cry from the pain and she ran away...now I don't know where she is or who she was but she looked like she just finished high school,my rut was in the period where most of the people in high school finish it she was wearing a uniform that looked like one that a high school student that finished will wear,so I felt and I still feel bad because she really seemed happy at first..."
I get how you feel,I made a deal two years ago,I dealt on my omega friend,I didn't win and obviously the alphas took him away, seeing his scared face made me heartbroken and I felt like I could die any second. Now I don't even know where he is.
"Wait a second,I know a similar story that happened two years ago not that I know I was in it,well as you remember,I used to work in a cafe and I noticed that an Alpha came there. Of course I didn't ask any questions because I didn't know what was happening. I've seen an omega standing right in front of me it seemed like he was with him so I told the alpha to go and take a seat. He did and I slowly approached the omega and I took him with me somewhere. I asked him what happened until he told me,he was trembling I just couldn't look at him in the eyes because they were teary...
He was short,curvy and charming so I took him with me being careful so the Alphas wouldn't see us. I'm living with him,but I didn't know he was your friend."
So he's with you? Can I talk to him?
"I'm afraid you can't, he's sleeping and I wouldn't like to wake him up he had a rough day but I can send a few photos of him sleeping I'm sure they'll seem cute!"
You can send me some, I'm waiting.
*After 5 minutes I receive 5 photos,Ryu was sleeping in all of them, he's so cute! But he seems to have dark circles,he must be tired.*
"Are you feeling alright?" What? Who's talking? "Who's talking you say, let's just say I'm the voice in your head, you know,the one that makes you feel insecure and unsure about yourself, I'm the proudest of all the things that live inside you. I'm proud that I'm the only one able to make you think about killing yourself." I should have suspected that you were,but why are you so desperate, aren't you going to die,if I do? And what the hell are you doing in my dream. You got lost?
"You'll see more of what I tell you everyday in this dream and some other ones,let me present to you: your fear. They're a little shy so you can talk with them I'm sure your fear will be glad to talk to you."
I'm not that mentally unstable to drop at the level of talking with my own feelings!*
*Waking up while sobbing. I started to think about the dream I had, talking with my fear? How unreal! As if I was going to talk with one of my feelings...
*Checking the clock I feel like the whole world fell on me, it's 9 o'clock already?? Damn it! I should get ready for college! But wait... isn't today Sunday? I'm so dumb getting so emotional damaged because of this? It's Sunday,the sun is shining bright in the sky and I think about dreams and college.* It's the last week before summer break! I should be sparkling in this day I'll have time to think about other things other than letters and paragraphs. I'll have time to even read my books! "Jennifer a high school girl dreaming to become the next hero in her city." It already sounds like a good plot!
I will not need to see the calligraphy teacher for a few months. Maybe I'll find a new hobby. I'll go on the trip I'll see new things. I will not let this summer break go to waste I should express myself even more!
Well,I think I should go back to bed since my days will be rough in the last week of college.
"Akio."
Yes,mom?
"Is everything okay? Sorry if I took you by surprise when I entered the room so suddenly."
Yes, everything is ok,why are you asking?
"Akio, I'm your mother I can tell when you aren't in a good mood."
Mom, I'm okay.
"You were talking with Mary yesterday,I heard you. You were crying but I didn't get to listen to all the things you've said because your dad phoned me and you know I can't see you crying it breaks me to see my child crying..."
I know but I'm ok. You don't have to worry about me.
"Ok,you know you're my dear child even though I did some things that aren't forgiveable so I won't ask you to forgive me but at least tell me when you have something on your mind."
Ok, mom I'll tell you when I have something on my mind.
"Akio,I just want you to know that I love you and I care about you. Since you're my child my worry is justified, I will be so heartbroken when you move out. You still have some years of college you can stay there until you finish if you don't have any other plans..."
Mom, I'll surely move out after some months I already have it in plan I know you aren't so happy about me moving out but I'm already an adult I should move out soon. Hiroto did but as you can see he's just staying there for some weeks. I will maybe visit some times a year. You will not get lonely.
"I know but I'll be very worried,you know I was worried about Ayumi too,even though I didn't do much..."
I don't understand something, if you were worried why didn't you help her?
"Because I was scared you know very well that if you disobey the rules in this house you're going to be hardly punished..."
I understand,you had absolutely no choice...now I wonder where is she?
"I think she lives with her best friend... She told me before telling her father that she has where to stay in case your father decides to kick her out."
I guess that's good then but I miss her... she's my little sister after all,I can't just get past the event. I tried to convince father to let her come back home but he just decided to refuse. *I go to the window,looking at the window I open it a little letting the breeze fly through the room,the wind started to show nervosity giving the signs that bad weather is coming at the end of spring and that the summer chapter will now begin. The bad weather at the end of spring wasn't uncommon,the only thing uncommon is that I didn't feel like the weather should give off those sad vibes things. In autumn and winter it's common.
Looking more I notice,a woman,a widow mourning her husbands death by bringing flowers to the memorial grave she built in front of her house.
Her face said it all,she wanted him here with her,2 kids left with no dad, only a mom.*
*I wonder if I'm pregnant and if he'll choose to not take responsibility,will I feel as if he's dead? Will I mourn him?*
*Soon,one of the children that woman has came to her,he looked down at the grave with a sad face.*
Will my child be like this too..?
"What child?"
*My thoughts flew, making me think with my voice.*
My future child of course, I'm not pregnant or something like that.
*After my mom left,I went for a stroll,not that I usually go on strolls but today I felt like I needed it. strolling is the only thing that can keep me sane.*
*Passing by the college ready to reach the building next to it I notice someone standing there.* "It was him and he seems like he's with someone.* Who is that person? Do I know the person?* *They kissed and he took him into the building. Wait what? I'm carrying his child and this is what I get! What do I even think,I don't even know if I'm pregnant. Should I take a test or should I wait some time,a week should be fine... Until then I need to be careful about what I do. Why don't I go to Itsuki house? I'll get to see Ryu for the first time in a while and itsuki moved there after some time. I should go there.*
*Continuing my stroll I notice someone on the bridge, looking down at it and trying to jump*
𝗙𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝗶𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝘃𝗶𝗲𝘄
As I was about to jump a stranger saved me,he looked like he was an omega,he looked shy but with an unexpected attitude he said in a calming tone of voice:
"Are you hurt? Sorry for approaching like this but I couldn't just stand and watch you kill yourself."
I understand but you don't know what I went through,what I experienced and other things.
"I know it's not my problem since It's the first time I see you, but I'll just advice you to try and find other solutions,suicide it's not the only one."
*Not saying a word I understood that he was looking sad at me,but his words seemed sincere and not only in a pleasant way,but in a brotherly way, since when my brother died in the car accident I didn't experience any platonic love,I was so distant not even my crush could approach me without making me uncomfortable...but this guy has something,some kind of power that permits him to manipulate people through the look in his eyes, he's gone through a lot too.*
I guess you really are something,do you have some kind of power,the power of convincing?
"I don't have any power I guess it's only natural."
*I left after saying goodbye,that guy is surely convincing.*
𝗕𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝗔𝗸𝗶𝗼𝘀 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲
I saved a life today I guess I'm not useless, I'm actually pretty useful.
*I went back home after the stroll,after arriving I started creating a plot for the book project due in the last week. What should the final plot be? What can those two do together,they had all of the things they could have,how about,a time skip? But wouldn't it be acknowledged as a second hand move? I should do as I like it's not like it's going to be published it's just for college and nothing more I just have to give it to the teacher and I'll get a grade on how good it is. It shouldn't be a long book like a novel it should keep like 120 pages,but what can I do in only this number of pages, I'm already at 90 so I have to bring the time skip earlier!*
*𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐬,𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞,𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫 𝐢 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐦 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡. 𝐘𝐮𝐤𝐢 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞?
"𝐈'𝐦 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐈 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐲,𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭?"
𝐎𝐤,𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡.
*This time skip should do,they have a child together,a daughter named Yuki now I should think of an ending! But I ran out of ideas,I think I should continue tomorrow, I'm exhausted.:( But wait tomorrow is Monday! I have to hurry up with the project.*
"HELP!!!"
Who is making those sounds in the middle of the night? This voice... Mary?
*I get up and I go to her room,there I find a shocking image,my brother was in his rut,did he target her from the start? But she's still in high school why would that bastard touch a minor when he's an adult.* *Her clothes were torn apart,her soft skin was now in my sight,the blood on her shoulder shows that she tried to fight back but she was scratched with force by Hiroto.*
Hiroto you should stop!
"Akio,get away from here,who knows what he'll do to you let him have me I won't make a sound! Don't put yourself in danger!"
It's okay he's my brother he won't target me, we're family he knows the difference between related and non related. *If I go near him I'll get hurt even if he can't hunt me down but I don't care as long as I save Mary. Grabbing Mary's hand I run with her in my room, Hiroto following us. I successfully lock the room and call dad.*
Dad!
"Yes,son it's something wrong?"
Hiroto,he is in his rut and he's targeting Mary,he scratched her,blood won't stop coming out! Please do something! He's targeting us and he will rip the door apart if he keeps scratching it!
"I'll be right there!"
*He stopped the call,hurry up!*
*The door is not resisting anymore,he should've controlled himself by now,why couldn't he stay in his room until it ended!*
*He enters the room."
"Akio,hand her over to me! Right now! Or I'll target you instead!"
Target me instead? Are you ill or something? We're brothers you can't do anything to me and even if you do it will not calm you down.
"You think you know more than me? If you don't hand her over I'll target you! Hand her over."
You're a sick bastard, she's a minor,she didn't even get to finish high school and you already want to breed with her?
"I don't care that she's in high school,hand her over." *He raises his hand at me but in the second he wanted to hit,my father came home.*
*Dad takes him and goes with him in his room.*
*Mary was sobbing,her shocked face said it all she was very scared, looking at her half naked body I open my wardrobe and I give her some of my clothes.* You can change in those,and you can sleep with me tonight my room is pretty spacious and I have a big bed, If you feel cold you can sleep with the jacket on, this is why I give you the fluffiest jacket I have.*
*She nodded her head in response,she took it and went into the personal bathroom I have in my room.* Do you want me to help you clean the blood? *I receive nothing in response.* Mary? Are you there.
*I slowly enter and I go to the bathtub.* Mary stop playing around I know you're here-*
*I remain petrified, Mary was on the floor with her wrists cut.* You can't do this to me,no,no,no,no,no!
*The ambulance arrived,they successfully took her. In the waiting room I felt my soul slowly dying. The doctor comes out of the room."
Is she alright??
"I'm so sorry,she died."