WARNING!!! SELF HARD AND SUICIDE IN THIS CHAPTER!
Ambers POV
Me and Carter are cuddling on the couch. It's been a stressful couple days for the both of us. Last night he made me so happy. I wish I could have helped him too but he wouldn't let me. He keeps looking at me weird. All day. He's almost pouting. I finally ask him what's wrong. "I've been wanted to ask you something." He's nervous. "When we were at the mall, you saw someone. Then all of a sudden you dragged me out of the mall and you made me drive us home. You looked so distressed and scared. Then when I asked you about it you wouldn't tell me anything... so please princess I'm begging you, open up to me and tell me what happened? Was it the guy who left you here the day we met? I will take care of him baby girl. Don't worry I'll beat the shit out of that fucking-" I cut him off. "It wasn't him. It was someone else..." he still has that stupid worried/pouty face on. I sigh and brace myself. "We dated when I was in high school, he was my first "daddy". He took good care of me but I realized he was crazy and manipulative. I didn't see it but I'm glad I started to distance myself. Because even if on some days I miss him thinking of the good days we had, I have to remind myself of all the shit he put he through. I have a lot of bad bad memories of nights I couldn't sleep worrying about him killing him self... he would... send me photos of his cuts. They would spell out my name. It traumatized me. Thinking it was my fault and I never did enough. I always bottled up my problems for him... but he treated me like shit in the end." I try not to make eye contact. But I'm glad he doesn't bother me about it. "Baby just know that won't happen again and if you see him ever while out with me, I'll kill him, okay sweetie?" He says it so causally. It's kinda hot.
*Time jump*
Today marks one month since I've been with Carter. I woke up early to make him pancakes. I was had mixed all the batter and was buttering the pan when I felt 2 large hands caress my waist and slide around to my lower stomach. "Morning baby girl." I try not to moan just at the though of his hands on me. "Good morning!" I squeak. "Why are you cooking baby? You could hurt yourself" now resting his head on mine. "Well today is special so I wanted to do something nice for you." I can tell he didn't know. He makes me giggle a bit. "I turn around waiting for the first pancake to cook. "It's been one month of me living here!" I smile brightly at him. He chuckles at me trying to hide the fact that he KNOWS I'm being cute. I turn back around and flip the pancake. Carter pulls me away from the stove and sits me on the counter spreading my legs to get closer. "I was sad when my little girl wasn't in bed with me when I woke up. And you never asked to leave my side so I think I'll have to punish you later." He smirks at me. He gets me every time. I bite my lip and let out a small moan. "Okay daddy..." he knows the hold he has on me. "Good girl." He flips the pancake and puts a new one on. "I was making YOU breakfast not the other way around!" I pout. "Well Baby I don't want my little girl hurting herself." He moves back in between my legs and places his hands on my back pushing me into him. He's so hard. I bite my lip knowing he'll kiss me if I do. "Princess, if I have to tell you again you'll get punished. Do not bite your lip. You know exactly what you're doing!" He's so sexy. He lifts my head into his, bringing my lip in between his teeth. I try not to moan so much but it's hard. Carter all of a sudden turns off the stove and picks me up still kissing me. "Daddy? What are w-" he cuts me off by kissing me. How is he so horny already? He walks us upstairs to the bedroom and lays me down. Taking off my clothes while kissing me all over. I let out little breaths and moans. Why am I so easy? I see him taking off his pants. Is he finally going to give in? Me heart is racing while I wait for him. He climbs back on top of me, staring into my eyes. His hands are pinning my arms above my head. "Keep them there." He growls. I submit arching my back slightly. His hand is gripping my thigh while he trails kisses down to my pussy. As he gets closer his kisses become slower. Then he places his lips directly on my sweet spot. I moan trying not to move my arms while arching my back. He looks up at me with his eyes darkened by lust. "Daddy" I moan as be keeps going. He stops as I'm about to cum to put his pulsing cock in me. He leans forward with it touching my entrance, he moves his hips slightly almost pushing just the tip in. I'm clenching the sheets above my head while biting my lips. "Princess, what have I told you about biting your lip? You never listen to me." With that I'm expecting him to pound me with his cock and use me however he'd like... but he doesn't. He pulls away and kisses me. He gets off of me while putting his pants back on and turning on the shower. "Let's go little one." He calls to me while I'm shaking, unable to move from frustration. I aggressively huff and put my clothes on. I start making my way to the stairs when Carter picks me up and hangs me over his shoulder. I hit his back trying to make him put me down but he doesn't even flinch. I scream and cry until he sets me in the bathroom and starts undressing me. "I don't want to!" I yell at him. He raises a brow. "Are you raising your voice at me!" I instantly quiver in fear. "No daddy. I'm sorry." "I think you did little one. Turn around. Now." I turn around and he takes off my pants and panties then slaps my ass. Hard. "Have you learned your lesson?" I pout with tears in my eyes. "Yes daddy." He kisses my ass and then my lips but I don't kiss him back. I get in the shower and he tries to help me wash my hair and touch me but I push him away. "Princess why are you so mad at me?" I huff at him with my back turned. "That's not how you talk to me." I huff again. "Princess do you need to be spanked?" I whimper. "No daddy, no." He grabs my waist and pulls me in to him. His cock is still hard. "Why won't you fuck me?" I cry. I can tell he's a bit annoyed. "Princess you're not ready." He sighs. "But I said I am. And I know I am. I want to." I turn to pout at him. "Not yet." He isn't looking at me in the eyes. "Why!? Why won't you just give me what I want!" He meets my eyes. He looks so worried. "Are you not a virgin?" I wasn't expecting this. "I am... but that doesn't matter!" He looks away again after I pout. "I'm not ready..." "What does th-" before I can even talk he kisses me. "I don't want to hurt you princess. Once I get a taste of your tight, untouched, perfect pussy I won't be able to control myself. I won't listen if you need me to stop. I won't have any self control. You make me crazy. You make my like a horny schoolboy. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to ruin your tight little pussy. It would hurt too much if I fucked you. You need time and I need to prepare myself before we do. I've already come too close. I've almost ruined you twice now. I can't do that." He's so intense. I didn't realize I had been biting my lip the whole time. He kisses me again. "You're never going to listen are you?" I look away. "I'm sorry daddy..." he brings my eyes to his. "Don't think I don't want you princess. I just want you too much for your own good. If I get one taste you won't be able to leave the bed for weeks. And your legs will be ruined at well." I try not to moan at his words as he slips 2 fingers in me. "Damn you're wetter then the shower baby girl." At that moment I wrap my arms around his neck and start making out with him. He picks me up and pins me against the wall. I feel his cock rub against me and I squirm trying to get more. "Baby I can't..." he takes me from the mall and lays me on the ground. "What- what are you doing?" He looks me in the eyes. "I'm sorry princess." He shoves the tip of his cock, the whole tip in my pussy. I basically scream. "Daddy!..." my entire body is tingling and my head is light. My eyes roll back and my spine curves. "I want more. But... I don't know if you can take more baby... it's already too big for you." He's trying his hardest to hold him self back. Clenching his jaw and fits so tight. "Daddy, it's okay." With that he can't hold back. Be pushes it all the way in and I moan louder than I thought I could. I stop breathing and I scratch his back. He looks so hot like this. "Baby I'm sorry... I-I" he starts pumping in and out of me. Oh... lord... I don't know how much I can take. It's so good. He's so good. But it hurts. "Daddy... it-it hurts so bad..." I whimper. He looks at me but doesn't stop. "Baby I told you. I can- control it." I moan and I try to get it more by moving my hips. He doesn't even have the strength to stop me from being naughty. "Daddy, I-I'm gonna- cum..." he looks at me again with sorry eyes. "Me too baby... I'm so sorry..." he pumps harder as I see him cumming. "Oh my god baby- your so fucking tight. I can't handle it..." he moans at every little stroke. I keep moving my hips and scratching his back through my tears. "Daddy I want more..." I moan at him. "Baby... no you don't..." he pulls out of me. Shaking he cleans my pussy along with him dick, his bloody dick? Oh shit. "Daddy! Your cock! I'm sorry! I'm so gross..." I pout and look down. "Baby thats normal for when you have sex for the first time. Don't worry you aren't gross" I'm still sitting down and I try to stand up. I can even try to move my legs. I can even wiggle them. All at once I feel the pain in my legs and pussy and I start to cry. "Baby what wrong!" Daddy spins around to looks at me sitting on the ground crying. I point to my legs. "Baby. I told you... I'm so sorry... I didn't mean to hurt you. I shouldn't have been so rough." He looks so worried as he hugs me and I can tell he's almost crying. "Daddy... I like it... it just huwts..." he picks me up after turning off the water to sit me on a towel on the bathroom counter to dry me off. I try swinging my legs but I can't. He has such a strong look of worry. "I'm such a piece of shit. I shouldn't have done that to her. Jesus Carter..." he mumbles under his breath. I wrap my arms around him tight. "Daddy please don't say that. I love you and non of that is true." He looks up at me with the same expression as before. "I shouldn't have been so selfish." At this point I roll my eyes. "You weren't being selfish. I wanted you so badly. I wanted it." He kisses me before running to the closet to get me some comfy clothes. He dresses me in a cute thin white long sleeved shirt with pink sweat pants and pink frilly socks along with my stuffed pink bunny.
He helps me since I can't really move my legs and carries me to our bed. He gently lays me down and I make grabby hands. "Dadaa!" I whine. He walks around to the other side of the bed and gets in. We cuddle for a while just talking as he massages my thighs and draws shapes on them. After a while I fall asleep after shuffling in daddy's arms. He tightens his grip and as I'm drifting off I hear hazy words. "I... love you..."