VICTORIA FOX-
It's been a week since the Benjamin told me that he has a sex tape with me in it. I haven't really spoken to anyone because I don't feel like it. Surprisingly people are being very understanding, but I can't seem to work or focus on anything else because I don't know at what point, the entire world may be able to see some of my most private moments.
I still remember after Elizabeth sprinkled some water on me, I got up to see Benjamin's body lying lifeless on the floor. For a moment I thought Aaron murdered him, but no, he was just beaten up really bad. Thankfully Benjamin didn't report Aaron to the police because if he does, yes the news about my 'fake' marriage would be out. But he would also have no leverage to blackmail us with and for Benjamin the most important thing is money.
I can't seem to look Aaron in the eyes, he has been so sweet to me all this week. But that's it, he doesn't touch me like he used to anymore. Of course the fact that a sex tape of me with a person he hates is something that would make him not want to sleep with me anymore. His imagination is probably running wild, he probably can't stop thinking about it. But in front of me, he maintains a calm and sweet demeanor, he literally coddles me like a baby sometimes.
I have no clue where my relationship with him stands right now. I don't want to be with a man who is shallow enough to leave me because of something like this and I know Aaron won't leave me. But there is still a 0.01% chance that everything between us changes after Benjamin releases the tape. I frankly don't want to find out his reaction because I love him too much.
"Victoria, why are you staring into nothing?" Aaron asks me as I quickly snap out of my daze. We were going to sleep but I just couldn't, I felt a tear slip out of my eye and I wipe it away but he sees it.
He pulls me into his arms and coddles me again, I look up at him, I want to kiss him but I can't. I just can't, "Victoria, it's been a week, aren't you going to talk at all?" He asks me softly.
"You haven't kissed me at all this week." I state as I look up to him, I have to have this conversation, I can't run away from it forever.
"I don't know how to deal with someone who is going through mental trauma, I really don't. But I am trying to, so I thought maybe getting physical would be something that you won't be comfortable with. And making you uncomfortable is literally the last thing I want to do." He says and I breathe out in relief.
"Wait, what did you think?" He asked me, almost taking offence. Yes, I shouldn't have judged Aaron on such things.
"I just don't want you think any less of me." I whisper as I dig my head in his embrace not wanting to look at him.
"Victoria, look at me." He says softly but sternly as he gently hold my chin and makes me look into his deep, vivid, green eyes, "Your reputation or honour will always stay intact no matter what happens going forward, if it gets released or not. No one is going to question your honour, if they do they are shallow and their thinking should be questioned. Benjamin's honour and reputation should be questioned and damaged for pulling such cruel, inhumane and vicious act." He says and I just look up at him, I didn't have any words to say, "Come on, Victoria, you should know this."
"I guess I did, I just needed you to say it." I whisper as I kiss his lips and he smiles at me before kissing me back.
"Don't worry, we are going to do everything possible to retrieve it, so that it won't get out. But even if it does get out, you have nothing to be ashamed about, just remember that. You were just a woman who loved a man and slept with him. That's it. All the other things are his and only his fault. Okay Victoria?" He asks and I laugh a little before nodding at him.
After talking to Aaron about this, I felt like a huge burden was lifted off my heart, I was so happy right now. I guess it is good to talk things out. I guess I didn't really care about what other people thought about me regarding this tape. I just needed to know Aaron's opinions and thoughts on it. Because that is the only thing that mattered to me.
He is the only thing that matters to me.
"I will always love you, and I don't think there's anything in the world that can make me leave you." I laughed as he said that and he gave me a confused look.
"We'll see about that, I am very annoying, like really annoying. I mean Elizabeth, who is my best friend once said she wishes she could put me on mute. She presses my nose as a joke to mute me." I say and Aaron's chest rumbles with laughter.
"Man, I have seen her do that so many times, but I never understood why she did it. Now it makes so much sense, it's actually a good idea." He says as he continues laughing making me roll my eyes.
Great, now he's going to start doing it too.
"You know what, let's take your mind off things. We'll talk about something else. Do you remember like a month ago, we used to have a lot of fights?" I gulp and my mouth falls open as I hear his voice turn deep. I just nod not knowing what to say as I feel his hands slithering under my top making goosebumps appear on my skin.
"I heard you moan my name in the shower quite a few times." He rasped near my ear which sent jolts straight to my core. I had no clue what to say because this was a revelation. Yes, whenever I fought with Aaron, there was a lot of sexual tension between us which caused me to get particularly hot and bothered so I had to touch myself and think about him while doing that.
"I don't-t know what you are t-talking about." I stutter as I try to move but he traps me underneath him and then grabs my wrists gently, pinning them above my head. My breath was ragged as I anticipated his next move. His godly body on top of mine was literally all I needed. Now I can die in peace.
"Do you know how tough it was to just walk away knowing you are thinking about me as you touch yourself? I couldn't sleep thinking about you." I sucked in a breath as I felt his hand fondle my breasts lightly, teasing me, he let go of my hands after which I slid them underneath his t-shirt before pulling it off his head as his sculpted chest was in my view.
Fuck.
"Now you are here, under me finally. You've tortured me way too much, let's play a game, true or false, every time you answer correctly, I will go faster. You give the wrong answer I will go so painfully slow that you'd want to cry." He whispered as I feel Aaron stripping me out of my clothes. My mind just went blank, it felt like I had no worries now. All that counted right now was the things Aaron was going to do to me. I couldn't wait, my thoughts were overpowered with him as I took in his delicious manly scent.
As I lie underneath him naked, I felt his hands gently open my legs wide before his finger traced the inside of my thigh. My heart raced as I looked at him with wide eyes, his eyes were dark and gazed straight into mine with dirty desire.
I was scared but excited.
"Did you think about me the first time you touched yourself?" I groaned as his fingers finally started tracing my core. I don't want to admit to Aaron that he was the first and only man I ever thought about, because if I admit it, he will always keep teasing me and making me blush with embarrassment.
"Sweetheart, do you want me to stop?" He asked in an awfully sweet voice almost mocking me and I swallowed down a shuddering moan as he finally entered his fingers into me, it was all too much, one of his big hand was near my core, his other hand was kneading my breasts and his mouth was sucking on my earlobe.
"No don't s-stop. Yes, that is-s true." I cry out softly with satisfaction as I feel him pump into me deep. I run my hands from his warm muscular back to his bulging biceps as I try to hold on to him tight when I feel something build up in me.
"Now, you wear those annoyingly tiny little shorts and prance around the house, why? Because you want me to bend you over and fuck you till your legs give out and you can't walk anymore." My entire body shivers after hearing his deep raspy voice.
"Victoria, answer me!" My legs quiver at his gentle but authoritative voice as he increases his pace making me pull his hair back. All the pleasure in the world hits me at the same time as I feel I was on the verge of having an orgasm.
"No, you are misinterpreting things, I- oh fuck- did no such thing." I lie breathlessly, no matter how turned on and desperate I am. I am very stubborn, I won't give in.
Aaron thankfully just smiles smugly but doesn't stop, I feel an orgasm building up in my stomach, and I buck my hips frantically as my sex pulsed uncontrollably.
And he stops.
Why?
Al-fucking-ways!
"Well you disobey me, al-fucking-ways too." He says smugly making me want to rip my hair out of my scalp as he starts thrusting into me again. I just want him!
No, I won't let him slow down this time.
"Yes Aaron! You win! Happy? I like teasing you and getting on your nerves. I did it all on purpose. Please now let me come." I beg as he chuckles sadistically, enjoying my desperation as writhe for the pleasure he knows only he can give me and continues plunging his fingers in my wet sex.
Fuck! Why does he sound so good?
He increases his tempo as I feel fire course through my veins, I gasped loudly as his thumb and index finger pinched my sensitive hard nipple. I felt my head get light when he located my swollen clitoris and began to mercilessly rotate it before pressing down on it.
I felt my wetness dripping to my thighs as I screamed sending a rush of fearful rippling pleasure through my body. I came down from my intense arousal and almost passed out.
I felt Aaron pick me up a little before cuddling me up in his arms as I drifted off to sleep peacefully for the first time in days.
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