Since the fight in the bathroom, it's just met again. At one of the nearby cafes, I asked him to meet, wanting to find a way out of a rising scandal. I pushed open the door, into a clean, fragrant room. There was a handsome man in a white shirt suit, rolled up to the elbows. Staring at me with a faint smile, more guilt-ridden for his actions a while ago. I just stared at it for a second, then tried not to care.
"Are you okay, Na?" He asked me, stood up and pulled out a chair for me to sit on. "Not yet, my soul still hurts." I replied curtly. He looks awry, closing the laptop. Seems to be preparing some pending work.
" I can't solve this problem in the near future, Na. Be patient." He immediately opened the topic of conversation, right on target too.
"How long? This problem has reached the root of everything, Dana. I'm dizzy." My eyes stared intently, intimidating the man.
"Soon, i promise. This is also i in confusion, there are several clients who have asked to hold their projects because the news is not sourced."
"Regret, right? So don't be careless when you open your mouth. You last words have already ruined your own future."
"No, i doesn't regret it at all. The confession was then purely out of love." He said firmly, his attitude was ordinary.
"Haha, pretend you don't regret it. Even though your company is in trouble, your stock has also fallen." I looked cynically. His smile curved at the corners of his lips.
" And i is used to things like this, Na. It's not a new problem, there were things that were worse before."
" What's that?"
"Yes, almost the same as the scandal me is facing." He handed the menu book, "order first, what do you want?"
"Just water, I'm still sick." I brushed my hand away from the menu book he handed me.
" Certain?" He reconfirmed.
"Yeah, anyways I didn't come here looking for food, I wanted to meet you because there's a problem. What's the solution? I don't want marry you." I'm still stubborn.
"Why Na? I'm also not far behind your lover, I'm in the same class as your lover to compete."
"You're old, I don't like old boys. It's funny how it is, another pot." I'm not polite.
"What effect?"
"Not pleasing to the eye, hurts my eyes." I crossed my arms over my chest, leaning back on the chair I was sitting on.
"Tomorrow I shave, but you want to marry me?"
I'm choking." Still won't, no - no." Reject me continuously. " Well, now you have to have a definite solution. I don't want to continue like this Dan, until insomnia thinks about the news out there." I complained.
" I promise to solve this problem, I will not lie to you."
"And again, you don't need to like me, let alone bring love. It's really a burden." I glared at him.
"Hmm.." That's the only answer I heard, after that we chose silence. Every now and then they stare at each other, but I quickly dodge.
"Just order, you must be hungry." Dana ordered, not looking at me but aimed at me.
STATE WEDDING
I exited the cafe early, letting the old man pay the bill. By the way, the plain water I ordered just turned out to be bullshit. I eat a lot, accompanied by Dana. I'm hungry too, after spotting it for the past few days.
I was glued to the spot, saw mother Akasy not far from my car at this time, she just got out of the car and was waiting for the others. Still inside, suddenly my chest was pounding, I could hear my heart beating very strongly.
Reflexively I turned around, pretending to look for something in the bag. My eyes silently peeked, until I saw the figure of the guy I missed half to death, getting out of the car. Looks like he's the one driving, it's Akasy. Yes, that's my beloved Akasy.
But why is there no news when he returns to Indonesian? When did he arrive? Not long after, a white luxury car pulled into the parking lot and stopped next to Akasy's car. I continued to watch without advertising, my eyes wide in shock. A beautiful woman, tall and lanky with shoulder-length hair. Very beautiful, I, as a woman only, admitted that I would lose competitiveness if she was the third person in our relationship.
Is she Akasy's new lover? But I'm still his girlfriend too, so the main reason Akasy doesn't activate his cellphone. Because you're in Indonesian and meet other women? Or I've been tricked by this guy all this time, maybe he often returns to Indonesian, but doesn't give me the chance to meet him.
"Akasy has been here long?" I heard the question was directed at Akasy, my knees were getting weaker. I want to faint again, my eyes feel very hot. The tail will cry in the car.
"New, not long ago."
"Sorry Auntie, Om. Anggi is a little late, the direction from the house is really jammed."
"It's okay Nggi, Akasy will also understand." If him mother answers like that, it means that her child is being offered to a woman as beautiful as Anggi, yes, that's a name I just met.
My heart feels broken, cracked and shattered into pieces. If later Akasy has activated his cellphone again, I will ask him to be honest. I am a woman who has been liked since I was in middle and high school. Suddenly there was Anggi who came, I just never knew let alone knew him.
I drive fast, I want to hurry home and spill tears on my pillow. How dare Akasy treat this. He returned to Indonesian, but there is no news. He is always mysterious with all the lies he brings. Am I really not considered anymore? I don't care about the surprised and worried looks from my brother and my sister in law from the living room, my face is already filled with tears.
"Muna, hey Na." Call my brother, tried to chase me but failed. The bedroom door is closed and I locked it.
" Why are you coming home crying? Come on, tell me first." I didn't answer, my sobs grew louder.
"Why Zi?" That voice, my mom voice. Oh my goodness, it turns out that mom has come to this house. I wanted to hug him but I quickly held it in, I didn't want to meet anyone. I need to calm down for the next few hours.
"That's Muna, coming home and crying." Mr Zeo replied to Mom.
" So what?" There was a knock on the bedroom door again, "Muna, Na. Open the door first, it's Mom"
I buried my head further into the bed, trying to keep out the voices full of persuasion. My tears broke, feeling that part of my life had been swallowed up by the earth. It's very sad, angry and disappointed that continues to hit my heart. Akasy can make me feel bad as a partner.
"Later Zi, your sister needs time. When you're ready, you can tell me later." I still hear Mom voice before leaving the bedroom door, I turn my body into my back.
My tears started to subside, that's fine Akasy. He could make me cry like this, torture me for years without any certainty, without the news I needed.
I got up, wiping away the tears. Standing in front of the mirror, watching the face through the reflection of the glass. I'm also beautiful, if he is ambiguous with Anggi, then I will take a serious step by leaving him without any news.
I wiped the water marks hanging from my eyelashes, I got ready to leave the room to meet the family there. Inhaling sounds very deep, trying to stay calm and stay fine.
When the door opened, I saw my parent.
"Well, this is Dad favorite child." The man who has settled in Japan, stretched out his arms, asking for a hug from me.
My lips pursed." What the heck, Muna is not a child anymore." I said, reluctant to hug Daddy.
Mom laughed at that. "Come on, sit here." Bring om to me.
" Brother, please tell Dana. Tonight I want him to marry me, he must take responsibility." I directed myself to the man on Sis Ciki side.
My words made them flabbergasted, unable to believe the words that entered the eardrums.
" What is this? Why did Dana marry you?" Dad asked, he was not surprised, but more confused.
"What are you doing, Dana? Why is it that there is responsibility for everything?" In turn, my mother asked.
My brother looked at me too, asking for a definite answer. "So... Are you seriously asking for marriage?" Him voice trembled.
I nodded firmly, "Yeah, seriously. I want Dana to marry me tonight. Mommy and Daddy can I marry you?"
"Why all of a sudden? What's going on?" Mom replied, still not satisfied.
"It's nothing, I just want to get married." I answered too.
"You were crying earlier, well, why is that?" Mom is still curious.
"It's okay, a girl. That's right." I gave a hanging answer." While Daddy is here, would you like to be my guardian tonight? You know Dana, right?"
Papa nodded. "I know, but are you sure you want to marry him?"
"I'm sure Dad, Dana is also ready to get married. Don't worry." I say I know it, but it's a fact. I glanced at my brother, he was calling Dana. I don't know what conversation was going on, I couldn't hear. Because him is on the terrace of the house. Come on, I've made a decision. Regret that later.
TBC.