Akasy : Honey, I'm in Indonesian, yes, we can meet today.
I just came out of the lecture room, the Rome with a unkempt and disorganized look. Waiting for me, his gaze hit me like arrows.
"Are you really married?" Rome's voice sounded strange, until my brow furrowed.
" Hah?" I pretended to be loose, put on a face that didn't understand.
"I'm seriously asking, are you really married?" "And you don't want to marry me, now asking seriously. Stale." I chuckle sarcastically.
"Akasy is home, I'm not sure, you disband with that child." Rome accompanies my steps towards the parking lot.
"I met him with another girl, using my own eyes. He seems to be cheating on me, it's no longer a goal, Rom."
"But don't get married too soon, what if Akasy finds out? Are you ready to lose him?"
"Not really."
"Isn't it okay? How else can you try? You're already someone's wife."
"Ugh," I stomped on the floor. "I was involved in a scandal at the internship. And I don't want my name to be bad on campus, Rom. Even the boss's stock went down, just because the news was unclear about me there."
" It's crazy, your boss?" Rome was really shocked, I laughed at his expression.
"Yeah, you don't believe it do you?" I folded my arms over my chest, "The one who picked up your call this morning, yes my husband, that's him."
"Right now, do you want to break up with Akasy? At that time, you didn't ask him to marry you, did you?"
"Yes, but there is no reply. Even the number is not active." I took a flat object in the bag, intending to show my message to Akasy then.
But I was stunned to see the message sent this morning and I haven't had time to read it. The owner of the name Akasy has replied to my messages that are piled up. I bit my lip, what should I answer?
"Why are you? What's wrong with this?"
I want to slap Rome's mouth, his words are always annoying.
"You don't have class?" I shifted my clumsy attitude this time.
"Yes, just leave it absent." He unwrapped the dark blue candy, "Want?"
"No..." I shook my head, "I have to go to work, okay?" I said goodbye in a hurry, I had to dodge.
In the car I was stunned, contemplating the message Akasy sent. Is it possible that he asked to meet to end this relationship? Or did he choose to be with that girl over me? Eits, I'm faster. I'm actually Dana's wife right now, right? Alright, I'll make a thrilling surprise for Akasy. My car engine starts, I press call on Akasy. Did he ask me to meet him? Alright, I agree to the request.
"Morning, Muna. Where?" A warm voice I heard, like Akasy for the past few years.
Oh my God.
"Are you asking me to meet you? Come on, I'm empty. Where are you?"
"Okay, I happen to be around your campus too, just find the place, Na. Let me follow."
"Oh, I'm ready .." I also answered, ended the call without further ado, lover, driving the car to the location where I subscribed to eat.
Yes, the place I used to go alone started from the first semester, until the end of this. Not long after I sent the address via google maps, Akasy's car stopped right next to me.
Yesterday's car that I saw at the cafe, before I finally decided to ask Dana to marry. No, actually not because of Akasy alone. I don't know if Dana knows about my problem on this one, hopefully it will still be a secret between me and God.
Why did I force Dana to marry me, I'm sure I'm good. I saved him in his current ignorance, because all he knows, is love and love. Sometimes I can't understand why I think about Dana's fate rather than my own fate after marrying him? Oh my goodness, Muna Syabila. Your heart is always fragile when it comes to family. I'm sorry Dana, my brother is also my big family. Sorry, if later we will deal with regret.
STATE WEDDING
"Muna, don't stir the rice constantly. Eat it." Akasy's voice awakened his daydream, since our feet stepped inside, there has been no discussion of the essence of the meeting at this time.
"Yes, it's a meal." I smiled slightly, glancing at my lover. Suddenly I remember the face of the woman who accompanied him yesterday, who is it?
"Let's talk, is it okay?" I opened my voice again, my mouth while chewing food.
"Doesn't your meal bother you?"
"No, it's normal." I didn't look at Akasy, my eyes set the cucumber slices to the edge of the plate.
I don't like cucumbers, I have low blood pressure but the people around me actually make me high blood pressure.
"Yes, what it's Na?"
"You cheated on me? Oh, no. I mean, you have a girl besides me? And you should have told me, when you came back to Indonesian. Maybe you come back very often, you just don't want me to know. Isn't that right?" My accusation is direct, I can't help but ask him one by one questions, it's too long-winded.
"No, I've never had an affair with you. Indeed, for some time I had returned to Indo, I didn't tell you. Because I was afraid, you would miss me all the time." Our eyes met each other.
"But I'm not blind, there's a girl who met you at the cafe. That's right, I was there." My smile is sad.
"Well, how about that. I don't have to be honest with you, do I? I just don't want to." Akasy finished his meal.
"It's more painful like this, I know for myself, see the evidence with my own eyes. It's more suffocating, Akasy." I called his name as a form of disappointment, "If you think of me as a partner, I should know what your problem is."
"No, I don't want you to know too much about my problems. You'll run away, you don't know, it's like I'm a child of my parents."
"And all this time, what you wrote at length in the message, wasn't a problem complaint?" I washed my hands, the side dishes on the plate had run out.
"It's different, what I'm telling you is my relationship with my parents. I can't possibly tell you, what's clear is my lover, I brought another woman whom Mom had chosen since I was in the womb."
"Oh, betrothed?"
"I like you, Nate." He replied, until I realized that I wasn't really Akasy's lover anymore. I am Dana's wife.
"So, the girl wants it?"
"Yes, that's how it is." Akasy sighed, leaning back on the chair, "How about you yourself? Far from me, there is a new person who fills your heart?" I was silent, not sure what to say. "Definitely is yes, Na. Moreover, my attitude is really cool, I don't care about how you are here." Apparently he was very self-aware.
I immediately gave a sad smile. "At first I didn't have any intention of making your accusations, but lately I've been given the opportunity."
" I know?"
"No," I shook my head. "He knows you."
"Oh..."
" Just like that?" I couldn't believe the answer Akasy gave.
"Then? That's your right, Na. But I never lie about our commitment." Just now, Akasy smiled at me, "After my studies are finished in Sydney, I will come again to meet you, I will ask your willingness to be a wife."
" Are you sure?"
" Why not?"
I laughed a little at Akasy's words. "Since you were born, you were betrothed to them."
"But who can fight fate?"
Hah? Wow, what a headshoot, viewers. I chatted with Akasy but my head was busy aiming at Dana. Is he my destiny?
"Those who are married can get divorced, let alone arranged marriages, Na." Akasy added again.
"You want her too, right?"
"If I wanted to, I wouldn't repeat our commitment." He glanced at the clock on his wrist, "Sorry Na, I can't stay long. This afternoon I have to go back to Sydney, you are healthy, right?" Hearing Akasy say goodbye, my heart was sad again. My head was down, my eyes were wet and yes, I was crying.
"Well, I don't like this." Akasy said, sensitive that at this time I was crying over his departure. "Well, don't cry." Order me.
I was silent, until finally sobbing - sobs. The man restrained himself towards the car, approaching my seat.
"Would you like to meet again when I come home?" He gives reassurance.
I was mute with sobs.
" Hmmmm?" He rubbed my shoulder, "Honey?" A soft call that tickles the eardrums.
I lifted my head, "When you go home, you have to say, I don't feel like you're being treated as such." I asked sad.
"Yeah, starting tomorrow I'll let you know. Already, don't cry." He asked earnestly.
My tears subsided, took a tissue on the table, I wiped the tears that fell down my cheeks and snot at once.
"I say goodbye, Honey, see you next time."
"Akasy, do you still love me?" I immediately stopped his footsteps.
He turned his head to the side and nodded.
"Muna is my lover, I still want you, nothing is different."
"Even if you yourself are aware, we will be complicated because of the lack of blessing?"
"I focus on finishing my education, then we can think about going on a wedding trip."
"But next year I'm getting older, I'm also tired, just like this. You must have read my message yesterday."
" Which one?" His frown was obvious, "Oh, who asked to propose?" His voice sounded very relaxed, I got annoyed myself." I can't, I haven't gone there yet. I'm still at the feet of my parents, what do you want to apply for? The application you asked for is not on time, Muna."
I just took a deep breath, giving a nod to Akasy's answer. I didn't hear a second goodbye from the man, however, when I lifted my head, Akasy was already out of sight. I turned around, the car he was driving started leaving the dining area.
The flat object next to my bag creaked, an incoming call from Dana. I let it go until the call died by itself, soon there was a follow-up message.
My eyes read from a distance.
Dana: Muna isn't going to the office today?
I'm not in a good mood, I just don't want to reply to Dana's message. Again, I take a deep breath of oxygen, then I spit it out roughly. One message from Akasy this morning, so it gives a lot of answers. Why am I so dizzy?
TBC.