i can,t cook, i can't do house work and all like to dream all day long. i am use less. A women like me is not suitable for him. But why is adward hoilding me. i saw that is êyes were red .is he crying. No Way. i raised my hand and try to push him away. but i did not have any strength. and my hands were red .and there is a nurse anxious voice "miscarriage with massive bleeding, sent to the emergeny room,ready for blood transfusion. with the moving flou of people s,the noise metal hiting the floor, and my consciouseness is becoming more and more trance. i wish i could die of it . i can go with the unborn child. i can always hang the indentity of award wife , even if it is a dead wife. but i did not die and i was still tortured by that dam pride. after experiencing this life and death, when i woke up the first thing on my mind was divorce. my knowledge , mu éducation, my father,who was betrayed by my mother, and raised me my own. will Nevers allow me to accept my husband infidelity. when adward come i kept looking out of the Window.we were in the same room,and the atmosphère was akward and suffocating. i brought up the divorce. he asked about division of property. i replied yours is yours and mine is mine, cleanand no one owes anyone anything. i said you brought the its belong to you, the car is brought by you, it belong to you, i go back to pack my own luggage, and then we can go through the formalities for divorce. he is silent.