Ambers POV
"You're a dumb ass. You're a dumb ass. You're a dumb ass!! What do you think you're doing amber???" I'm sitting at his kitchen counter on a stool and he's making us eggs and toast with some strawberries. I feel so relaxed and calm even though this guy could be just as bad as the last. I remember last night. "Get yourself together amber." You are not staying here with this guy.
After we eat out breakfast he is just sitting there looking at me. I'm really uncomfortable. He pulls my chin up to look at him. "Do you really want to leave that bad, Princess?" I thought I wasn't being so obviously. I nod my head and I can hear his heart rate increase, then shatter. "Okay- I'll take you home now..." he's expressionless. He sounds- empty.
I walk to him car and get in the passenger seat while he grabs his jacket and keys. He's almost falling over from how much he's dragging his body. Is he that invested in me? He doesn't even know me. He climbs in and looks at me like a sad puppy. "Ready to go?" I can hear his heart through his throat. "I-umm..." I turn at him and kiss him. "WHAT THE FUUUUCK AM I DOING?????" he grabs my face and pulls me in closer. I feel him smiling through our kiss and it makes me giggle. "Princess how about we go get you some new clothes? And I can drive you home to get your stuff alright?" He says to me smiling. "Okayy! I'd really like that. If it gets too late we can always stay the night at my apartment and then we can come back in the morning." I'm also smiling like an idiot. What's wrong with me? I'm never like this! I NEVER trust people. What's so different about him?
We get to the mall. I opened my door to climb out but I hear Carter telling me to wait so I close my door again. "Here you are princess." He says excited as he opens my door for me and lifts me out. I blush and look at the ground, my bangs covering my face. "You don't like that?" He asks concerned. "No no! I do I'm just not used to being treated well. Or like anything at all." I see him start to remember what I told him yesterday. I don't have any friends or family. I was always too scared of people to make any friends and even when I did they would get bored of me and leave. My parents I've never known. They left me at someone's door step and those people abused me for years until I was put in an orphanage. Since then I've been alone. I don't need anyone. I have myself, that's enough.
We are at the mall for about an hour when I spot someone in the crown. "Why is he so far from home?" I whisper. I grab dadd-carters arm and start running in the opposite direction hoping they didn't see me. I told him I had enough stuff and that we should leave. I worried him. "Baby what's wrong?!" He'a almost shouting at me. My eyes fill with tears. "We just have to get out of here alright?" We get into his car and I yell at him to drive already. He looks at me so worried. I try to be strong and hold back my tears. He sees through it.
We race home and as soon as we're in the drive way he parks and comes around to my side and picks me up. I melt into his arms. I know he'll protect me. We go inside and he sits me on the couch cuddled in his arms. "Baby girl, you need to talk to me okay? I'm here and I don't let anyone lay a hand on my baby girl." His voice is so soft yet manly. At those words I start sobbing. I don't tell him anything. I can't. Not yet.
Once I've calmed down, we're still on the couch and he's petting my head. I draw shapes on his chest and listen to his heart rate change was I drag my fingers lower down his stomach. I giggle. "Daddy, you're so silly!" I smile at him making him giggle and blush. "Princess would you like to get something to eat while on the way to your house?" I totally forgot we were doing that today! I shoot up and start getting my shoes on (I've already changed into some of my own clothes we bought) "baby you don't need to rush it's okay." His voice is so soothing. I could fall asleep just to his saying those words. Or any words. "I'm afraid of the dark... I don't want to drive in the dark..." I whimper. "Baby I'll be with you, nothing can happen if I'm with you, okay?" He smiles at me and I nod. He grabs my hand and we walk to the car. He puts me in my seat and buckles me in. I smile "thank youuuu!" Then give him a small kiss on the cheek. He smiles too. Once we're on the road he asks what id like to eat. We end up stopping at Mc Donald's. He ordered me a happy meal since I wanted the toy. When he passes me my box I smile so big and when I realize I get so embarrassed. I hide my face in my tiny hands. He chuckles and we continue our drive. It was nice to have almost 6 hours with him to just talk as us. I asked him about his job, apparently he's some sort of secret security person. I don't really get it but I can ask him later. It's about 9:30pm now and we finally arrive at my house. I had fallen asleep so he gently wakes me up. We walk through the parking garage and up the elevator. While in the elevator, we look at each other and smile. He then grabs my chubby cheeks and squish's them. "HEYYY!!" I yell. He lets go and laughs. I rub my cheeks with my palms "that hurt ya know..." I mumble. He looks so sad. "Baby! I didn't mean to... I'm so so sorry!" He sounds so sincere. I look at him confused. "It's okay I was just joking." He then grabs my face in both of his hands and kisses me. Oh how I love his kiss.
The elevator doors open and we walk out into the hall to see my "lovely" next door neighbour she hisses at me before walking back into her apartment. "What was that about baby?" He's always so concerned. "I don't know. She's been like that ever since I moved in... people just don't like me." I try not to sound sad, because honestly I'm not. I'm used to it. We walk in and now it's my turn to amaze him.
I live in a big city with lots of tall buildings. I'm lucky to be in one. Even though I'm afraid of heights I like being high up with big windows. My apartment is mostly empty except for all my art and my desk along with some plants. Then I have a bathroom and bedroom. They are exactly how I want them to be. I'm so grateful that I got to live somewhere like here. It makes me sad to have to leave.
Carter suggested we had a bath since the view was so nice and the bath was pretty large for a small apartment. I blush and stutter at the idea. "I-I uhh, I'm. Uhhhh..." he can tell I'm flustered and soon realized how dumb he is. He gets embarrassed again and trying to run but I grab his hand. "I-I'd really like to dada..." I'm looking down but he knows I'm being honest. He picks me up and hugs me. "Okay baby! I'll go start it!"
After packing some of my things I hear carter call for me. "He must have finished the bath." I exclaim. I skip over to the bathroom to see him sitting there all steamy and hot. One leg is bent up and his arms are along the side of the tub. I heart starts to race and I turn into a tomato. "I-I'm..." what am I even supposed to say. Water slowly dripping down his chest he runs his fingers through his hair almost being irresistible. "It's okay baby girl. Don't be scared, come to daddy." With those words Im okay again. I get undressed but I keep my underwear and bra on.
I stand there and he scans my body multiple times. I get anxious and try to cover my large breasts. I never liked them because of how fast they grew. "Baby, it's okay daddy won't hurt you." His voice is so soothing. I wrap a towel around me and I take off my panties and bra. He chuckles. "Sweetie you can't wear a towel in the bath tub." He's making fun of me now. "*humf*" I pout and look down. He grab hold on one end of the towel and takes it away from my body revealing my curves. I hold my boobs while I climb into the tub. Across from him, still pouting. He grabs my arms and turns me around and leans me against his chest. He kisses my head. "See baby girl, isn't this much better?" I sigh in relief. I feel his cock get hard as I adjust myself between his legs. "Baby girl, you can't do that. No teasing." Me confused just looks at him. "What daddy?" He blushes. "It's-it's nothing baby." He realizes how innocent I can be sometimes.
I slowly start to doz off while he plays with my hair.