I got up to leave, but Tish grab my wrist and wouldn't let go. I turned to look at her and she looked hurt and a little annoyed with me. I just stared at her thinking "she's pissed at me!?".
Tish: Sit down Shea. This is a conversation that is well overdue, and we need to air out some things. We have to talk about this or it will eat at you. I've known you for to long to just let you walk away without getting everything out in the open.
I just stand there contemplating what I will do. Should of known she wouldn't give me a choice as she tugs me right back into a sitted position. Damn my size, couldn't even make an attempt at looking like I was going to do anything other then sit.
Tish: You asked me a question, now give a chance to answer. No I was not going to say surprise anything for your information. I would have just informed you that there was a woman I was into and let you know I wanted to date her. The same as you did me if you recall.
I do recall actually. It was a Wednesday, me and Tori had been paired together for a Biology assignment for like weeks and we were getting together at every opportunity to work on it. On that Wednesday we were at Tori's house in her room when she all of a sudden looks at me and ask " So are you and Tish together together?". I looked at her like she Qasim insane.
Shae: No Tish is straight!
Tori: So if she wasn't would you guys be together? Also does that mean you're not straight?
Shae:???
Tori: raises an eyebrow and just waits for me to speak.
Shae: If Tish was not straight, then I don't know what would happen, but it doesn't garner thinking about since she is. As for me that's my business not yours. Let's just finish the project, we only have one section left.
Tori: Well I'm not straight and I don't think you are either, I was asking about Tish because I don't want to step on any toes. Since you two are not dating though, would you like to go to a movie with me.
I stared at her so stupidly that I think my IQ dropped a couple points that day. I didn't even answer her, I just collected my things and left her house. After leaving I went straight over to Tish's house to tell her what happened and asked if I should. I didn't even think about the fact that I had not even told her I was a lesbian yet.
I never mentioned that I like Tori though, we were just working on a project together and I hadn't even looked at her like that, surprised the hell out of me that while I was paying attention to the assignment, Tori was paying attention to me.
I dated Tori for about 8 months before her and her family took a trip back to their old town and Tori cheated on me. Yeah it sucked but my heart wasn't broken as I liked her but I hadn't had the chance to fall in love with her yet. I still don't talk to her because what she did was shitty, but I don't have any hard feelings towards her either. I just look at it like she was my first everything, and I was the first person she had sex with but she had already dated other girls before me.
I tune back in to Tish as she says " I wasn't trying to hide anything from you but I just didn't think about coming out just because you came out." There wasn't anything I could say to that so I just replied "Okay".