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Chapter 5 - Balcony night

In city Z There goes the love of Jia's life, the eledest heir of Wang Corps " Wang Su Finn " and now the president of Wang Corps. He has been handling the Wang group as a president from last 5 years and it only took two years for him to make the Wang Corps. even more successful. He is truly a genius. He has the features of Greek God when it comes to look, That girl from University were right. He is really a prince from heaven. Finn has a cold personality which leads him to talk less. He is ruthless when it comes to business and lie. He has the power that can make anyone anytime a billionaire and also a beggar. But his soft side has always been seen by his close people including Emi. They are in relationship for more than five years. She is a very good girlfriend to him and he is happy with her.

Finn is now at his apartment which is owned by him. He usually lives with his brother Feng in other villa, though he wants to live in his apartment, his mother insisted on him to live with his brother . But He also use his apartment time to time when he feels like going there .Only he is allowed to go there and no one else. the rule is also made by him. He don't want to bring anyone there if it's not him.

~Finn's POV~

Here in the balcony of my appartment which is in the hilly area outside of the busy town. From here I can get a very beautiful scenery of nature. I'm holding my lavender flowers, I hate it cause it reminds me of a certain someone , whom I don't wanna remember at all. I know it's her favourite too, But like , how she can't get rid of lavender I can't too. I can't leave my lavender just because it's her favourite too. the thoughts of her always makes me sensitive,which I don't at all want to be and that I'm not at all. I always tell myself to stop this shit , She is nothing but a girl who loves me like other girls also do, But her not giving up after two years of pursuing me, not Just that, She...she just have something that had me think about her. some of her different character that she would never want me to see but unfortunately I've seen, These all things never got ignored by me and I don't want to say it and I don't want to admit it.... But beside that , the main point is I have a girl whom I love.

The air is hitting me smoothly. it is something I always wish to feel .. it is one of my most favourite thing I don't want to loose. The night view today is extraordinarily different. Giving me a familiar vibe, I don't know why but it felt similar to a night which was five years ago. I really don't want to get this slightest feelings, I don't want to remember that night. I tried hard not to let my mind remind me of that night again. I shut my eyes tight but failed when I again saw the night view ....

~FLASHBACK~

I was driving home back after finishing my work at office. I was driving when suddenly a cat rushed towards my car .

I steped on the break and luckily the cat was fine . i breath a heavy air and look around and noticed that , the road is very quiet. There isn't many vehicles, only one or two are passing. And very few people are walking on the sides, mostly couples. i looked at the night view. somehow the night feels very lonely today..... I closed my eyes and feel the freezy night air that make my mind cool down . the view got interrupted by a shadow that fell on my face . I opened my eyes and look at the shadow that is now moving on the road And stopping infront of my car window . I looked up to the shadow and saw that There's some beautiful lavender flower was griped by a girl's hand . The girl was busy looking up at the sky to the moon. I again look at her hands for lavender. That hand now going up towards her face . She place it infront of her nose and inhale the fragrance while closing her eyes . A smile appears on her face that quite didn't seem out of happiness.

She kissed the flower and point it towards the moon and said I'm going to make you mine . The lipsync was obvious for me suddenly. The moonlight makes her light brown skin brighter... and her deer eyes shiny .

i was looking at her closely . what is she doing by pointing at moon . And what she mean by making the moon hers .

I slapped myself in my mind for thinking about her. And it is still the same going on with me. Trying evey possibilities that can stop the thought from coming into my mind

"Why am I even thinking about her . where your cold personality suddenly go. No- No- nothing, it's just Because she has lavender with her. My favourite." Finn shaked his head .

my eyes again looked for the girl who is now a little far with a girl . With that I started the engine and drove off to home . Sighing heavily

~BACK TO PRESENT~

~Finn's POV~

I had a reason to say that time." That she have a lavender that's the only thing leads me to think about her". But now ..... I don't know what's the reason I'm thinking about her. I'm looking like a stupid with these thoughts.

" You are crazy..." I remember Max telling me her names for the first time at the competition. I hold the balcony grip tight. When so many pictures of her started coming to my eyes. How she used to sing the song that I sang somewhere.....

" What the hell...is happening with me today, why am I think bout that stupid person..." i brushes my hair. But she suddenly disappear somewhere. It's totally fine with me. she can go wherever she wants that shouldn't be a bother. I brush the thoughts off and went inside the room, not wanting anymore thoughts...*****

On the other side , In France.

~Jia's POV~

I'm feeling the night cold air standing alone in the balcony I'm feeling nearer to Finn. I know it's totally a bullshit but even so I'm happy with this feeling. Risa is fast asleep but I couldn't able to sleep. The night sky has always been my best friend beside Risa. It has seen me at my worst condition. It was then when I saw some people and couples are doing party in the neighborhood. they are dancing with firewood while playing songs. They looked happy. The song came into my hear that is soooooo familiar with me and my breath hitched. I wish this song never existed in this world. The song reminds me of the person who sang it very beutiful once for his love... infront of somany people. it's a mixed feelings of pain and not being able to do anything.I can't help myself to remember the day when I got a hint of my miserableness...

~FLASHBACK~

The Tiangxu University was holding a competition for two days and it was the first day of competition.

Risa and I first went to the sculpture competition where we faced the Piggy Bank I saw today... it has been few days that I had met him and the conversation between us was not a good one. i insulted him as usual after seeing his work which was no doubt an incredible one. And in the end he won the competition too. After coming out from the sculpture competition we didn't had anything to do but I heard some girls talking about music competition.

"I got to know that there also music competition going on. So let's go there. " said Jia .

Okay ...

we arrived there but unfortunately the competition has already ended . And host is saying something .

"The competition has ended peacefully students. And the result will be out after launch. But now I would like to tell you that If any of you want to sing, you can come up to stage and sing. There still plenty of time left for launch."

I was standing there with Risa between the crowd . There are some people going to stage to sing . and sang very beautifully .

"He is good at singing, Don't you think! " I asked to Risa cause the performance was really good

"yess I also think that. But I'm hungry already, let's go and eat now. " Risa said with a little whinning.

"Okay, me too." Jia said.

we are about to leave when we heard the host announcing Finn's name.

"Now give a huge applause to Mr. Wang Su Finn that he wants to sing here.

welcome Finn, the stage is yours now." said the host and Finn went up to stage with a guitar . He actually didn't want to sing there that much but his friends and some professor forced him to do some lines .

I turn towards the stage and saw Finn adjusting his guitar. I was looking at him with sparkles in my eyes. I didn't knew that Finn can sing too. I was really looking forward to his song because I also have a great interest in music . The moment I see him, I forget the world around me. When i saw Finn, my eyes automatically get stuck to him . It has been four days i didn't able see him . And I really missed him. it's not like he is my friends.....but I missed his one glance. I was so... in my thoughts and Finn started singing .

I found a love For me....( hearing his first word my heart beat skiped a beat. My hands made its way to held my dress tightly preparing myself to listen the music further.)

Oh darling, just dive right in

and follow my lead ....

Well, I found a girl, beautiful and sweet .

Oh, I never knew you were the someone

waiting for me ....

cause we're just kids when we

fell in love .....

Not knowing what it was .

I'll not give you up anytime...

But Darling, just kiss me slow,

Your heart is I know .

And in your eyes, you're holding mine

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms

Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favourite song

When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath

But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight .....

With this Finn end his song by mixing his words with the lyrics. unknown to him there's a person who is dying with every word he sang. dying everytime he smiles while singing the lines. It felt like he doesn't care about my love cause he is so in love with somebody else. He doesn't care about the love I'm enduring till now. My action and emotions are not ignored by Risa. Who knows me well enough.

Risa took my hand, who is without a blink looking at Finn. looking at Finn's moment, how his emotion is showing off freely in the song. how he closed his eyes while singing. probably remembering the person. And that hit me so deep. 'Is there really someone for whom he is singing this' I donno where to go what to do. and I was forcefully pulled by Risa .