before the opération, i was told that the female doctor could only do the opération next saturday. thinking about it too late and dangerous for health,i gritted my teeth and la on the operating table .when mâle doctor stuffed me with cold metal around my private part, i blushed and felt humiliation as if i have been raped.but soon shame replaced by pain,and doctor began to clear my utérus. on the display screen the mass in my stomach disappear little by little,becoming a pool of blood outside.seeing so much blood i could not stop crying. i am the murderer. of crouse so he is.after the opération i am exeusted .at that moment adward called me and said he would not come-back on week-end. i feel better if you disappear i reaplied and quickely cut off the phone.