I look at both of my parents speechless for a second time today. No No No No No. I'm in some type of messed up dream where right before I escape im sucked back into a nightmare.
Shae: Mom, Dad. No. Just NO!!
I yell as I run upstairs to my room. I collapse on my bed and scream into my pillow over and over again. I then turn over and stare at the ceiling wondering what I every did to deserve this. Over and Over in my head is just the phrase " No f-ing way!!!".
My mom knocks on my door about an hour later, and I'm still in the same spot.
Mom: Shae I don't understand what the issue is. it will allow you to save on expenses, you still get to go to your school of choice, and we get to be closer to you.
Shae: Mom you and dad can do what you want. I'll still be going to my school of choice, but there is no way I'm living with you guys. If you want to move then that a discussion and decision that you both will make together. But you guys can't decided things for me anymore.
Mom: I know that we haven't been around a lot but I really would like to get to know my daughter outside of generalization.
I'm so confused, why is my mom pushing this? I haven't had a whole conversation with her is so long that I can't even recall a memory of us discussing anything useless, let alone something that was important to me. I just stare at her mouth agape and say absolutely nothing. Who freaking crazy story is this. I feel like I was just dropped in the middle of a sh show and all I want to do is laugh and cry and laugh and cry some more. I ask my mom if we can talk about it later because I need to pack some more. She leaves and I immediately close my door and ca Tish. I open my closet while I'm waiting on her to pick up, all I can say is "No F-ing Way"!!!!!