"Sorry"
"Hmph"
She sat beside the coffee table as I apologized. This is bad, this is really, really bad. I could already see the headline in my mind: "High school teacher sued for sexually assaulting his student in the bathroom". I might lose my job, worse, I might even lose my mission. Those punks are going to be running around scoot free, my reputation is completely ruined, I might even end up in jail, or even…
"I forgive you…" "Really?" "BUT" Ah yes, the big ass BUT to cut your last string of hope. "I wanted you to do something for me." She leaned closer towards me and asked. Something? "What thing?" I asked back, seriously I am desperate enough to do anything by now. She stare at me, before looking aside to gain some bit of courage. Her pale face started to blush as she swallowed and spoke "I wanted you to be my part time lover."
But not this thing
"NO FUCKING WAY!!" I rejected immediately. "Why would you do this?!" I asked out, I had three girls with a confirm relationship, I didn't want a fourth. Even a mansion is cramp enough for that amount of girls. "B-because…" She twitched nervously. "It had been three years since I've ever met anyone, a man too. And, and I wanted to experience, you know a relationship girls like me usually had." She experienced embarrassingly, covering her face in her hand, the blushes seems exceptionally eye catching on her paper white face.
"H-here, like this!" She dug beneath one of the drawer in the living room before taking out a romance mange. "This one." She pointed out some scenes couple usually had; some are circled up while some even had notes on the side. Looks like she took this shit seriously. "Just, a seven days!" She pointed out seven fingers. "For one week only as my lover." "A week?" I stare at her in confusion, she nodded.
"What if I say no."
"No!"
Looks like she wouldn't take no for an answer.
But…
This relationship… I am her teacher, and she isn't eighteen yet. But, if she insisted… "Alright, fine." I waved my hands, signalling that she can do whatever the fuck she wanted. "No sex, alright?" That is my last bottom rule, I had already sacrifice enough for this. "Deal!" She grab my hand and smiled happily before hugging me, cuddling in my arms. "Hey, hey, hey!" I tried to keep her out as she drilled in between my sweater and coat. "So warm…" She sighed as she cocooned on top of my chest, for the first time in so many years she felt the warmth of others.
"Get out, alright?" I pleaded. "No!" She shook her head like a little kid. "Pat me." She pointed at her head as she lowered her head down for me. "Alright…" I reach my hand out and patted her silver white hair, she purred like a cat. Everything I did to her right now, is something she had been hoping for three years ago. "So, what are we doing right now?" I asked out. "Let's watch a movie." She finally got out of my coat as she smiled.
The television flashed in my eyes as the two sat on the floor, she leaned on my shoulder. The lights were turned off for a cinematic effect, she wanted to feel like we were couples watching in the cinema. Even though she had watch this same exact scene for a million times, this time she giggled towards it. Because with someone, everything seems so different, everything seems so special. I turn my head around and stare at her watching the movie concentratedly. What was that thing within me that made me does all of these? Embarrassment? Guilt? Or maybe pity? I had no idea myself too, honestly. I reach my hand out as I grabbed her shoulder and pulled her close to me. She stiffed a bit, before accepting, lying comfortably on my chest while we enjoyed the movie together.
"Let's play cards!" The moment the movie ended; she took out a deck of cards from beneath the table. Every action of hers is like a pure child, excited and happy about everything.
"Let's do the Poky challenge!"
"Wanted to play video games?"
"Let's have some dinner, with scented candles!"
"Wanted to look at the notes we've gave to each other for the past three years?"
"..."
"Thank you, for today." She stood at the doorstep as she thanked sincerely, her face smiling like a blooming flower. "You are welcomed." I let out a smile and reach my hands out before rubbing her head and giving her and soft chop. "Go to bed early, alright?" "Yes" She nodded, still the wide smile still on her face. "No go, before your girlfriends started to get suspicious." She joked, I chuckled before exiting the house.
"Urgh…" The moment I closed the door, she dashed towards to lock it before running into the toilet. She gags, before throwing up all the food she had consumed moments ago, a spirit couldn't consume any form or shape of nutrient, even if it is possessed onto someone. "Argh…" After finish emptying her stomach, she flushed it down. She exited the toilet, almost stumbling onto the carpet outside of it. She walked up the stairs wobbly, leaning on the wall beside her, using it to hold her fragile body up.
"Hah, hah…" She panted the moment she sat on the desk. She took a note book out of her pocket alongside a pen. "Thank you…" She mumbled under her breath before ticking down a row of list written onto it. "Today is a happy day because of you." She smiled, her hand shaking furiously, but still manages to finishes her notes for Chara before collapsing into the bed. "Today is Friday, a week, hope I can make it till Christmas Eve..." These were her final thoughts before blackening out. The snowflake tattoo in her hand is barely shining. She had no time…
Too many wishes, too little time…