It's been several months since that day, and now looking back at it, I realize that I was completely wrong. I should have never touched Kelly or even had that reaction to her at all. Now, I don't know what to do anymore, because even though Arabella has largely forgiven me, I really do not think she will ever completely.
I love her and the pups so much, but I can see it in her eyes. The way she stares at me with longing, I know that she won't allow herself to do anything about it because of what I have done. This has dominated my thoughts for days, even when I play with the pups and they ask me, "Daddy what's wrong?" For our kind tend to grow much faster and stronger than humans ever have.
They obviously are already talking in simple sentences and learning their alphabet. After all, they are their Daddy's pups. I smile every time I think about them and their little quirks. "Boy, they do absolutely have stubborn streaks like their mom though." I murmur under my breath.
As soon as I say it, I laugh aloud and then try to hide the smile that is forming. My littlest one Juliette is especially perceptive and walks over to me, while cocking her head. She stares into my eyes and then I swear she sees the thoughts running around in my brain. Perhaps, this little one's gifts are that she can read everyone else's minds. I do have to admit that it would be quite awkward sometimes.
Juliette is about 2 inches shorter than the rest and seems to be 2 times more intelligent, even though the others are smart in their own ways. Her delicate frame doesn't help her when she tries to lift things. Instead, she ends up on her butt and crying most the time. Every time this happens, I pick her up and kiss her sweet rosy cheeks, before placing her back with the others to play.
Jonathan is the biggest of them all and I can already tell he will be the King someday. Because when he talks, they all pay attention, and he always gets his way. Not to mention, he is the strongest and the first born of all of them. The doctor tells me that when he came out first, he let out the loudest cry of them all, just after they cleared his throat and then he peed on the doctor.
Felicia can play any musical instrument that we give to her, and Tonya can dance on her tippy toes. I can already tell we have a musician and a ballerina in the family. Smiling, I watch as Daniel and Thomas play together. It is hard to tell what exactly they will become, but they certainly are mischievous and work together.
As I sit here watching them all, I begin to wonder what all their gifts will be or if they will even have one considering they are all hybrids. The cross between human and wolf is hardly something that normally happens. The doctor said he has only heard of it once before, and the mother didn't make it through the full term.
Now, we are in unchartered territory, and it leaves me with so many questions and no answers. Will they have wolves? Or will they be more human?
As of this moment, they only have their human sides and that worries me, as we live in a werewolf kingdom. I find myself wondering over and over again, "How can I make this kingdom safe for 7 humans, when I can't even protect one of them?" While pondering this question, I realize that the pups are getting sleepy. So, I put them to bed and tuck them all in, before finding Arabella.
Smiling as I shut the door to their room, I quietly close it behind me while deciding what to do next. Should I find Arabella and try to finally work things out? Or shall I wait a couple more days till I know for sure?
Mulling it over in my head for several minutes, I decide to try my luck with her. What is the worst that could happen? She turns me down and says that she still hates me and can't forgive me yet?
I am willing to chance it, so I knock on the bedroom door. When she answers it shortly afterwards, I watch as she gestures for me to come in. "How do I go about this now?" I wonder to myself while following her to the couch. When she sits down and I see something in her eyes, I make up my mind and just go with it.
Kneeling on one knee directly in front of her, I lean in and cup her cheek in my hand, before I devour her lips hungrily. When she accepts my tongue in her mouth, I scoop her up while kissing her and take her to the bed. If she only knew how badly I need this, she might use it against me. Or would she?
Right now, I don't care, because she is in my arms, and we are on the way to the bed. I intend fully on filling her completely, many times within the next several hours. If she gets pregnant again, so be it. Then we will just have more pups running around in a few months. After all, the more the merrier.
When I throw her on the bed to undress, she follows suit and wriggles out of her things. Her eyes the whole time, don't take their gaze off mine, until she glances down quickly at my stiff cock and then licks her lips. I have never wanted her more than I do right now.
With this in mind, I part her legs and thrust deep inside her, not even wasting any time. She cries out in ecstasy and claws at my arms with her fingernails. Then she digs in my flesh even further as I thrust in harder.
She cries out again, this time she says, "Julian, now. Please." As she begs over and over.
Thrusting in one last time, she screams, "Julian, I love you." Just before we both rush over the edge and I fill her with my seed. For the rest of the night, we make love repeatedly, until the sun comes up and we are so tired that we can't stay awake any longer.