~BACK~
~Jia's POV~
The sudden sting pain is enough to take me out of my painful sorrow.... The pain is so much but it's the most beautiful feeling in the world.
It's just my love. Sometimes it leads me to think that, why i still love him . He is committed and the only enough reason to stop going after him. But that reason is not enough for me to leave him when I don't at all want to stop loving him .
"Finn... Do you remember me, I'm here... remembering you everyday like hell. Do you even remember that I exist. I think you are doing pretty well with I'm not being in your surroundings." a sad chuckle left my face and said the things he never agreed to listen. "would you like to listen to my singing ? You know I'm pretty good at it. even though I know you would never like to but let me sing this, I never got say this to you in words infront of you, so let me say these things I've kept within me in song, at least in your absence."
"Wait let me bring my guitar." I said to the moon and went to bring my guitar. i check on Risa if she is awake anyhow or not, and she is deep in sleep. I bring my guitar to the balcony and sat on the wooden stool already present there. I adjust myself there with the guitar and face towards moon.
'It's for you, hope you'll feel me and my feelings.." I said and started my song.
breathing the a little before...
I still remember the third of December,
She in your sweater
You said it looked better on her than it did you
Only if you knew how much I liked you
But I watch your eyes as she
Walks by What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than the blue sky
She's got you mesmerized while I die
Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
But you like her better
Wish I were Heather
Watch as she stands with her, holding your hand
Put your arm 'round her shoulder, now I'm getting colder
But how could I hate her? She's such an angel
But then again, kinda wish she were dead as she
Walks by....
What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than the blue sky
She's got you mesmerized while I die
Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
But you like her better
I wish I were Heather
I wish I were Heather
Wish I were Heather
Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
But you like her better
Wish I were...
The song ended but I'm still caressing the guitar..... " Am I offending you and Emi by singing this song? Why does every song seems similiar to me. the day I fell for you it all started. But now I don't have anyone to say things but to sing song like this.... Music is everything I have after you..."
without them knowing Both, Finn and Jia was standing at the balcony and sharing some of the thoughts with eachother even though they don't want to. Finn don't know that Jia is still singing for him. They are far away but don't know why the air is giving them the smell of each other. It's telling them that , both are feeling this air at the same time. They didn't stay at the balcony anylong and went to their respective beds. Cause the more night get long , The thought grew longer.
~NEXT DAY~
Next day Jia and Risa was ready after dealing with all the documents, They are now heading to the airport.... Jia was feeling the desparation to see Finn again, but at the same time she knew that she don't want to see him and most importantly not when he is with Emi which is impossible for them to be not together.
Sitting in the back while Samuel beside driver seat.
"We are again going back. God what do you want for us. Jia is already having the most terrific heartbreak, but you wants her to have more! how could you make someone this pathetic." inner Risa while looking at the passing street. Suddenly she gets the thought of that person to her. She took a deep breath and released it, relaxing herself with her thoughts.
"I'm going there..... to you and to everyone I left back.... are you still like before. I'm nervous to see you again. But I'm determined this time ,that I'll tell you everything. "
~FLASHBACK~
That day the university held a competition of vollyball match.
All the students are there to enjoy the game and seniors , but most of the girls are there to shout out Finn's name aloud. Emi is also there to support her boyfriend Finn . Jia is also there to support her love Finn .
When Finn entered the volleyball court the crazy fans of Finn shout his name and those who were well aware of Emi and Finn relationship they looked at Emi and teased her.
In this loud noise and loud crowd, when Finn entered it seems as if the loud crowd disappeared and the only thing Jia can hear is her hollow yelling and her racing heart .
But when Finn looked at someone else in that crowd Jia's heart skip for a beat and the crowds loud booming cheer comes back into play as a painful music to her .
Finn was looking very fine and obviously handsome as hell with spandex, knee pads, long socks, and a jersey.
Volleyball Is a game Finn is passionate about. After the endless training, the horrid ice baths, and sweat gave to this sport Finn always wants success in this game too .
Volleyball starts in a tournament where all the teams come in with a 0 - 0 streak and everyone comes in bloodthirsty for that win. All the audience knew that this match is going to be a remarkable match. Finn's first service was against Daniel and they had a huge boy on their team that could hit fastballs , that would make a fear for life .
The audience are now cheering their respective teams .
Then Mrs. Sen came into announcing the lineup. Finn is looking at his rivals. He then realized that Mrs. Sen said Finn left hitter . Finn knew he was going to make an impression and Daniel's team didn't know what he was capable of .
Finn's team won the serve that was served by Max . It was high serve and Daniel's team easily popped it up to their setter. Without thinking , Finn Jumped with both of his hands pressing over the net. That was his first varsity victory. Fin's team won that game with ease.
Jia see Finn's team won the match... "yeeaaahh... " Risa said excitedly to Jia.
"I knew the result before the match. I know how Finn is." Jia said still not taking off her eyes from Finn.
Risa is all used to this type of answer .
"Yeah yeah .... You know Finn, but let me tell you Daniel is no less. He has many records in this game." Risa don't want to stop because she has been seeing Daniel for a month now.
"You'd definitely say that because he is someone you are interested in." Jia said teasingly . She knows that Risa like Daniel and she think Daniel is a good man from the look .
" He is really good at vollyball. I'm not faking Jia ..." Risa said all determined to prove Jia that Daniel is really good.
"Okay Okay fine... He is. Happy?" Jia said .
"yesssss." Risa smile broadly.
The game went perfectly . They played and enjoy it and finally, Finn's team won with 25 points with a two-point difference and it was an amazing game.
Emi was sure that he would win this match because she knew how Finn loves winning in volleyball.
On the other side Jia also had full faith in her love. Jia didn't know much about Finn but she knew that Fin didn't like to lose. He loves winning.
As in outcome, she falls deeper into his love.
But she is still afraid to think that there is a girl whom Finn loves. It's break her heart into million pieces whenever she think of that.
She very clearly saw that Finn looked at someone in the crown before entering. she would have probably never knew that if the crowd had not change the noise.
~BACK TO PRESENT~
~Risa's POV~
I'm thinking about Daniel. With whom I've been in love for last five years, without him knowing it. I left the country with Jia cause it was needed. But I never able to forget him. Remembering that day, i looked at Jia who is resting her head on the head rest. The air is blowing Jia's hair perfectly.
"Take a good sleep who didn't sleep last night"
I said but the timing is hell, we arrived at airport and I have to disturb Jia from her sleep.