"I'm noting your word Jia." Feng said with tone of responsibility. He didn't bother Jia anymore.There was only silent after that. No one open to talk. Jia was drifted in her thoughts where as Feng was fast asleep. She checked on Feng and found him sleeping.
~Jia's POV~
"Taking my sleep away you guys are sleeping happily, is it some kind of your family thing! " Don't know why but this thought just came into my mind. He was sleeping and look kinda tired. I didn't disturb him and decided to find where Risa is. I haven't seen her since we enter the Jet. when I was searching her number, an airhostess came in to ask for lunch so I take the time to ask her about Risa if she knows !
"Have you seen my friend? I'm not able to find her. If you know where she is, please take me to there." I asked her and as I guessed before she knew where Risa is. She lead me to Risa, i didn't know there's a small room here. How could I know I've never rode one before. there goes the girl... looking outside the window, must be emerged in the song. And here I am.... finding her like a fool when she isn't even bothering...
"This bitch"... inner me as I went near her.
She sense my presence and look towards me and signal me to sit.
"Yaahh.. what are you doing here ? You didn't even bother to leave me there all alone, not a trusty friend at all..And where is that Samuel Guy." I said grumbling and she laughed, which is not the thing I expected.
"Don't blame me it's not like I didn't wanted to sit there. And as for Samuel he is in the front cabin." she said plugging out her earphones.
"Oh.. Then why you are sitting here and not with me?"
"Why don't you just ask the person who sat beside you."
"Wh– wait....Do you mean this all is Feng's doing?" it all make sense now. Risa nodded to my question. " But why would he do that?" i didn't get why he did that. And to clear my confusion Risa replied me.
"May be he wants to talk to you. And I also thinks that you guys should talk and clear the awkwardness between you. This not the usual you guys. "
"will think about it, but for the mean time.. leave it. Tell me what you were thinking before ? " with my teasing question Risa's face got pink within seconds. I know that she is a bit stressed and tensed about Daniel. I'm amazed that she is still getting the same effect like before when I used to tease her back then. I think we have not changed a bit in all these years. God-- what's with you for making us like this. reviving from my thoughts I focus on Risa.
" I was thinking everything that's happening, and i want to tell you that, you do not need to worry. I think it's better for us to go with flow, and didn't you said that you're not the same, Then what to worry about." Risa said reminding me of my words with her sarcasm with it. I've decided that I'll be behaving like I've moved on. even though that far from it. Not to mention i never want to in the first place.
"stop talking about me... what about you?" I said making her take long breath. she loosely sat there.
" What do you think I should do? " She asked back. I think, I'm the one to blame for Risa's now situation. She never get a chance to express her feelings to Daniel. And later on she moved out with me. If only had not taken her with me, then most of the things would have been going good. I stay silent for a moment and speak.
"I think this time you should propose him."
I told her but she looked at me with a kind of "too late expression" So I continue my sentence. " If he don't have anyone in his heart. Then without delay you should propose him first as soon as we land their." I hold her hands to give her my warmth feeling of support.
" I'm sorry, for me you didn't got to say the words to him and now it's kind of late if he is committed. But my gut feeling is telling me that he is not. So don't stress so much, even if it's that, he is in a relationship... your love has the right to be known by the person. So just speak it up to him. I'm on your back "
I said the lines in one breath because I didn't had the guts to say this as I'm the cause of her condition now. I was feeling guilty for taking her with me and making her suffer with me for all these years. So I just blure it out in one breath.
~Risa's POV~
Jia just said so many things, taking the blame on her alone. It's not for her that I'm in this situation right now. If I hadn't had agreed on going with her then nothing would have been like this. And I don't at all regret coming with her. Everything that happened was for me. I am the person who insist on coming with her. And I'm the only one to blame. But what can I do now, things had happened already. We shouldn't be thinking much about it.
I was about to speak when we hear a footsteps came towards us and the person sat on the seat next to Me. "Feng!" Wha– Did he just hear everything we talk. I was in shock and same goes with Jia's face.
"Don't know what is manner, Do you? you should knock before coming inside." Jia voice out her lungs. Feng stretch back his head a little. acting scared of getting beaten by Jia.
"Yaah... Don't act like I never notice her before." He said , not caring much about anything.
"what? you knew about that?" My voice final found it's way out.
"Yeah.. I knew it long ago but I thought if you are not comfortable telling then why should I bother."
He said the word as if placing a slap on my face. I retract my head back out of embarrassment and hide it with my palm. I cursed myself.
"And don't worry, He is single." my heart beat skip there. An enormous feelings heat up inside me. is it out of happiness. I look at Jia, not believing Feng's word . Jia looked at Feng suspiciously.
"Yaah Piggy Bank don't play with us."
"Why would I do that?"
"That means is he really single. Are you sure about it ?"