(Wrote: March 26th 2020)
Carters POV
It's been a couple days since all of the stuff happened with Amber. I still can't get her words out of my head. "I'm sorry for wasting your time." "I've never been truly loved" "I thought that I got something good for a little while so now I just deserve nothing again. I deserve pain and to be alone. I don't know any different..." I'm sitting in my office while Amber watches tv. I had some paper work to do so I told her I'd cuddle her once I was done. I can't concentrate on anything. "I don't know any different..." they are so prominent.
Without realizing I had started crying. I was crying for the first time since... back then... I was crying because my little girl, the one who I'm supposed to protect thinks she's undeserving of love, she thinks she isn't good enough and that she will never get a happy ending. I need to help her. I need to figure out how to make her believe she's deserving of all of this and more. So much more. I try to stop my tears but they won't stop flowing like a waterfall. I've bottled up so much that I don't know how to stop. My princess was in pain and it's my fault. I can't... I can't live with myself knowing that. Even if I didn't cheat, I let her believe she wasn't deserving. Damn it! My heart is still in pieces since that morning. Even if she's okay now, how am I supposed to forgive myself? She's my entire damn world! Ever since I saw her that day all bruised and cut. Sobbing and shaking in fear. I promised myself I'd never let her hurt like that. That's why it hurts me so bad. I can't remove the image of her wet cheeks and puffy eyes, along with her shaking body and bloody knees. It's all my fault she felt so much pain. I still hear her screams and sobs ring in my head. I can't control my tears. I try to stay quiet so my little princess Amber doesn't have this burden on her. I couldn't handle it if she saw me crying. I know she'd blame herself.
The door creeks open, Amber peeks her head in just a bit. "Damn it" I whisper though my tears. She quietly walks over to me and hugs me. I pull her up on my lap and hug her so tight. "I'm so sorry Amber! I'm so so so sorry..." my eyes can't stop. They won't stop. She hugs me so tightly. I love feeling her close against me. She smells like flowers and citrus. She kisses my cheek and tells me everything is okay. Almost mocking exactly what I do when she cry's. "Shhhh, it's okay daddy, I'm right here and I've got you. I promise I'll always be here. I'm always going to be here." I calm down instantly. How could someone be sad while having her on their lap hugging them while reassuring them?? You couldn't possibly. So I tighten my hug and kiss her passionately. "Thank you Princess, daddy is all better now!" She wipes away my tears with a worried expression. "Are you sure Carter?" She looks deep into my eyes. "Yes baby, you made it all okay again, just like always." She smiles so brightly while climbing off my lap and tugging on my arm for me to get up. She drags me to the kitchen and points up to the top cupboard "can you reach that please!?" She point to a box of crackers. I chuckle at her cuteness. "Of course princess. Would you like me to cut up some cheese and strawberries with them?" She nods extremely aggressively showing me that she's excited. She sits on the stool waiting patiently for her food. I plate it for her once it's all done. I stand beside her on the corner of the counter, stealing a piece or two from her making her pout at me. "Daddy!..." she whines. "I'm sorry baby it just looks so yummy!" She pouts even harder after that. I chuckle at her. I smirk at her making her blush in anticipation. "You know what looks even yummier baby?" She shakes her head "no daddy..." "you do..." I pounce at her kissing and biting her neck making her squirm and giggle. She makes me feel so many amazing things. I'm so happy I met her.
Suddenly there is a knock at the door. Amber is confused but I know what it is. I take the bag from the man and thank him. I tell amber to close her eyes. "No peeking alright?" She smiles and bites her lip. "Stop that or I'll have to eat you up." She instantly releases her lip. Damn if she keeps doing that I won't be able to stop myself. She sits giggling as she repeatedly asks when she can look. "Can I look now daddy? How about now? Now? NOW!?" Even though I keep just saying no in a silly voice she keeps asking. So damn cute. I place the surprise in front of her. "Open your eyes baby girl." She removes her hands from her face and her mouth opens with a smile. In front of her is a small white cup filled with her favourite flowers. Forget me nots. "THANK YOU SO MUCH DADDY!" She jumps off the stool almost tripping and gives me a big big hug. I pick her up. "You like it baby?" I ask smiling at her. "I really really love it!!! Sooo sooo much!!"
She wiggles to get down from my arms. I place her down on her toes and she pulls me to the couch. She "throws" me down and straddles me. Her thighs are so big and squishy they almost melt into me. She looks at my lips while biting hers. Damn it I can't take it anymore. "Baby I told you, you shouldn't bite your lip. Now you need to be punished..." she whimpers and I grab the back of her head and pull her in to kiss me. My other hand is up the skirt she's wearing, grabbing her ass. I bite her lip hard. She moans. Holy shit she's so hot. I can't help myself. I flip her so she's on her back and I'm looming over her. She is still biting her lip. "Damn it! You're so fucking hot baby!" I pull her in and now my hand is running up her thigh and close to her princess parts. She moans and pushes her hips into me. My hand moves from her thigh to her hip shoving it into the couch. I get off of her. She moans and whines for me. I pick her up and bring her up to our bed. She sucks on my neck the whole time. I throw her down taking off my shirt. She tried to take hers off but gets stuck. I chuckle at her struggle. "Here baby let me help." I pull it over her head and throw it to the floor. I unzip her skirt and slid is off. Now she's left with just her bra and panties. She's so beautiful. I trace my fingers over all her curves making her shiver. I kiss from her lips to her neck to her chest to her stomach to the line of her panties. She's squirming so much. I place my hand over her opening. She's so wet. I rub softly she moans and whines. "Daddy don't tease meeeee!!" I go back up to face her. I grip tightly around her throat. "Don't tell me what to do. Your body is mine. Okay baby girl?" She nods her head. "Good girl." I rub her softly until she's moving onto me so I rub harder. I pin her hips and legs down. "Do I need to tie you down princess?" Her eyes widen as I walk over to my closet to grab the restrains. She doesn't know what to feel. I can tell she's nervous and excited. "Baby if you get too anxious I'll take you out. But you're being bad and daddy needs you to stay still." She nods as I tie her up. I continue teasing her until she's begging for me to touch her properly. "Please! Please daddy, touch me! More! Please daddy!" I let her beg until she's crying. I slowly take off her panties and put one finger inside of her right dripping wet pussy. She moans so loud just at one finger. It makes me even harder than I was. I take my finger out and lick it clean. "Oh baby, you taste so sweet..." I hum. She squirms as I lick her opening and slip my tongue in. "Ahh! Daddy please give me more!" I know she doesn't want me to fuck her. Not yet. I grab her breast and start playing with her nipple. She arches her back and moans. She's losing her breath. "Good girl baby..." I start to rub her clit. Properly. She moans and tries to more her legs but she can't. I rub her until she's about to cum. "Daddy... I-I-I'm gonna-..." no you aren't princess. I stop touching her and kiss her neck. She pouts and cry's out. Tears falling. "Daddy!! I was so close... please keep going!! I'll be so good for you daddy..." I look her in the eyes. "And what if you aren't good?" She is visibly intimidated. "Y-you can punish me..." she pouts and looks away. "That's right baby, but daddy doesn't need your permission to punish his little girl." I smirk and she almost moans at the thought. She's so dirty. I slip 2 fingers in her and hit her G spot. "D-d-daddy..." Holy shit, she can barely talk. "I-I-it's s-s-ooooo niiice. Please d-don-t stop... go harder..." harder? I going to hard shell be bruised. She's so damn kinky. She turns me on so bad. I rub her clit at the same time and within 30 seconds she's moaning louder than we was before "daddy, I-I'm gonna c-c-ummmmm..." I smirk as if I'm still going to tease her to frustrate her. "No daddy, please. Pleeeeease..." She's barley able to breathe. I let her cum. She arches her back and her legs twitching. She's moaning to loud and trying to grip the sheets. She's so hot. I want to fuck her so bad. I want to take advantage of her. But I could never do that to her precious innocent body. After she's done I lick my fingers again and untie her. I lay beside her and she curls up beside me and nuzzles onto my chest. "Ahhh... you're so amazing daddy..." I chuckle and kiss her head. "Let's go shower okay baby?" She nods and I pick her up off the bed. I place her down to walk to the shower and she almost falls. "Baby are you alright?" I'm worried and look at her as she sinks to the ground. She looks up and smiles at me. "I-I... my legs... they hurt..." I try not to smile but it's hard. "I'm sorry princess, was daddy too rough?" I already know the answer. "No daddy... you were perfect..." she covers her lips while biting them and looking away. I pick her up and carry her to the shower. I take my pants and boxers off and I totally forgot how hard I was. My dick almost sling shots my stomach from being held down in my pants. She hears the slapping noise it makes and looks at me. Her eyes sparkle. She points at it making me nervous. "I want that next." She doesn't even stutter. Then she gets embarrassed and tries to run (but can't even walk) into the shower and face palms. "Baby y-you really want daddy's cock?..." she's sitting in the shower with the water running and the door open as she spreads her index and middle fingers apart to look at me. She nods. I pick her up and hold her while in the shower. I pin her against the wall making her think I'd fuck her right there. I pull away from her and place the tip on her opening then place her back on the ground while I wash her hair. She pouts and whines the whole shower almost crying from frustration. "Baby I'm not going to use your innocent little body just yet." She bites her lip. And looks at me knowing I have no self control when it comes to that. "But daddy..." still biting her lip I pick her up about to give in to what we both want... "I can't baby..." I sigh. She pouts. And makes me put her down, crosses her arms and turns her back to me. I crouch down to her level and whisper in her ear. "Baby imagine how good it will feel once I shove my cock so far up your tight little pussy after being teased and tortured without it for a long long time..." she gets goosebumps and lets out a slight moan when I do. If the shower wasn't making her wet enough I sure was. I tell myself that's enough of teasing and I help her get washed and the dried. I dress her and place her in bed. I had to be careful with her delicious and delicate body because I already made her unable to walk with just 2 fingers. She's so fragile, it drives me crazy. I kiss her passionately and hold her close. She's concentrating on my heart beat. So sweet. I love this girl. I love her so much. I want to tell her but I don't know how she'll react. But I really fucking love her...