We walk into his room and he shuts the door behind him slamming it a little. I throw my bag on the chair and turn to him. He's already looking at me.
"What is wrong, Jace. You've been off lately." I say pleading an answer out of him.
"Nothing is wrong. I don't know what your talking about." He grumbles.
"But you do. You act like we aren't dating at school but at home your all touchy. Are you using me? Are you ashamed of me?" I almost start to cry, my voice starts to shake to the thought.
"I'm not ashamed of you or any of those things. Where would you even get that idea?" He scoffs as he sits on his bed taking his shoes off.
"The fact that you denied that you were gay this morning? When you brushed away my hand like 30 minutes ago in the hall?" I start to raise my voice, not realizing what I'm doing.
"I haven't done any of those things Elliot, stop making up lies about me." He lays down and lets out a big huff.
"Yes you have Jay!" My mind is racing. He did do those things. Am I going crazy?
"What do you want me to do? Fuck you in the halls and show that I'm gay? Is that what you want? What do you want from me El?" He snaps.
I sit there with my mouth wide open. "Well if you even had the balls. You can't even hold my fucking hand in the halls. You can't even love me over your popularity?"
"Back to this popularity shit huh? Is it because your jealous El? Is this what this is about? Wow." He huffs again. At this point he could be the big bad wolf from huffing and puffing so much.
"No! How could I be jealous of you? Your the first person I've ever loved how could you ever think that? I want to be with you openly-" I'm cut off by his lips connecting with mine harshly.
He throws me onto the bed and starts undressing me. "Jace-" he cuts me off by another kiss. Why am I turned on by this? He rips off his own clothes leaving us both butt naked. He holds my hands above his head as he jacks me off. Covering my moans by more aggressive kisses. He spreads my legs more by putting his legs in between mine so my legs are on the outside of his. He slows his pace and then goes faster again multiple times. "Jace im about to-" he cuts me off once again and flips me over and lifts my chest up to where my head rests on his shoulder as he rams into me making me scream. He covers my mouth and whispers, "Don't make a sound or I'll do it even harder" in my ear. I want to test him to his limits so I make even louder noises. He rams into me harder each time which doesn't help. He smacks me across the face and puts his hands around my throat. "You fuck slut" he groans, for some reason he's turning me on more and more with each thrust. I throw my head back leaving my mouth exposed letting me scream even louder. He groans and I feel him get harder inside me. I feel him finish and I finish as well. He throws me down and gets off of me. "You asshole" he says out of breath. I laugh and roll over and Jace covers me with blankets and i eventually fall asleep.