Chapter 15 - 12

For almost two months there, Dian was only able to rotate rooms instead of in the midwifery room, instead she was sent to a special treatment room for internal medicine and also to an infectious disease treatment room instead of a mother and child care room. but what I got there was more than sadistic words they did that because I worked as an intern there was always not in the right place, after that I was slandered by one of the staff there and also the campus who said I was an incompetent person in their field, spoiled and complained a lot, even I was extorted money by the hospital and also the campus was worst I did an internship there was not given a value and also I had to pay 3 times as much at that time for the medicine and also the tools I use such as gloves and also the medicine I give to patients During my internship there, if I calculated the price, it was around 200 million rupiah because the drugs and equipment in the treatment room with the patient with the disease were very expensive.

For only God still gives me sustenance so I can pay. This is a lesson in my life, it turns out that to be successful it takes struggle and I saw at that time there were a lot of wrong things in the health world. It should be fixed immediately. After that, I was transferred to a private midwife clinic in East Jakarta by the campus, but there was an oddity between the midwife and the campus, not only forcing me to work 24 hours and not being allowed to go home, the treatment was almost the same as the dwi asih maternity home, but this Even more cruel, this place of practice turns out to be a fake vaccine distributor. I've only been there for two days of internship there and I haven't taken any action, such as vaccination. I came there and started practicing there. There are only general check-ups and family planning hours.

The incident was horrendous and also included in the mass media that year there were several hospitals also using the fake vaccine and the price of the vaccine was very expensive already many thousands of babies and children became victims of it around Jakarta. At that time my parents as well as all my friends in Stiami asked me are you okay? all my friends and my parents helped me out of the place even until my parents came to the police station to prove their son did not interfere in the matter also proved that dian was not an employee at the midwife clinic she was just a student who had just come for an internship there sent by Urindo campus.

Luckily the police understood and I was released. It was not the university that guaranteed that at that time it was hands off and did not want to be responsible. I told and consulted about this to my friends and my parents as well as the Ministry of Research, Technology and Higher Education at that time and legal experts, as well as the East Jakarta court judge, one of my parents' friends. They saw it like that and they advised me to report the midwifery campus for breaking the law and also you better not need to continue your midwifery education because they abused your kindness and intelligence to endanger the lives of many people. After that, Dian immediately made an official complaint letter to the Ministry of Research, Technology and Higher Education and I decided to leave midwifery and all of them apologized, it turned out that the midwifery special education school behaved badly and was dangerous at that time.

At that time, I was not only terrorized at home, but the midwifery school forced me to practice until the lecturer and midwifery staff came to Stami it was rude to look for me to agree to do an internship in an inappropriate place. At that time the STIAMI Jakarta Institute of Social Sciences and Management patiently and kindly faced lecturers and staff from the midwifery campus who were not good even the STIAMI campus provided documents that a student named Dian Damayanti was currently on leave. So he was not on campus and we fulfilled the request of the Midwifery campus at that time in a letter that Dian Damayanti students had to be on leave to carry out internships at that time. Disrespectfully, lecturers and midwifery staff left the Stiami campus. To look for me to be forced into an apprenticeship. At that time I was immediately evacuated to Central Kalimantan to my father's relative's house temporarily so that it would not be misused.

At that time my parents felt uncomfortable and fed up with the midwifery university and immediately wrote a letter to Mr. Ir. H. Joko Widodo President of the Republic of Indonesia. And get a copy of the document from the reply to the letter that has been followed up on January 27, 2016. And on March 1, 2016 I was free from that savage midwifery school. After that I started to focus and study at the social sciences and management institute of STIAMI properly and also there I made friends and also lecturers and the staff were very good and educated me well and like family. I finished my undergraduate studies in only three and a half years and I graduated with the best graduate honors. And straight to my master's degree completed my studies with the title of the best graduate.

After that I focused on school and pursued a career and tried to apply for civil servants three times, and always failed. During the first exam, I took the CPNS test the first time I failed the exam because of a problem with the computer that was used when I took the exam, such as in the middle of the road my computer suddenly died, in the middle of the exam I asked the supervisor for help to change places, it turned out that after changing seats when I wanted to start repeating due to an infrastructure error at that time I had the misfortune of my computer not functioning properly the internet network was cut off at 40 minutes of the 2018 cpns exam, so from that I was transferred by the supervisor to the third computer but unfortunately the computer mouse was not working properly so from that I was moved again to the fourth computer then I got a computer that works properly.

When the last 30 minutes of the exam I just started working on the 2018 Cpns questions, I finally failed not to pass the test because I couldn't answer all the questions, I fell at TIU the score was only 45. I don't understand pictures and basic math. In the second year I failed to be selected for the 2019 CPNS administration. In 2021 I failed the cpns test, my grades were in accordance with the minimum standard for CPNS who passed. But it takes only 74 people for the Pancasila Ideology Agency, so I failed. Cannot enter the next test at the SKB selection stage. Instead I became a speaker at a conference held at Oxford university.